Part 3: Watashi no atama ga rerui desu nee? ((My head is bad huh? Or I am confused. ))

Gokou's perspective

Oh yum, yum! I love making sandwiches! Heh, then again, it's the only thing I know how to make!

Heh, silly me! AH! DELICIOUS! I savor of the taste of this sandwich! I have no idea why I am so

taken by this edible substance. Oh Son Gokou! Just shrug it away! Besides, it is my turn to

determine if we are on the right course or not.

I smile brightly as I walk through the empty halls. Gosh, they all look so cold and alone. oh well!

This sandwich is really good! Yum! Oh! Here we are! I'm finally at the room with all the colorful

buttons. I don't have the slightest idea of what they do, Bejiita just pointed out the ones in the very

front. Those are the ones that control our destination.

Oh! This leather chair is more comfy than I thought! Okay, soo desu nee. ah cool! We're right on

track! From what Bejiita told me, we're heading toward a small planet with no living beings other

than fruit and lots of color. Hm, sounds fun. But I also remember the other things he told me.

"Now Kakarotto, I want you to check every 2 hours if we are on track, got it?"

"Ah, yeah Bejiita, d-demo."

"No buts Kakarotto! It's a simple task so just handle it, alright?" that's when he started to walk

away, seeming to conclude the conversation, but he stopped to add "Oh, and one more thing."

he gave me the most coldest glare I have ever seen in my existence "Don't you dare come near

my chambers OR me, Kakarotto."

And poof, he was gone! I stood there for many, many, MANY moments replaying that last

message over and over in my head. He had such an evil tone it made me shiver. I thought "Gosh!

What did I do now?! I just take one-step and he's all over my ass! Complaining about the most

absurd things!" I hate it.

Sometimes I don't even know why I love him so much. But then I think about it and I know the

answer. It is because of that stubborn, hateful attitude. I want to be the one to change him, to

make him a good man. I want to have a special place in his heart, whether it's of friendship or,

may I say, love? *Sigh*, I only wish. *Sigh* again.

These controls are really confusing. I should let my curiosity go and ask Bejiita what all these

lights mean, but I won't. I know better than to displease the 'great' Bejiita-sama. Aye, I will never

understand that. that gorgeous piece of hot creation! *Blush* Kami, there I go again. Gosh! I

completely forgot about my sandwich! Yum! Still tastes good as ever!

"Kakarotto." HOLY SHIT!

"ACK!" MY SANDWICH! There goes my sandwich! All over the controls! All scattered over the

lights! STAINING MY PANTS! I let out a cry for my beloved sandwich, then I turn to look back at

that man who ruined my perfectly good creation!

"Hey Bejiita! You didn't have to scare me like that, ya know!" I give off a quick "hrmph" and go

back trying to get my sandwich off of my pants!! Great, now the ham is soaking through and it's

going to look like I had an accident! Stupid Bejiita! Why did he have to go and scare me like that! I

swear that man. *gasp*! Holy fucking shit! I feel a breath on the back on my neck! Nani? OH MY

GOSH! Its Bejiita's breath! Oh kami! I don't dare to look at him or see how close he is to me. I

swallow hard. Kami, I bet I'm blushing bad now. YES! I'M BLUSHING VERY BAD! Ack! It's really

hot in here.

"Kakarotto, why don't you stop crying over that stupid sandwich and look at me." Look at you?

ARE YOU KIDDING!? I'll be hypnotized by your glare! I know because it's happened before. But

common! He said my sandwich was stupid! Hey, that's not cool!

"B-Bejiita? What are you doing?!" I keep my eyes straight on the panel before me. Okay, maybe I

should forget about the sandwich and concentrate on WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE!

This is dream! It has to be! I never get what I want! I'm Son Gokou! I fulfill other people's wants, n

not my own! Right? RIGHT!

"You remember that day." Day? What day?

"That day where." Ummm. Would someone mind telling me WHY THE HELL HE IS PUTTING

HIS HANDS ON MY CHEST!? Kami! This is insane!

"I touched you." And now his hands are moving downward. Oh god! Don't tell me where

they're going next. *Swallows hard, beads of sweat form everywhere*

"Like this?" his voice, kami. I lost my control by his voice. His lips tickle my ear, as his voice is

deep and lustful. He is clearly horny, stirring the same feeling in me. That is when I discover.

OH MY GOD! I quickly jump out of the seat and start to walk away as fast as I could. I cannot just

believe I allowed his hands down there for that long! I was so hypnotized by his voice I didn't

notice his playful hands rubbing my manhood through my pants!

What the hell is going on here? Bejiita MUST be drunk or something! This isn't him! THIS

ISN'T ME! Why am I running away? Does he want me? Here? Now? Wait a minute. That's it!

Why didn't I think of this before?!

I rush back to the control room where I see Bejiita resting, lying against the control panel as if he

knew I would return. I glare at him and step slowly inside the room. The lights and gears are

blinking and moving like crazy, and little chirps of the machine can be heard, but that's all.

Everything else is silent and tense. I have broken the silence.

"I know what you're up to Bejiita." He's smirking, god why can't I oppose that smirk?

"Oh? So you finally remember." Taunting me. He plays the innocent prince. Why? And what the

hell is he talking about?

