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N/A: Sorry it took a while, but here's chapter 3…enjoy!
Sirius buried his head in his hands, what the hell is wrong with me? Why did I let that stupid kid do this? I will NEVER fucking drink again!!!! Sirius though, sinking even lower in his chair. James on the other hand couldn't stand to sit, he paced up and down for about 10 min, leaned against the wall for about 5 min, and started pacing again and then leaning…Peter analyzed.
Lily who was the only momentary sane one out of them all, decided that she couldn't take another second of Sirius self destructing, James acting overly edgy and Peter analyzing everything like there was no tomorrow. She needed fresh air, so she left the hospital, and took out a cigarette and lighted it up.
The whole night had sucked, BIG TIME!!! From the second Sirius had just barged into their room, to the second they found the crashed car…but none of it compared to when they had arrived at the muggle hospital to find out Remus was in critical condition. When Lily saw the look the doctors gave her, she felt as though her stomach had dropped! She'd pretty much lost count of the amount of times she had threw up in just a few hours, and the fact that they were now in a magical hospital with more capable doctors was still not calming her down, since she ran to the closest garbage she could find and stuck her head in it, her whole body shaking.
"Lily Evans?" she heard a shaky voice from not too far, and whipping away her tears she pulled her head up to see Remus' parents' worried faces.
"Yes? Mr. And Mrs. Lupin?" Lily popped a mint in her mouth and started towards them, and was soon hugged by a sobbing Mrs. Lupin and patted on the back by Mr. Lupin.
"Do you know what happened?" he asked her, and she closed her eyes letting fresh tears run down her cheeks.
"No, I was sleep. Sirius came and woke everyone up and told them Remus was missing, he was so out of it that we couldn't get what had happened…he said it didn't matter. We had to look for him, he said, and we did. We looked everywhere until we heard a police report on the radio about the car crash and Sirius told us to go there. We found the minister's car totally ruined and…and Sirius started to totally freak out and told us to go to the muggle hospital…" by than Lily was shaking while Mrs. Lupin held her tight crying along.
Very scared and worried sick the trio walked in to the hospital and to the waiting room where the others were waiting. James gave them a very sad smile gave both Mr. Lupin a short manly hug and kissed his wife on the cheek after a warm hug. Peter just said a very quiet shy hi and asked how they were while getting off his chair and offering it to Mrs. Lupin who thanked him gratefully. Sirius though didn't even notice who had arrived, actually he didn't seem aware of anything around him, as he looked out the window emotionlessly as his hands gripped the chair he sat on tightly.
"Sirius," Lily said gently, and at first Sirius didn't respond, but then he slowly turned away from the window and towards her, "are you ok?"
"Yeah," his voice was much quieter and lower, but somehow really thin, as though he was being torn from the inside, "you?"
"I'm hangin' there!" she gave a short fake laugh, which made Sirius raise his brow, and then he noticed Mr. and Mrs. Lupin.
"Hi, I-I'm sorry I didn't see you come in!" he sounded regretful yet he didn't get up to greet them and instead just turned towards the window, "It was all my faul…I was so drunk…so drunk that I didn't realize what was going on and passed out before I had any idea…Arian woke me up and told me about the dare…"
"Siri it's not your fault!" Lily said, "stop blaming yourself for so—"
"But you don't understand, I was there when Xandra dared him to do it…I was just too fucking drunk to realize…I'LL NEVER FUCKING DRINK AGAIN!!!!!!"
"You where there—" Mr. Lupin had began angrily, but the doctor's arrival made him stop in his tracks.
"Mr. and Mrs. Lupin, I-I don't know how to say this but…"
To be continued…
N/A: Sorry it took a while, but here's chapter 3…enjoy!
Sirius buried his head in his hands, what the hell is wrong with me? Why did I let that stupid kid do this? I will NEVER fucking drink again!!!! Sirius though, sinking even lower in his chair. James on the other hand couldn't stand to sit, he paced up and down for about 10 min, leaned against the wall for about 5 min, and started pacing again and then leaning…Peter analyzed.
Lily who was the only momentary sane one out of them all, decided that she couldn't take another second of Sirius self destructing, James acting overly edgy and Peter analyzing everything like there was no tomorrow. She needed fresh air, so she left the hospital, and took out a cigarette and lighted it up.
The whole night had sucked, BIG TIME!!! From the second Sirius had just barged into their room, to the second they found the crashed car…but none of it compared to when they had arrived at the muggle hospital to find out Remus was in critical condition. When Lily saw the look the doctors gave her, she felt as though her stomach had dropped! She'd pretty much lost count of the amount of times she had threw up in just a few hours, and the fact that they were now in a magical hospital with more capable doctors was still not calming her down, since she ran to the closest garbage she could find and stuck her head in it, her whole body shaking.
"Lily Evans?" she heard a shaky voice from not too far, and whipping away her tears she pulled her head up to see Remus' parents' worried faces.
"Yes? Mr. And Mrs. Lupin?" Lily popped a mint in her mouth and started towards them, and was soon hugged by a sobbing Mrs. Lupin and patted on the back by Mr. Lupin.
"Do you know what happened?" he asked her, and she closed her eyes letting fresh tears run down her cheeks.
"No, I was sleep. Sirius came and woke everyone up and told them Remus was missing, he was so out of it that we couldn't get what had happened…he said it didn't matter. We had to look for him, he said, and we did. We looked everywhere until we heard a police report on the radio about the car crash and Sirius told us to go there. We found the minister's car totally ruined and…and Sirius started to totally freak out and told us to go to the muggle hospital…" by than Lily was shaking while Mrs. Lupin held her tight crying along.
Very scared and worried sick the trio walked in to the hospital and to the waiting room where the others were waiting. James gave them a very sad smile gave both Mr. Lupin a short manly hug and kissed his wife on the cheek after a warm hug. Peter just said a very quiet shy hi and asked how they were while getting off his chair and offering it to Mrs. Lupin who thanked him gratefully. Sirius though didn't even notice who had arrived, actually he didn't seem aware of anything around him, as he looked out the window emotionlessly as his hands gripped the chair he sat on tightly.
"Sirius," Lily said gently, and at first Sirius didn't respond, but then he slowly turned away from the window and towards her, "are you ok?"
"Yeah," his voice was much quieter and lower, but somehow really thin, as though he was being torn from the inside, "you?"
"I'm hangin' there!" she gave a short fake laugh, which made Sirius raise his brow, and then he noticed Mr. and Mrs. Lupin.
"Hi, I-I'm sorry I didn't see you come in!" he sounded regretful yet he didn't get up to greet them and instead just turned towards the window, "It was all my faul…I was so drunk…so drunk that I didn't realize what was going on and passed out before I had any idea…Arian woke me up and told me about the dare…"
"Siri it's not your fault!" Lily said, "stop blaming yourself for so—"
"But you don't understand, I was there when Xandra dared him to do it…I was just too fucking drunk to realize…I'LL NEVER FUCKING DRINK AGAIN!!!!!!"
"You where there—" Mr. Lupin had began angrily, but the doctor's arrival made him stop in his tracks.
"Mr. and Mrs. Lupin, I-I don't know how to say this but…"
To be continued…