Title: I Will Survive
Author: NightsDream
Rating: PG-13 may go up to R because of depression and sexual implication.
Summary: Buffy Summers has big dreams and just when everything in her life is perfect, it all turns horribly wrong.
Distribution: If you want it (why? I don't know) then e-mail @ webmistress@nightsdream.com
Disclaimer: I own no characters and not the story. It belongs to the person it happened to. I love what you experience made you what you are today: a wonderful woman.
Warning: This fic contains implied pre-martial sex. If this offends you, I apologize and encourage you to please stop reading.
A/N: This story is a true story, not of me, but of someone very close to me. I will not give out her name for security purposes, but keep "Buffy" in your prayers. Christian, Jewish, Islamic, Wiccan, Pagan, it doesn't matter. We are all watched over, even if it's not by a God.
BASED ON A TRUE STORY
Chapter 5: Buffy's First Year of College
I lay in my dorm room bed, as I reflect on my life: Smart student, dream to become a journalist, met a boy, and went out with him for practically all of high school. Everyone around school knew me as Riley's girl. I had a lot of friends, Cordelia included. After awhile, I wondered if they really liked me for me or was it because I was dating the captain of the football team? I really liked Riley, he said he loved me, I said it back, only I knowing that it is not true. I did what everyone else was doing. I did love him, but I was not in love with him. I let him tell his friends and I met his family. Everyone assumed that we'd get married after high school. After I graduated, I decided to break it off. I did it as gently as possible, because I cared for him. Once I broke up with him, everyone who I thought were my friends hated me. I was right all along.
I put it all behind me and went to college, where I am now. I was having a blast here until I caught the flu, which was spreading along like the latest fashion. I seemed to have gotten the rock bottom worst of it. I've been sick for two weeks! Everyone else had only been sick for a week at the most. Willow, who is my roommate, made an appointment at the campus doctor. I hope that it's nothing serious. I'm only in college. I have so much to live for. If I don't get better and go to my classes, then I'll miss important things that I'm sure I will have to use later in my life. I just hope that it does not affect my scholarship. I need worrying so much. It's probably nothing.
***
TBC.
Short, I know. More soon! (As in later tonight)
Baruch ata hashem eloheinu melech haolom. Asher kit-shanu bamitzvotav, vitcevanu lichadleak ner shel lachiem.
The above statement is transliterated from Hebrew into English. At the end of the story, I'll reveal what it means.
Thanks to...
Meg586 - Please don't be confused! There are no more B/R smoochy scenes. The only person she smooches is Angel. Ah, that's better, right?
For reviewing after I wrote Chapter 4. Lol.
Author: NightsDream
Rating: PG-13 may go up to R because of depression and sexual implication.
Summary: Buffy Summers has big dreams and just when everything in her life is perfect, it all turns horribly wrong.
Distribution: If you want it (why? I don't know) then e-mail @ webmistress@nightsdream.com
Disclaimer: I own no characters and not the story. It belongs to the person it happened to. I love what you experience made you what you are today: a wonderful woman.
Warning: This fic contains implied pre-martial sex. If this offends you, I apologize and encourage you to please stop reading.
A/N: This story is a true story, not of me, but of someone very close to me. I will not give out her name for security purposes, but keep "Buffy" in your prayers. Christian, Jewish, Islamic, Wiccan, Pagan, it doesn't matter. We are all watched over, even if it's not by a God.
BASED ON A TRUE STORY
Chapter 5: Buffy's First Year of College
I lay in my dorm room bed, as I reflect on my life: Smart student, dream to become a journalist, met a boy, and went out with him for practically all of high school. Everyone around school knew me as Riley's girl. I had a lot of friends, Cordelia included. After awhile, I wondered if they really liked me for me or was it because I was dating the captain of the football team? I really liked Riley, he said he loved me, I said it back, only I knowing that it is not true. I did what everyone else was doing. I did love him, but I was not in love with him. I let him tell his friends and I met his family. Everyone assumed that we'd get married after high school. After I graduated, I decided to break it off. I did it as gently as possible, because I cared for him. Once I broke up with him, everyone who I thought were my friends hated me. I was right all along.
I put it all behind me and went to college, where I am now. I was having a blast here until I caught the flu, which was spreading along like the latest fashion. I seemed to have gotten the rock bottom worst of it. I've been sick for two weeks! Everyone else had only been sick for a week at the most. Willow, who is my roommate, made an appointment at the campus doctor. I hope that it's nothing serious. I'm only in college. I have so much to live for. If I don't get better and go to my classes, then I'll miss important things that I'm sure I will have to use later in my life. I just hope that it does not affect my scholarship. I need worrying so much. It's probably nothing.
***
TBC.
Short, I know. More soon! (As in later tonight)
Baruch ata hashem eloheinu melech haolom. Asher kit-shanu bamitzvotav, vitcevanu lichadleak ner shel lachiem.
The above statement is transliterated from Hebrew into English. At the end of the story, I'll reveal what it means.
Thanks to...
Meg586 - Please don't be confused! There are no more B/R smoochy scenes. The only person she smooches is Angel. Ah, that's better, right?
For reviewing after I wrote Chapter 4. Lol.