This is ma first fic. I really don't care if u like it or not..did I
mention if u flame me I won't give a damn. I am emotionless. Very
unusual...but not for me at this present moment. Please do read this story
though. Even if u are just here to flame me.
Just read and review. And maybe I'll smile (Kind of a gay statement, eh? But since u don't know me don't judge me... -_-; whatever...forget what I just said).
None of these characters are mine (I don't own any of them, never have, never will). I hope u understand this.but if u want to, u can sue me..I don't really care *wait I do! Don't u dare sue me! I told u that these characters do not belong to me!!!*.
Hope u like this story though ...wait I don't really care. As long as u review.
Bye.
(-_-; I am annoying.I know, no need to tell me!)
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Chapter 1.
Sora sat at a window staring outside of her beautiful apartment. Down at the traffic of the giant city she lived in.
She was a twenty-year-old woman who loved to play tennis. She worked at a bank but still her enjoyment was tennis.
When she was younger she had hated tennis. Instead she was the biggest soccer fan one could imagine. She had played soccer, for it was her hobby her lifestyle..something she had done just to spend time with the one boy she had thought she had loved.
Tai a brown haired maniac, who loved to play soccer and was a born leader. The ignorant boy who always had been the one to make decisions. He was the boy she had loved as a child. A cute boy and a very interesting man now. He had been the light of Sora's seemingly endless days. The times she had to work at her mothers flower shop and the times she had lost her soccer matches, he was always there. She really cared for Tai..she even had a lot of feelings for him still..in fact if you put it that way she most defiantly loved T...
No, the woman thought immediately after she realized what she had begun to think, I 'had' loved him and do so no more. Not anymore, she tried to coax herself with her thoughts, trying to make herself believe what she was saying.
"I love Matt now." She stared down at her hands as she said this and tried to repeat it. Not a single word escaped her mouth.
I do not love anyone, the woman thought suddenly. She started to sob uncontrollably.
Matt had died in a car accident just a few months ago and Sora now loved no one.
Her fiancé had been coming home after one of his concerts, which Sora hadn't been able to attend because of her increase in work. He had been drunk while coming home and his car had swerved off the road uncontrollably. Slamming into a nearby pole the car had then erupted into flames.
Matt, the public news reporters had said, disintegrated in the fire. Not a piece of his body had been left. Everything had become ashes.
Sora stood up as she felt the need to vomit and she rushed to the washroom. She spit several times into the sink and her tears rolled down her face more freely. She felt the pain of loss. Two losses because she knew that Tai would never accept her because she had broken his heart the day she had told him that she loved Matt and not him. Now Matt was gone and Tai was gone too. Sora didn't know what to do. Life was harsh and this was most defiantly one of the harshest times of her life.
Sora splashed water on her face and looked up into the mirror at herself. She was a pretty woman, with short brown hair and caring dark eyes. Her face was a tanned color not entirely white like Matt's had been.
Sora sobbed, Oh Matt. The one who had cared for her. The one who had always been there for her. The one who had loved her back more than any other man could...
Why had he died? 'Nothing made sense to the young woman.' Why?
Sora turned around sharply, the wanting to hit something, break something welled up inside her. She didn't look straight ahead as she flung herself into the giant living room that had once belonged to Matt and her. Once had been both of theirs.
Water dripped down her face mingling with her tears as she forced herself to stare at her fiancés picture hanging above the fireplace. A picture that had been taken at their engagement.
Sora turned away with disgust. She hated Matt for doing this to her. He was such an idiot for leaving her like this. Why hadn't she died with him? Why hadn't he just been injured? Then maybe the pain would have been bearable. At least Matt would have been alive!
Sora screamed out loud, anger welling up inside her, "I HATE YOU MATT!"
She turned around and slammed a vase off of its stand and then turned to rip a small picture of Matt's off the wall. She willed herself to stare at it. Coldly stare at it. Cursing Matt's soul the whole time.
"YOU IDIOT!" she brought the picture down over her knees and it broke in two.
She turned around and stared at the open balcony door. Beyond that door there was a small rail to stop children from falling off. But nothing said that it would prevent a woman from 'jumping' off.
Sora grinned mischievously as she stared through the doorway. Sanctuary was beyond that door. She wouldn't have to endure any more pain. If she just went to the balcony and stood on the railing and let herself fall. It would all be over after that. No more pain.
The woman took her first step.
'No more suffering.'
She took her second step.
'No more tears.'
She stepped more briskly.
Four steps.
'No more wanting for things to be different.'
She sneered, her heart full of nothing but pain and the wanting for everything to stop. She took 6 more steps and was out through the doorway to the edge of balcony. She now stood staring down at the traffic beneath her. She gloated at all of the cars. They didn't know who was above them, planning to jump into their midst.
Sora smoothed out her dress. Looking down at it, for it was a present Tai had given her for her birthday. They were still friends it was just they wouldn't accept each other as more than that. They rarely talked to one another and when they did it was just a mere 'Hi' or 'Hello'. Nothing more, nothing less.
Sora felt anger at Tai swell up inside her as well as for Matt. They were both stupid. She hated them! It was there fault that she now stood at the edge of her balcony ready to climb onto the rail and jump off, just to get rid of the pain she was going through.
It was all their fault.
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Well how was it? I plan on continuing even if u do not like it.
