Kaw: Me back again!
Seto: Yeah we're back too!
Duo: ^__^
Kaw: On with the ficcy
Unbreak My Heart
Chapter 4: Can My Heart Learn To Love Again?
Duo woke up as the first rays of sunlight made their way into the room.
Seto's arms still held him lovingly and his head still rested on Seto's chest, but Duo just wasn't sure if he was ready to love again.
His heart was still so broken from the events that had happened.
It hurt Duo to know that Seto loved him so much and Duo lay so unsure of his feelings.
' I wish I could love you the way you love me…but my heart is still to fragile
' Duo thought as he slid from Seto's arms.
Duo walked over to the window and just stood his mind in anther world far from
the one he was now in. The world where painful memories still haunted his
dreams and wakening moments, the world that made him cry out knowing there was
nothing there for him.
"Hey Duo?" Quatre whispered
"Hum?"
"We're going to make it…" he whispered.
"I hope your right Quat…" Duo whispered softly.
"Duo?" This voice wasn't Quatre's…
"DUO!" Seto yelled.
"What…." Duo whispered.
"Are you alright?" Seto asked.
"Yeah I guess…." Duo said with a sigh.
Seto pulled Duo close and kissed his neck.
"Let yourself love again," Said a voice in Duo's head " I'm sorry I hurt you…"
'Shawn?' Duo whispered (1)
"He needs you just as much as you need him." The voice said.
'I…can't…' said Duo painfully.
"Sure you can." The voice said.
'Are you Shawn?' Duo asked fearing the answer.
"Yes…I am." Whispered Shawn softly.
"But how? I…." Duo Stopped.
"Killed me? I'm a dragon sprit (2) now. I had to find you to tell you how sorry
I was…" Shawn whispered.
'I loved you…I still love you…killing you was the hardest thing I ever had to
do…' Duo said softly.
"But you freed me in doing so…"Shawn said sadly.
'What do you mean?' Duo asked.
"He was controlling me…" Shawn whispered softly.
'Oh…" was all Duo said.
"The past is gone but you can still be free if time will set you free…" Shawn
whispered.
' I miss you…" Said Duo softly.
"I know I miss you too…" came Seto's voice.
"Duo turned to face Seto.
"My Beautiful little dragon." Seto said gentily.
"Shawn?" Duo asked.
He simply shook his head 'yes'
"Shawn..." Cried Duo.
"Let this boy love you…" Shawn said tenderly.
"But.."
"But what? Don't let yourself die inside!" Shawn said
"If he dies." Duo asked.
"Don't worry about that now." Shawn whispered putting a gentle hand on Duo's
soft face.
This touch was so familiar it killed Duo to know it would end, and that it
would be the last time Shawn would touch him again.
Shawn gently kissed Duo's lips.
'Oh dear dragon gods do not let this moment end…' Duo thought.
The kiss got more passionate as Shawn knew this would be the last time he would
kiss his lover again. He pulled away…
"You're trapped inside but you can still be free…if time will set you free, but
it's a long long long way to go!" Shawn whispered.
Shawn kissed Duo's lips one last time. He had to leave. It was his time to
cross over.
"I'll love you always." Shawn whispered gently.
Duo kissed his lips.
"Keep on moving way up high, you see the light it shines forever…"
"I'll love you forever…" Duo whispered.
"Set your heart free to love again…Like I said this boy needs you just as much
as you need him." Said Shawn lovingly.
"I'll try…" Duo whispered tears running down his face.
"Good. I have to go now…" Shawn said wiping away the tears.
"NO! Just a little longer…" Duo said desperately.
" I have to go," Shawn said sadly " Good-bye… my little dragon…"
" Good-bye…." Duo whispered.
Duo thought about what Shawn said, but some of what he said bothered him. What
Shawn had said were the words to a song…But Duo couldn't remember the name of the
song….
"Duo?" Seto asked.
"Yeah…" Duo said softly.
"Please tell me what happened to you…." Seto whispered.
"Okay…" Duo said slowly.
Duo told Seto everything…all the pain bubbling up, and when Duo started to cry
Seto brought him close.
"That's all for now…" Seto whispered gently wiping the tears away.
"I love you Duo…" Seto whispered.
" I love you too…" Duo whispered.
Kaw: WoW I almost cried writing this ficcy
Seto: Aaww * hand's Kaw a tissue*
Duo: *Glomps Kaw to make her feel better*
Kaw: (1) Dragons can talk to each other threw their
minds (
2) When Dragons die its
always by anther
dragons hands in this case Shawn's soul couldn't rest
until he told Duo what happened.