Madison [Tomoyo] turned over and stood upright. 'Wow, one year .' She
stared at the house the four of them have been living in. :sigh: Madison
[Tomoyo] began to walk back into the house as she felt a chill from the
cool fall wind. 'It's already fall, time does past by fast here.'
She kept walking until she reached the back door. She turned the shiny golden knob and walked into the kitchen. 'Sounds kind of too quiet here. I wonder where everyone is.'
"LI [Syaoron] ?!!" "Shawn?!!" "Where are you guys?"
There was no response. "Sakura??! Are you here?"
Still there was silence. Madison [Tomoyo] looked around the kitchen and saw a piece of paper on the refrigerator.
"Be back soon, Went for groceries, Li [Syaoron]."
"O great! But where is Shawn then?"
Madison [Tomoyo] thought for a while, "He's probably still at school or the library."
She started to walk upstairs and called for Sakura. There was a rustling noise coming from upstairs. Madison [Tomoyo] followed the noise. It led her up to the attic. She looked up and saw Sakura sitting on the floor staring at a bunch of papers.
"Hey Madison [Tomoyo] Take a look at this."
I'm missing you.
Missing you so much
That I forgot why I miss you.
I think it was the way you smiled,
The way you laughed at everything,
The way your lips curved just the right way when you were sad.
Maybe it was all that you did
Without placing a value on it
Without questioning it's worth
Without wanting something in return.
It could've easily been your appearance,
You're easy way of making things better,
Or the genius you don't realize you are.
I'm not sure why your pictures make me cry,
Or the memory of your voice makes me tremble,
Or why the thought of you constantly reminds me I'm missing part of my soul.
My memory is trying to forget,
My soul's trying to complete itself,
My eyes just want to stay dry.
But I always have to start over again when my memory remembers:
I miss you because I loved you.
Then he was already touched deeply. Wait a sec, what if this isn't about me? Oh well keep reading!
My eyes have seen the world over.
Again and again I've cried.
For knowing you had come to pass
And loving you would be a bitter lie.
My heart has seen your tranquil eyes,
As they had quickly glanced at me.
Your devilish ways were hidden well
Behind your generic meek remorse.
While loving you is a fond memory
And holding you is just a forgotten thought,
My feeble attempts to make your lips
Feel the virginity of my tenderness,
Have made you turned away
And erase me from your existence.
My hands have felt your beating heart,
Beating with a barbaric passion
For a sadist torture carefully plotted out
To make knowing you worse
And loving you hurt more
Than a bullet through my soul.
So now that I can no longer see,
Nor hear, nor smell, nor feel,
Where do I go with my childish fears?
Of falling in love with you
When I'm already eternally bound
To the structure of your heart?
Then he went to the last one: Love
-A savage beast
That rips your heart out,
Takes over your mind,
Makes you believe in tomorrow
And forget yesterday's torments.
The sadness of it all
-When it fails you.
Love
-An unfortunate miscreant
That refuses to leave
Without the last hurtful word
Or the last tortured glance
It is blissfully agonizing
-Just wish it was a concussion.
Love
-How do you forget?
-How do you blot it out?
The hateful memories?
The one's you'll miss most?
-Don't you wish you could rewrite the history of love?
Love
The one thing you'd kill to have
But die to forget...
Love = Li
"Hey who do you think these were for?" Sakura asked starry eyed.
"You." Madison [Tomoyo] simply replied.
"What???!!!!" Sakura jumped up. "Really? Must be something I should remember. Let me try."
Madison [Tomoyo] laughed at her friend's antics. "Oh, I bet we were a kawaii couple." Sakura started to daydream. "I didn't know about this until now? Well, it has been about a year or so now. Tell me about it. What happened with us?"
"Well.Sakura, I think you should ask him yourself, but I have to tell you this though, Li [Syaoron] is not the only one in this house who feels the same way. Both of them kept quiet until you were ready. So you make your own decisions."
Madison [Tomoyo] looked at Sakura's confused look. 'She is the same person, but somehow she feels like someone else. But it's a good thing because the real Sakura would be too stressed over this situation. Glad she doesn't know everything yet. I hope time does heal.'
"Okay I definitely have to think about this all the way through, maybe a joint meeting? Well, I don't yet, but I do know that I have to get ready for school tomorrow. I can't wait to start. A one-year break is pretty long. I think I'm a little rusty now." Something caught Sakura's eye and made her pause. "Ooh!"
She walked toward the shiny object and picked it up. It looked like a piece of a puzzle. It was made out of gold and has engravings on it. "Hey Madison [Tomoyo] Can you read this?"
