A/N: sorry I didn't update for a long time but I have really good reasons.
I was in Germany with my class and didn't have access to a computer there.
And well now that I've been back for a month I've decided how to end this
story. So on with the story!
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Thursday:
The limo:
It feels so weird, the way the limo passes by lilly's house every morning not giving me even a good minute to see if Michael is up there. It is officially over I borke up with him yesterday in the caf right after my chat with shameeka. I probably would have forgotten to even talk to him if he hadn't come up to me out of the blue asking if I was alright and stuff, to what I replied "I thought I had found what I wanted and I just noticed I hadn't. Look Michael what I need is not someone who will let their sister walk all over their damned girlfriends, like haven't you noticed I haven't answered your calls!!!? Look Michael I really liked you, I still do, I loved you too but now I'm not sure of that. You are very sweet but I won't let you let me be crushed by your sister, just because I once loved you." He just didn't say anything can you actually believe that ?! I mean hey what kind of dork just shuts up and turns away when you break up with him!!!? Tina says he really loved me and it really hurt because he didn't think the damage was that bad, but I have to let go.
Broken:
I really liked you,
I still do,
I even loved you,
you loved me too,
But I'm not sure that love will do.
I just made up that poem it kind of shows what I feel. Well I'm at school now I'd better go.
Algebra:
Ok so I'm mad. Wanna know why? I was just talking to Aleena, (this girl in homeroom she's kind of new) and she told me that last night she went to watch "phone-booth" and she ran into C.j. who was on a date, but not with Kenny, no, according to Aleena this guy was totally different he was a total babe. Now this is what gets me pissed who the hell does this perfect hair, perfect body, perfect face -chick think damn is, using Kenny like that I'm sure they haven't broken up it would be too soon and besides she's acted so nice and all why would Kenny have a reason to dump her? I know she couldn't have dumped him because the guys around here would probably be drooling even more over her. I have got to tell Kenny, but how? He is going to feel so bad, poor Kenny! I cant take it anymore I am so mad I'm just staring at Cj's stupid head I swear if I stay here any longer I'll smash her phone too.
Kenny's classroom:
Ok so I thought of a perfect way to not smash Cj's phone at least not yet. I got a hall pass! So I went to Tina's class she has biology first hour and signaled to her, she got a hall pass too. I've told her about C.J but even though she's all worried you can tell deep down she thinks I'm just making it up so everyone will hate her, at least she offered support she said I should talk to Kenny and fast before he finds out another way. So that is what I'm gonna do when we are supposed to switch classrooms, meanwhile I'm waiting outside, I HATE C J!!!!!!!!! Ooooh, Kenny finally came out gotta go!!!!!!! I'm so mad and excited it's like this whole mixture of feelings. Why do geeky people always get hated? I mean look at CJ she's all that including a stupid talent less cheating b*tch! Ok maybe I shouldn't talk about talentless people but really why do people think she's so great?
G&T:
This is now the most uncomfortable class in history Michael is next to me and Lilly is behind, Boris is all over Lilly so I can't even talk to him although I don't think he'd want to talk to me because unlike Michael he knows a good boyfriend stands up for you. Kenny got really confused he says he'll keep more distance until he can be sure, thank god for that! At least he kind of believed me, and he'll give my theory a chance. GOD I'M BORED!!!!!!!!!!!! There is no one here that I can actually talk to! I'm looking all over the classroom and I see no one who looks like they would like to share a conversation with me. At this point I'd rather be with Grandmère!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH GOD I DIDN'T JUST SAY that!!!!!!!!!! But it IS true!!!!!! Ok I take that back I just saw this guy I hadn't noticed before he's in a corner, maybe I can talk to him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Loft:
Zoë made me try on some clothes including a long black skirt, a jean skirt, some boots, a hat and some really cool patched up jeans. I loved how everything looked but I'm kind of scared of showing that much skin with the jean skirt, but Zoë told me not to worry I have nice long legs. Whatever! By the way that dude I talked to in G&T is in my English class and is really nice, his name is matt he just turned 15 a couple weeks ago, I asked him why I hadn't seen him around and he says that he was sick so he was also absent. He is kind of cute with black hair that is straight and dark blue eyes with a little bit of turquoise here and there; I noticed he has a nice body. He is kind of mysterious but that is what makes him so interesting he is really fun to be around he has a great sense of humor. All the while we were talking Lilly just glared at us. I AM IN HEAVEN!!!!! I think Lil might be jealous and Michael too.
