A/N: sorry, last chapter I wrote "I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M JEALOUS OF KENNY" but it should have been "I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M JEALOUS OF KENNY'S GIRLFRIEND" Also I want to apologize to the few people who have been reading this fic for taking so long to update. Oh and I know my chapters are really short but I'm trying to make them longer, and (God how many ands can a person use in a sentence!!!!) last chapter was a complete mess, because everything was like in one whole paragraph and stuff so sorry 'bout that too..! Now read and enjoy !!!!

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~I didn't ask to be a princess but unfortunately the stupid crow fit!!!!! ;_;~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Chapter 4: Michael and Mia?

G&T:

Oh god!!!!!! EVERYONE LOVES ***HER*** !!!!!! I am so sick everyone including Lana adores CJ and they won't leave her alone, whether it's her hair or her clothes or her curvaceous figure everybody seems to be complimenting her .! She is in my algebra class and she started talking to me about how well written Lilly's book is. And I swear I almost fainted I mean I just went like "How do you know how her book is written?" "DUH!!! I read it silly!" That is it I am so sick of this C.J girl she is getting on my damn nerves plus, I can't wait to have some time alone with Lilly in the cafeteria to ask her why the hell C.J got to read her book but I didn't !!!!!! Oooh the bell rang I'll show Lilly !!!

Library:

I am crying, yes I am crying. You wanna know why? Here's the answer: when I finally confronted Lil about the book thing she just said something like "Oh Mia don't be immature, I let her read it because I knew she would understand the different points of view featured in the book"

Me: So what are you trying to say??? That I'm too dense to understand your long words???

Michael: Mia calm down!!!

Me: Calm down? God, first I'm not assertive enough and know what? I'm too stupid???? Hey, you people wanted me to be assertive and now you're telling me not to!!!!!!!

Lilly: Mia you're just way too naïve!!!

Me: now I'M naïve!!!! God lilly I thought you were my best friend I had to dig till the end of the earth just to find out you had started to write this book and now I found out you let someone you hardly even know read it but I have known you since that guy flashed us and I CAN'T because I'm too "NAÏVE"!!!!!!!!!

Lilly: Oh god Mia!!! There are a lot of thing you never told me! You never told me about Michael, you didn't plan to tell me about your royal status, but you had no choice when it was all over the paper!!!!!!

Me: You never told me about you frenching Boris! Or liking Boris!!!!!! And you knew how important those things were to me!!!!!

Lilly: Oh and you think that it doesn't hurt to have your best friend not trust you, your best friend lie to you????

Me: you never trusted me either!!!!!!!!

Michael: Mia calm down, Lilly's right you never even wanted me to tell her about the time I saw you run out of the bathroom all made up and wearing panty hose.

Me: Oh go ahead and take her side!!!!!!!

I just couldn't take it anymore and I ran out everybody was staring at us because we were screaming. Now I'm here in a corner of the library with the book version of "Bridget Jones' diary" in my hand, this journal getting wetter by the minute my salty teardrops falling over my chicken scratch handwriting. I can feel my nose is red, my eyes are probably red too, and all I can do is cry. How could Michael have taken her side? Why me? When I finally thought thing were ok this has to happen to me, I thought he said he loved me, well I guess love isn't enough to defend me though. I think that even though I love him I'll have to break up with him, I knew it was to good to be true. It would have been way too complicated anyway, his parents being psychoanalysts, they would probably think it was just my way to release tension since I am going trough difficult and stressful times with all the paparazzi and stuff. I just can't take somebody who I cant depend on to defend me, he put me down. I don't think I can trust anyone who I know is capable of doing this to me.

The bell just rang I don't care, I'll skip French nobody will notice it's not like anybody cares, and if anyone does notice who cares, I've been in worse trouble, some detention would do me good, maybe I can make friends with the AEH rebels, it would be a new start maybe I'll find real friends since I've noticed the only true ones I have are Shameeka, Tina and Ling Su. And who knows who SHAMEEKA AND LING SU will want to be with: me or Lilly.