"This looks weird. Must be Li's [Syaoron's] I think it's in ancient Chinese."
She kept walking until she reached the back door. She turned the shiny golden knob and walked into the kitchen. 'Sounds kind of too quiet here. I wonder where everyone is.'
"LI [Syaoron] ?!!" "Shawn?!!" "Where are you guys?"
There was no response. "Sakura??! Are you here?"
Still there was silence. Madison [Tomoyo] looked around the kitchen and saw a piece of paper on the refrigerator.
"Be back soon, Went for groceries, Li [Syaoron]."
"O great! But where is Shawn then?"
Madison [Tomoyo] thought for a while, "He's probably still at school or the library."
She started to walk upstairs and called for Sakura. There was a rustling noise coming from upstairs. Madison [Tomoyo] followed the noise. It led her up to the attic. She looked up and saw Sakura sitting on the floor staring at a bunch of papers.
"Hey Madison [Tomoyo] Take a look at this."
I'm missing you.
Missing you so much
That I forgot why I miss you.
I think it was the way you smiled,
The way you laughed at everything,
The way your lips curved just the right way when you were sad.
Maybe it was all that you did
Without placing a value on it
Without questioning it's worth
Without wanting something in return.
It could've easily been your appearance,
You're easy way of making things better,
Or the genius you don't realize you are.
I'm not sure why your pictures make me cry,
Or the memory of your voice makes me tremble,
Or why the thought of you constantly reminds me I'm missing part of my soul.
My memory is trying to forget,
My soul's trying to complete itself,
My eyes just want to stay dry.
But I always have to start over again when my memory remembers:
I miss you because I loved you.
Then he was already touched deeply. Wait a sec, what if this isn't about me? Oh well keep reading!
My eyes have seen the world over.
Again and again I've cried.
For knowing you had come to pass
And loving you would be a bitter lie.
My heart has seen your tranquil eyes,
As they had quickly glanced at me.
Your devilish ways were hidden well
Behind your generic meek remorse.
While loving you is a fond memory
And holding you is just a forgotten thought,
My feeble attempts to make your lips
Feel the virginity of my tenderness,
Have made you turned away
And erase me from your existence.
My hands have felt your beating heart,
Beating with a barbaric passion
For a sadist torture carefully plotted out
To make knowing you worse
And loving you hurt more
Than a bullet through my soul.
So now that I can no longer see,
Nor hear, nor smell, nor feel,
Where do I go with my childish fears?
Of falling in love with you
When I'm already eternally bound
To the structure of your heart?
Then he went to the last one: Love
-A savage beast
That rips your heart out,
Takes over your mind,
Makes you believe in tomorrow
And forget yesterday's torments.
The sadness of it all
-When it fails you.
Love
-An unfortunate miscreant
That refuses to leave
Without the last hurtful word
Or the last tortured glance
It is blissfully agonizing
-Just wish it was a concussion.
Love
-How do you forget?
-How do you blot it out?
The hateful memories?
The one's you'll miss most?
-Don't you wish you could rewrite the history of love?
Love
The one thing you'd kill to have
But die to forget...
Love = Li
"Hey who do you think these were for?" Sakura asked starry eyed.
"You." Madison [Tomoyo] simply replied.
"What???!!!!" Sakura jumped up. "Really? Must be something I should remember. Let me try."
Madison [Tomoyo] laughed at her friend's antics. "Oh, I bet we were a kawaii couple." Sakura started to daydream. "I didn't know about this until now? Well, it has been about a year or so now. Tell me about it. What happened with us?"
"Well.Sakura, I think you should ask him yourself, but I have to tell you this though, Li [Syaoron] is not the only one in this house who feels the same way. Both of them kept quiet until you were ready. So you make your own decisions."
Madison [Tomoyo] looked at Sakura's confused look. 'She is the same person, but somehow she feels like someone else. But it's a good thing because the real Sakura would be too stressed over this situation. Glad she doesn't know everything yet. I hope time does heal.'
"Okay I definitely have to think about this all the way through, maybe a joint meeting? Well, I don't yet, but I do know that I have to get ready for school tomorrow. I can't wait to start. A one-year break is pretty long. I think I'm a little rusty now." Something caught Sakura's eye and made her pause. "Ooh!"
She walked toward the shiny object and picked it up. It looked like a piece of a puzzle. It was made out of gold and has engravings on it. "Hey Madison [Tomoyo] Can you read this?"
"This looks weird. Must be Li's [Syaoron's] I think it's in ancient Chinese."