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Thursday:
The limo:
It feels so weird, the way the limo passes by lilly's house every morning not giving me even a good minute to see if Michael is up there. It is officially over I borke up with him yesterday in the caf right after my chat with shameeka. I probably would have forgotten to even talk to him if he hadn't come up to me out of the blue asking if I was alright and stuff, to what I replied "I thought I had found what I wanted and I just noticed I hadn't. Look Michael what I need is not someone who will let their sister walk all over their damned girlfriends, like haven't you noticed I haven't answered your calls!!!? Look Michael I really liked you, I still do, I loved you too but now I'm not sure of that. You are very sweet but I won't let you let me be crushed by your sister, just because I once loved you." He just didn't say anything can you actually believe that ?! I mean hey what kind of dork just shuts up and turns away when you break up with him!!!? Tina says he really loved me and it really hurt because he didn't think the damage was that bad, but I have to let go.
Broken:
I really liked you,
I still do,
I even loved you,
you loved me too,
But I'm not sure that love will do.
I just made up that poem it kind of shows what I feel. Well I'm at school now I'd better go.
Algebra:
Ok so I'm mad. Wanna know why? I was just talking to Aleena, (this girl in homeroom she's kind of new) and she told me that last night she went to watch "phone-booth" and she ran into C.j. who was on a date, but not with Kenny, no, according to Aleena this guy was totally different he was a total babe. Now this is what gets me pissed who the hell does this perfect hair, perfect body, perfect face -chick think damn is, using Kenny like that I'm sure they haven't broken up it would be too soon and besides she's acted so nice and all why would Kenny have a reason to dump her? I know she couldn't have dumped him because the guys around here would probably be drooling even more over her. I have got to tell Kenny, but how? He is going to feel so bad, poor Kenny! I cant take it anymore I am so mad I'm just staring at Cj's stupid head I swear if I stay here any longer I'll smash her phone too.
Kenny's classroom:
Ok so I thought of a perfect way to not smash Cj's phone at least not yet. I got a hall pass! So I went to Tina's class she has biology first hour and signaled to her, she got a hall pass too. I've told her about C.J but even though she's all worried you can tell deep down she thinks I'm just making it up so everyone will hate her, at least she offered support she said I should talk to Kenny and fast before he finds out another way. So that is what I'm gonna do when we are supposed to switch classrooms, meanwhile I'm waiting outside, I HATE C J!!!!!!!!! Ooooh, Kenny finally came out gotta go!!!!!!! I'm so mad and excited it's like this whole mixture of feelings. Why do geeky people always get hated? I mean look at CJ she's all that including a stupid talent less cheating b*tch! Ok maybe I shouldn't talk about talentless people but really why do people think she's so great?
G&T:
This is now the most uncomfortable class in history Michael is next to me and Lilly is behind, Boris is all over Lilly so I can't even talk to him although I don't think he'd want to talk to me because unlike Michael he knows a good boyfriend stands up for you. Kenny got really confused he says he'll keep more distance until he can be sure, thank god for that! At least he kind of believed me, and he'll give my theory a chance. GOD I'M BORED!!!!!!!!!!!! There is no one here that I can actually talk to! I'm looking all over the classroom and I see no one who looks like they would like to share a conversation with me. At this point I'd rather be with Grandmère!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH GOD I DIDN'T JUST SAY that!!!!!!!!!! But it IS true!!!!!! Ok I take that back I just saw this guy I hadn't noticed before he's in a corner, maybe I can talk to him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Loft:
Zoë made me try on some clothes including a long black skirt, a jean skirt, some boots, a hat and some really cool patched up jeans. I loved how everything looked but I'm kind of scared of showing that much skin with the jean skirt, but Zoë told me not to worry I have nice long legs. Whatever! By the way that dude I talked to in G&T is in my English class and is really nice, his name is matt he just turned 15 a couple weeks ago, I asked him why I hadn't seen him around and he says that he was sick so he was also absent. He is kind of cute with black hair that is straight and dark blue eyes with a little bit of turquoise here and there; I noticed he has a nice body. He is kind of mysterious but that is what makes him so interesting he is really fun to be around he has a great sense of humor. All the while we were talking Lilly just glared at us. I AM IN HEAVEN!!!!! I think Lil might be jealous and Michael too.