But remember to Review anyway. I think that I would like that. Please and thank you.
Buh bye. ^-~ (Hey I'm cheerful again!)
Just read and review. And maybe I'll smile (Kind of a gay statement, eh? But since u don't know me don't judge me... -_-; whatever...forget what I just said).
None of these characters are mine (I don't own any of them, never have, never will). I hope u understand this.but if u want to, u can sue me..I don't really care *wait I do! Don't u dare sue me! I told u that these characters do not belong to me!!!*.
Hope u like this story though ...wait I don't really care. As long as u review.
Bye.
(-_-; I am annoying.I know, no need to tell me!)
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Chapter 1.
Sora sat at a window staring outside of her beautiful apartment. Down at the traffic of the giant city she lived in.
She was a twenty-year-old woman who loved to play tennis. She worked at a bank but still her enjoyment was tennis.
When she was younger she had hated tennis. Instead she was the biggest soccer fan one could imagine. She had played soccer, for it was her hobby her lifestyle..something she had done just to spend time with the one boy she had thought she had loved.
Tai a brown haired maniac, who loved to play soccer and was a born leader. The ignorant boy who always had been the one to make decisions. He was the boy she had loved as a child. A cute boy and a very interesting man now. He had been the light of Sora's seemingly endless days. The times she had to work at her mothers flower shop and the times she had lost her soccer matches, he was always there. She really cared for Tai..she even had a lot of feelings for him still..in fact if you put it that way she most defiantly loved T...
No, the woman thought immediately after she realized what she had begun to think, I 'had' loved him and do so no more. Not anymore, she tried to coax herself with her thoughts, trying to make herself believe what she was saying.
"I love Matt now." She stared down at her hands as she said this and tried to repeat it. Not a single word escaped her mouth.
I do not love anyone, the woman thought suddenly. She started to sob uncontrollably.
Matt had died in a car accident just a few months ago and Sora now loved no one.
Her fiancé had been coming home after one of his concerts, which Sora hadn't been able to attend because of her increase in work. He had been drunk while coming home and his car had swerved off the road uncontrollably. Slamming into a nearby pole the car had then erupted into flames.
Matt, the public news reporters had said, disintegrated in the fire. Not a piece of his body had been left. Everything had become ashes.
Sora stood up as she felt the need to vomit and she rushed to the washroom. She spit several times into the sink and her tears rolled down her face more freely. She felt the pain of loss. Two losses because she knew that Tai would never accept her because she had broken his heart the day she had told him that she loved Matt and not him. Now Matt was gone and Tai was gone too. Sora didn't know what to do. Life was harsh and this was most defiantly one of the harshest times of her life.
Sora splashed water on her face and looked up into the mirror at herself. She was a pretty woman, with short brown hair and caring dark eyes. Her face was a tanned color not entirely white like Matt's had been.
Sora sobbed, Oh Matt. The one who had cared for her. The one who had always been there for her. The one who had loved her back more than any other man could...
Why had he died? 'Nothing made sense to the young woman.' Why?
Sora turned around sharply, the wanting to hit something, break something welled up inside her. She didn't look straight ahead as she flung herself into the giant living room that had once belonged to Matt and her. Once had been both of theirs.
Water dripped down her face mingling with her tears as she forced herself to stare at her fiancés picture hanging above the fireplace. A picture that had been taken at their engagement.
Sora turned away with disgust. She hated Matt for doing this to her. He was such an idiot for leaving her like this. Why hadn't she died with him? Why hadn't he just been injured? Then maybe the pain would have been bearable. At least Matt would have been alive!
Sora screamed out loud, anger welling up inside her, "I HATE YOU MATT!"
She turned around and slammed a vase off of its stand and then turned to rip a small picture of Matt's off the wall. She willed herself to stare at it. Coldly stare at it. Cursing Matt's soul the whole time.
"YOU IDIOT!" she brought the picture down over her knees and it broke in two.
She turned around and stared at the open balcony door. Beyond that door there was a small rail to stop children from falling off. But nothing said that it would prevent a woman from 'jumping' off.
Sora grinned mischievously as she stared through the doorway. Sanctuary was beyond that door. She wouldn't have to endure any more pain. If she just went to the balcony and stood on the railing and let herself fall. It would all be over after that. No more pain.
The woman took her first step.
'No more suffering.'
She took her second step.
'No more tears.'
She stepped more briskly.
Four steps.
'No more wanting for things to be different.'
She sneered, her heart full of nothing but pain and the wanting for everything to stop. She took 6 more steps and was out through the doorway to the edge of balcony. She now stood staring down at the traffic beneath her. She gloated at all of the cars. They didn't know who was above them, planning to jump into their midst.
Sora smoothed out her dress. Looking down at it, for it was a present Tai had given her for her birthday. They were still friends it was just they wouldn't accept each other as more than that. They rarely talked to one another and when they did it was just a mere 'Hi' or 'Hello'. Nothing more, nothing less.
Sora felt anger at Tai swell up inside her as well as for Matt. They were both stupid. She hated them! It was there fault that she now stood at the edge of her balcony ready to climb onto the rail and jump off, just to get rid of the pain she was going through.
It was all their fault.
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Well how was it? I plan on continuing even if u do not like it.
But remember to Review anyway. I think that I would like that. Please and thank you.
Buh bye. ^-~ (Hey I'm cheerful again!)