The June sun reflected off of the Lake two days later. Harry sat up against a tree staring into blue surface of the lake mulling of things in his mind. His life was going to change. Which ever way it went, he would be different. If he survived the confrontation, then he would be a murderer, despite who it was he would be a murderer and that thought did not come lightly to him even if it was Voldemort. But if he didn't survive…. It didn't bear thinking about. How would his friends feel, his family, the Weasleys. As soon as he thought it he knew the answer. Apart from the Dursleys who wouldn't care, his friends would be devastated, and the Weasleys treated him like family they certainly wouldn't take it lightly. After days of thinking about it, surviving was by far the better option. He got up and walked around the lake, planning how he would do it. Planning what he would have to do, then a thought struck him. He hadn't told Parvati about any of this, not he Prophecy anything. He suddenly felt extremely guilty. He had been dating her for almost four months now and he hadn't even trusted her with this. It was unfair on her that he hadn't told her this, even though 99% of the time they spent together was in empty classrooms or broom closets, he still should have said something.
He needed to tell her, and he needed to do it now. As if in answer to his thoughts he heard a voice call his name.
"Harry?" He turned around to see Parvati Patil coming towards him. He stopped and waited for her to catch up and then slumped down in front of a tree next to her. "Harry, have you been avoiding me? I haven't seen you in days! There isn't even any real school work to do, we've done it all were practically finished school now."
He turned to look at her to tell her what was on his mind and why he couldn't…
"There are some-things that I have been keeping from you, secrets, but I need to tell you now before it's too late." She nodded her assent looking confused and afraid. He proceeded to explain the prophecy and what he had to do, leaving out when. She nodded, and they sat in silence for a while before she spoke.
"Come on lets go back to the castle, we could both do with some cheering up" She smiled at him with a mischievous glint in her eye. Harry smiled back understanding fully and followed back her to the school and into the empty charms classroom. By this time it was nearly dark and the halls were virtually deserted except for a few students on their way back to their dorms before getting caught by Filch. They hurried along the Charms corridor and into the classroom. Once inside the classroom he closed the door and turned to her. Wrapping her in his arms he began to kiss her lightly at first then deepening the kiss. Their hands wandered around each others bodies exploring. He lightly caressed the bare skin of her back as she ran her fingers over his chest. Their hands and their breathing became more urgent and the passion between them grew. Their hands continued to explore then there was a hand sliding up his leg.
"Parvati," he said in a strangled voice. "We can't. I don't know what will happen."
Her hand moved higher and undid his jeans pushing them down over his legs, she brought her hand back up to his boxers. Sliding her hand inside, she squeezed. Harry knew he had to stop her.
"But you want to. I can feel it." She said passionately not willing to give up.
"Uhh," was all he managed to get out. Her hand was still wrapped around him squeezing slightly.
"Parvati, that is your fault I'm like this." He finally managed.
She pushed him down onto one of the desks in the empty classroom.
She moved around and he felt her hair on his stomach. There was a large lump where she was crouching over him.
"Really?" she teased.
"Ye-yes," Her hair felt so good moving over him, he thought.
Then her hand was pulling him out of his shorts and the coolness of her palm short circuited his brain.
"P-Parvati, we," he tried to say.
The coolness of her palm was gone and a soft moist heat replaced it. He felt her teeth graze him slightly and he shivered. She pulled away and he groaned.
"Please, don't stop," He begged.
She ran her hand over him again. Then her mouth was back. She was stroking him while lightly sucking. Then she slowed her hand and he felt her mouth go down farther and her tongue slipped over the tip. She was stroking him again and slowly moving her head up and down. She switched back and forth between the two for a few minutes then ran her hand down between his legs. He twitched and exploded inside of her mouth. She sputtered then began sucking again. When he was finished she came out from underneath the covers.
He still couldn't think. She smiled up at him, and kissed him before straightening herself out whilst he put his clothes back on and they made their up to Gryffindor Tower.
The next morning he awoke again after the same nightmare and decided to go downstairs and practice some spells that could help him against Voldemort. Hours later Parvati and Lavender came down the stairs, and Parvati told Lavender that she would catch up, before going over to Harry.
"Hey, Harry." She sat down next to him.
