The Notorious Naurwen-- U didn't review *cries*

Miyahara Yuuki-- U didn't review!! *cries* do u not like me anymore or something??

Zierra-- Don't worry Seifer didn't do anything to make Irvine mad, Irvine just thought that Seifer and Zell were the killers and didn't want to give them time to kill them so he shoot them! That's it so don't be mad at Irvine, he didn't mean to do it!! I'm glad u were never pissed at me!! Hehe or stopped being pissed at me please don't be pissed at me!! Ya I dyed my hair black with blue streaks and I was a light brown before!! YAY but I like it better this way!! *does crazy dance* I THINK I'VE GOT IT!! YAY!! No way don't be sorry your reviews are long! I love long reviews!!

Noumno Yeshiaru-- *stops crying* Tis ok! U reviewed now that makes me happy! ^_^ well u just don't cry either!! Uh… well actually he has to stay black haired for a while because I've got a plan MUAHAHAHA No he doesn't look like Laguna, his hair is only to his shoulders and he looks hott!! Hehe I'll make him blonde as soon as I can!! But he must suffer for a while though!! U don't like Laguna or something?? Or is it just u cant handle two Laguna's? *eyes go all big* TWO LAGUNAS?!?! AHHHHH! RUUUUUUUUN!

Fantasy101-- He died then he came back… oh why did he have to come back?! *cries* WHY?!

Seifer: I'm stand right here…

Opps… hehe I'm updating now so beeeeee happy!! PLEASE DON'T KICK MY ASS THIS TIME EITHER!! *hides behind Vash then looks up at him* VASHY! WHERE'D U COME FROM?!

Vash: Came here to go donuts!

… for all of u that don't know Vash he's from the anime Trigun, u should watch it its REALLY good ^_^

RyvenSilverflame-- Did u hear that Seifer, I'm the funniest author around *giggles and goes around in circles*

Seifer: Ryven was being sarcastic

*eyes go all teary and wide* Whaaaaaaaaat???

Liam: Must u always tease her?

Seifer: Its so much fun!

*glares* yay! I'm glad u enjoy my work! *does a happy dance around Seifer*

Seifer: Ryven probably mistaken ya for another author

YOUR SO MEAN TO ME SEIFER! *runs into my little corner crying rocking back and forth* OH yes that sexy cowboy *falls out of chair that I magically somehow ended up in* U think its wonderful?! *gets all giddy* YAY!

Seifer: Ryven probably- *gets cut off by my nasty looks* hehe

that's what I though… I'll answer your questions in the fic! I agree long dark hair is SEXY! *also grins at Squall*

Squall: *runs away* WHY MOST U PEOPLE TORTURE ME SO?!

Because its fun! I'll try to get it up as long as my poor little demented mind can -_- Seifer shut up… I know u were thinking of some smart ass comment… eek! Look how much I wrote to ya! Got to stop getting caught up in these little things… hehe ^_^

ha ha.what-- I'm glad your happy!! STAY HAPPY! HAPPY IS GOOD!!^_^ Seifer: OW MY CHEEK! Zell: *pinch's Seifer's cheek* aw your so cute! Seifer: shut up… Zell: awww

Unclear_vision-- I… love u too!! YAY! Hehe I'll keep that punching thing in mind! Yes the cuteness kills me though that's why I had to do the whole death thing… I really do enjoy fluff but to much of it will… kill me!! And ya don't want that will ya? … will ya?!

Fandugoddess-- hehe yep he shoot Seifer… man that sounds sort of wrong doesn't it? Hehe any who ya that's why I made Irvine shoot him because nobody was expecting it!! Yay!! I'm glad Seifer is back too but sometimes I wish he would disappear and stop haunting my dreams… O.o I'll take my time but I'll update as soon as I can!!

Yuri Luv-- Yay a new reviewer! ^_^ thanks for the compliment and don't worry I'll answer how Seifer came back in the story!

Little Leila-- YAY YOUR BACK! *claps hands* Thanks for the compliment I love them! ^_^ Eek what story was it that I peeked at?? *all confused* actually I got the black hair from another persons story but I'm sorry I can say I got it from u! ~_^ Yes another chapter right now!

Selphie: PLEASE R&R!!! THANKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seppy Lynnicks-- Thanks for the compliment, please keep reviewing ^_^

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Irvine's Pov

All this guilt was killing me, it had been over the three years. I couldn't believe what I had done and even after everyone had told me it wasn't my fault, I mean it was my fault! I was the one that shot him and I'm the reason Zell's smile never reaches his eyes anymore because I am the one that killed his love!

"Irvine?" I ignored the deep male voice as I kept repeating to myself that I was a murderer, I mean not have I only killed bad guys and countless innocence but I also killed one of my best friends! I'm such an idiot!