"I don't know what I'm suppose to remember Bejiita, but I do know your fucked up plan!" I clench

my hands into a fist and take a step forward to gather more courage.

"Do you think I'm stupid? How dare you invite me on this so-called "spar trip" to take advantage of

me and try to seduce me!? I'm sorry Bejiita, but I'm not gonna." that's when he threw his head

back and let out a laugh, and not just an ordinary laugh, it was a hysterical laugh, a laugh that

echoed through the halls and compartments of the ship.

I blink like crazy. What is he laughing at? I AM SERIOUS! I don't want to get raped! If he loves

me he would respect me! Besides, I don't really think rape is the most romantic thing to do on a

ship in the middle of space.

"Dear Kami, Kakarotto! You're such a."

"Hey! I'm serious here Bejiita!" I interrupt him to make sure he got the fucking point! I don't like to

be made fun of! That's mean! Why wouldn't he or anyone take this seriously?

"Kakarotto. You still force yourself to forget that day, nee? But inside, you know every fucking

detail of it. You loved it!" He starts to walk toward me now with another one of his sexy smirks.

Kami, he's to die for! But right now I'm not in the mood. I'm actually angered by him! He's playing

with my mind, trying to make me think.of....of...of what? AND WHAT THE HELL DOES 'THAT'

DAY HAVE TO DO WITH RAPE!?

"Try to remember that day when you received that horrible stomachache at my house. You

thought it was it was the food, but it was actually poison. I poisoned your food before you arrived.

Why? So you could be flexible and vulnerable so I could take advantage." He is at my reach. I

can smell his scent perfectly. But his words, they sound so familiar. I DO remember getting an

upset stomach at his house before, but I just fell asleep and after that I felt cured! He poisoned

me!?! But why, and what does day have to do with now?

"You fell right into my trap and you knew it. You knew after I took you up to the bedroom and

started my fun." He rubbed the back of his hand against my cheek. I can feel it, but I do not react

to it, I am too in depth with his words. It was like he was telling me one of my own dreams.

"The touching, the licking, the heat. You loved every goddamn moment of it. You moaned so

loudly for me and you shivered at my every touch. It was breath-taking." He lowered his voice to a

whisper, a whisper only I could hear. What the heck is going on here!? He knows one of my dreams about him? But how? Unless.

"If only we could replay that scene again Kakarotto. Let me touch you like I did before."

"NO!" I scream out and back away from his body. I can't take this madness anymore! He was

lying! He had to! That never happened! It was dream! It was a fucking dream!

"Stop playing with me Bejiita! It's not funny! This isn't funny! I-I'm serious!"

"And so am I Kakarotto." He stomps right up to me and grabs my collar as he usually does. He

stares into my eyes, so I stare back at his.

I don't want to believe that he is serious. He couldn't be. I'm in complete disbelief. I won't give into

his tricks!

"You claimed for Kami's sake that you did not have any memory of my plan. Your crome-dome of

friend and elderly distorted fool pleaded for you to discipline me for what they saw. Kakarotto,

their eyes watched, as I was lost with you, your body was still trembling with pleasure underneath

mine."

"Please! Stop Bejiita!" I begged. But his voice told me everything I already knew.

Those emotions were locked away and stored for evil. Then that evil came with the right key,

Bejiita's words, and set them loose. Now I am consumed with them once again, like I was

whenever they sought to haunt me in my sleep.

*Sigh* I can't believe that my love would do this to me. I have to ask him.

"Why are you telling me this, Bejiita? You knew it was only going to hurt me."

He smirks softly at me and nods justifiably. His eyes are so remarkable up close. I could not

believe that he so close to me, especially after he told me to stay away from him.

"Kakarotto, I needed to refresh your memory, for I crave to feel you again. I wanted you, and I

had you for a brief moment, but that will never feed my hunger. I still lust you now, at this

moment." Bejiita, so close and so beautiful, he closed eyes slowly just after he made sure mine

did. But I faked it, opening them quickly.

I gave my creature a compassionate look for he looked so eager to kiss me. I stand stiff and smile

at him. He has a look of honesty. I believe he just confessed his love for me.... but that cannot be

true, I never get what I desire! But this, I cannot allow. I am a married man!

What? Chi-chi? How did she get into my head? Ah yes, I married her, why did I marry her again?

I can't seem to. AH KAMI! His lips! His lips are so warm! Oh god! I'm melting in warmth and lust.

It's heaven! Pure life is restored to my mind and those emotions that the evil stroked are washed

away.

I moan softly with happiness. I am so over whelmed with love now. My Bejiita, he. MY BEJIITA!

His tongue! God, it tastes like honey. Mmm. I love it. Sweet and sleek. He slowly rubs it against

mine, making sure that he covers every inch with enough detail to last long memories. My Bejiita

is more talented than I thought! Actually, I did have a reasonable idea of how his kisses felt. I

daydream about them, every night, every day.

Such a wonderful feeling this is. I cannot explain with words how much I've waited for this

moment to happen. I, Son Gokou, can finally confess that I love Prince Bejiita.

"ATTENTION: We have just reached Planet Rujidyo. Please prepare for landing in 5 minutes.

Final warning, please prepare for landing in 5 minutes. Thank you"