Malik Chan: Sorry it took me so long to get this going again but I got working on a different fic which I have posted recently called "Somewhere I Belong" its my sequel to "Whisper" (Malik/Yugi) I did the fic for my good fanfiction.net Friend Lillie Chan and had a lot of fun doing it! As did the fic "Whisper" "Somewhere I belong" has a lot of Evanescence in it seeings that for the most part I was inspired by the songs I used for the fic.
Seto: Anyway…with in the next couple of chapters things will be better explained like the whole dragon thing.
Malik: and why Duo seemed to jump so fast from Seto to me
Malik Chan: and again I'm very sorry for being so confusing and for taking so long in getting back to this fic…
Unbreak My HeartChapter 7: Love is a Confusing Thing
Duo broke the kiss
"I'm sorry but I Have to go…" Duo whispered
"But…" Malik begin but it was to late Duo was already gone
Duo had set out at a run he couldn't believe what he had just done, how could he let his powers get the better of him? He knew that because he was part Dragon god of Light that he made those who where so consumed by their own hate and darkness love him. It was something he couldn't control but He could control his urges but for some reason like with Seto he was unable to control those urges. What really seemed to bother Duo about Malik was the fact that by Malik simply touching him Malik had brought forth his true form. (1)
Malik stood dumfounded why did Duo run like he had done something horribly wrong? Most important why did Duo make him feel this way. Malik just didn't understand, but he so desperately wanted to… he wanted to feel love and to be loved…
"I hate this! Why dose this have to happen to me?!?" Duo yelled furiously
Duo ran the whole rest of the way home he didn't stop till he was back at Seto's. Duo ran into the house, down the hall, and into the bathroom where he locked himself in. Duos slid down the door as his thin frame shook with his angry confused tears running down his face. Duo hugged his knees and laid his head on them.
"Why did this all have to change? Why couldn't I just stay a human and be the person I was? Why did everything have to change? Why dose everything always have to blow up once I'm actually happy…" Duo whispered to the walls still crying
"Duo? Are you alright?" Mokuba asked knocking on the door
"I'll be fine…" Duo lied
"Seto just called he said that he'd be home in an hour." Mokuba informed
"Kay…" Duo whispered
Duo heard Mokuba's footsteps fade and he was once again alone to his thoughts. This had been too much for him to deal with. He needed to just get away but there was nothing he could do. He had to stay and deep inside he wanted to stay. He wanted to stay with Seto, but after what happened today he just didn't know what to do. ..
Duo heard footsteps then a knock at the door
"Duo? Are you in there?" Seto asked
"Yeah…" Duo muttered 'has an hour gone by already?'
"What's the matter?" Seto asked
"Nothing…" Duo whispered
"If its nothing then why did you lock yourself in the bathroom?" Seto asked bewildered
"I felt like it…" Duo whispered lamely his voice betraying him and cranking showing he was crying
"You're crying…" Seto whispered
"So?" Duo whispered
"Let me in. Please? Seto said
Duo stood up, unlocked the door, and then made his way to anther wall away from the door. Seto heard the lock click and opened the door to find Duo sitting on the floor hugging his legs and his head resting on his knees.
"For nothing being wrong you sure look like something is wrong…" Seto stated
Duo sat there quietly he didn't really want to talk he just wanted to sit here and do nothing. Seto sat down next to him, then softly touched Duo's cheek.
"Tell me what's wrong?" Seto asked lovingly
"I hate my powers…" Duo whispered
"Why?" Seto asked
"Because I can't control them all the time and the I do things I other wise wouldn't do…" Duo whispered shamefully
"Like what?" Seto asked almost afraid of the answer
"I'm part Dragon god of Light and with that my power is to seek those who need light in their lives to give them that ray of hope they have wanted for so long… Sometimes I fall in love with them. Like I have with you, but then my powers finds someone else that needs me and I waver…." Duo said fearfully
"So what your saying that even though you my be in love with someone your powers will make it so that you go to this other person to make them happy as well?" Seto asked trying to understand what Duo was saying
"Yes…that's how it goes…" Duo whispered shamefully
"I take it that's what's wrong then? Your powers have found someone else but you love me and now feel bad because of it?" Seto asked
"….Yes…" Duo said softly
"Your not going to leave me are you?" Seto asked unsure he wanted to know the answer
"No I'm not leavenings you…I couldn't dream of leavenings you…" Duo whispered
"So what do you have to do?" Seto asked
"…I…I…Don't…know…" Duo stammered
Everything was just so jumbled up he couldn't think strait. What was he supposed to do? He loved Seto to much to leave him for Malik… and yet he knew he had to got to Malik…
(1) A Dragon god of Light brings a person happiness (I didn't realize this till I started to read the Manga "Clover" but the Dragon god of Light is a lot like a four Leaf * Clamps "Clover" * a four leaf brings a person happiness ^. ^ an innocent coincidence) A Dragon god of Light also seeks to kill the darkness in the persons soul so that they stay happy. However a Dragon god of Light can't always control their powers in the since that they may be with one person but then they since someone else who's pain and darkness is ether greater or equal to that of the person their with. So they go to that other person while still in love with the person they're with…