"Hey." He looked up at her and saw that she looked as if she was trying to say something but didn't know the right words to say. "What's wrong?" he asked.
"Harry, I'm sorry, but I don't know if this is going to work out. We are near the end of school now and short of empty classrooms and broom closets we don't really have a relationship."
"Your right I guess. It's for the best I suppose." He kissed her on the forehead "Friends right?"
"Friends"
When Parvati left he slumped down on the chair near the fire and buried his head in his hands "It just gets worse" he murmured to himself.
He needed to tell her, and he needed to do it now. As if in answer to his thoughts he heard a voice call his name.
"Harry?" He turned around to see Parvati Patil coming towards him. He stopped and waited for her to catch up and then slumped down in front of a tree next to her. "Harry, have you been avoiding me? I haven't seen you in days! There isn't even any real school work to do, we've done it all were practically finished school now."
He turned to look at her to tell her what was on his mind and why he couldn't…
"There are some-things that I have been keeping from you, secrets, but I need to tell you now before it's too late." She nodded her assent looking confused and afraid. He proceeded to explain the prophecy and what he had to do, leaving out when. She nodded, and they sat in silence for a while before she spoke.
"Come on lets go back to the castle, we could both do with some cheering up" She smiled at him with a mischievous glint in her eye. Harry smiled back understanding fully and followed back her to the school and into the empty charms classroom. By this time it was nearly dark and the halls were virtually deserted except for a few students on their way back to their dorms before getting caught by Filch. They hurried along the Charms corridor and into the classroom. Once inside the classroom he closed the door and turned to her. Wrapping her in his arms he began to kiss her lightly at first then deepening the kiss. Their hands wandered around each others bodies exploring. He lightly caressed the bare skin of her back as she ran her fingers over his chest. Their hands and their breathing became more urgent and the passion between them grew. Their hands continued to explore then there was a hand sliding up his leg.
"Parvati," he said in a strangled voice. "We can't. I don't know what will happen."
Her hand moved higher and undid his jeans pushing them down over his legs, she brought her hand back up to his boxers. Sliding her hand inside, she squeezed. Harry knew he had to stop her.
"But you want to. I can feel it." She said passionately not willing to give up.
"Uhh," was all he managed to get out. Her hand was still wrapped around him squeezing slightly.
"Parvati, that is your fault I'm like this." He finally managed.
She pushed him down onto one of the desks in the empty classroom.
She moved around and he felt her hair on his stomach. There was a large lump where she was crouching over him.
"Really?" she teased.
"Ye-yes," Her hair felt so good moving over him, he thought.
Then her hand was pulling him out of his shorts and the coolness of her palm short circuited his brain.
"P-Parvati, we," he tried to say.
The coolness of her palm was gone and a soft moist heat replaced it. He felt her teeth graze him slightly and he shivered. She pulled away and he groaned.
"Please, don't stop," He begged.
She ran her hand over him again. Then her mouth was back. She was stroking him while lightly sucking. Then she slowed her hand and he felt her mouth go down farther and her tongue slipped over the tip. She was stroking him again and slowly moving her head up and down. She switched back and forth between the two for a few minutes then ran her hand down between his legs. He twitched and exploded inside of her mouth. She sputtered then began sucking again. When he was finished she came out from underneath the covers.
He still couldn't think. She smiled up at him, and kissed him before straightening herself out whilst he put his clothes back on and they made their up to Gryffindor Tower.
The next morning he awoke again after the same nightmare and decided to go downstairs and practice some spells that could help him against Voldemort. Hours later Parvati and Lavender came down the stairs, and Parvati told Lavender that she would catch up, before going over to Harry.
"Hey, Harry." She sat down next to him.
"Hey." He looked up at her and saw that she looked as if she was trying to say something but didn't know the right words to say. "What's wrong?" he asked.
"Harry, I'm sorry, but I don't know if this is going to work out. We are near the end of school now and short of empty classrooms and broom closets we don't really have a relationship."
"Your right I guess. It's for the best I suppose." He kissed her on the forehead "Friends right?"
"Friends"
When Parvati left he slumped down on the chair near the fire and buried his head in his hands "It just gets worse" he murmured to himself.