I remember everything as it just happened two seconds ago.

~FLASH BACK~

We, as Squall and I, had left the restraint thanking Sapphire and her two friends for the dinner which was very nice. Squall had his arm around my waist as I had mine around his shoulder, we walked like this all the way back to the hotel. That was until I smelt it, that indescribable smell but everyone would know its blood. Squall had shoot me a look as we both ran to the hotel and threw open the doors seeing all the body parts and the blood. It was horrible.

We both looked around but then suddenly remembered our two other friends and ran upstairs hoping to hyne that they hadn't come back yet. We ran up the steps as I tripped over a detached arm and held in my dinner as I followed Squall up to the room ignoring the little writing on the walls, obviously this was about Seifer some damn people just cant get over that! Squall threw the door open and we looked around, I grabbed my gun and put the door back but that's when I felt the heat in my back.

"Ah!" I screamed out turning around to see a masked guy throwing flames at me so I loaded my gun up and shoot at the dozens of guys as Squall took up his gun blade and started to slash threw them. When we had finally thought we got them all I put the door leaning against the frame and walked over to Squall. He was breathing heavily with cuts and wounds all over him bleeding everywhere, I probably looked the same.

"You ok?" I asked and he only looked up at me with his stormy grayish bluish eyes looking into mine. He just nodded and before he could get any words out the door was kicked open and I just took up my gun and let out a shot.

That's when I noticed who I had shot and who I had almost shot, my two closets friends, Zell and Seifer.

~End Flash Back~

"IRVINE!" I fell out of my chair and looked angrily up at Zell, he had a huge grin planted on his face as he pushed his glasses up the bridge of his nose. I had never seen him smile like that since… since Seifer was alive. I looked behind him at a tall guy with shoulder length jet black hair and shades on smirked at me.

"Sniper boy is caught off guard… that's a new one." He said and he seemed so familiar but he looked like no one I knew truly. "Who is he? And why are you screaming in my ear?" I asked getting up and brushing myself off as I bent over and put some papers back on my desk that had fallen off, oh yes now I was an instructor, that's a shock now aint it?

"Well I can answer the second question but the first answer will have to wait till everyone else gets here." Zell answered rocking back and forth on his heils. I sighed and looked at him wondering what had made the change in him then looked back up at the guy noticing the way he stood seemed alike like Sei- No! We wont go there Irvine, stop comparing other guys to a died guy!

"What are you talking about?" I asked sitting on the edge of my desk looking at Zell. Zell opened his mouth to talk but just then the doors opened and in walked the headmaster, Squall. I admittedly avoided his eyes and busied myself with the papers on my desk.

Something also happened three years ago that I would never forget.

~Flash Back~

"Trust me Squall you don't want to be with me! You deserve so much more!" I argued with the beauty in front of me who looked confused, hurt and about to cry which tore me apart.

"Why Irvine? Is it because of Seifer's death? Everyone knows it was an accident! Please don't do this!" He argued back to me as I looked away putting back on my hat walking away, I never wanted to say this but I had to, Squall deserved better then a guy that murdered his own friends.

"I'm sorry Squall but I don't feel the same way for you that I used to… you understand, it was just a fling." I said then walked out trying to block out the crying I heard behind me, the crying that would haunt my dreams and nightmares for the rest of my life.

~End Flash Back~

He walked up to us giving Zell a nod but said or did nothing more as Selphie entered bouncing around slightly then looked up at the tall black haired guy, she blinked at him then shook her head standing next to Squall.

"Soooo why are we here?" She asked trying to lighten the mood. Before any of us could answer in walked Quistis. The whole gang was back together, well besides that bitch Rinoa and… Seifer but he would never come back, all thanks to me.

"Ok now that everyone's here we can begin!" Zell said excitedly as everyone gave him looks of their own. "Well I know what you all are wondering and I'll tell ya! I'm happy because… because Seifer's back." All of our mouths hung open and then we all glanced at the black haired guy.

"But Zelly… he cant be Seifer…" Selphie answered but then the black haired guy took off his sun glasses revealing bright emerald eyes and we all knew that he was defiantly Seifer. There was a few minutes of complete and utter silence.

"Why didn't you come back earlier? Why now?" Quistis asked and Seifer just racked a hand threw his hair smirking.

"It's a long story but I'm willing to tell it if your willing to listen." Seifer said smiling.

"Of course we will listen!" Zell answered him and we all nodded.

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Ok next chapter will answer your questions about him possessing that body or something related to that! ^_^ ok please R&R and I'm already working on the next chapter!! Oh ya and this chapter was to show that Irvine was truly sorry for what he did and how much hell he had to go threw, or just a little bit of it so please forgive him and me!! Gomen! (hehe learned that from Miyahara Yuuki, thank u!)