Noname: Hello everyone! Sorry it took me so long to update. My brain cells
need repairing. Thinking does not come easy. If you really don't
understand this chapter, I don't blame you and tell me so I can write it
over again. Enjoy!
Bakura: I don't like this story.
Noname: Well you're still going to play the part. If you don't cooperate I'll make it longer than you could ever imagine.
Bakura: Fine. But just so it can be short.
Noname: I didn't say* it would be short; I said that it you cooperated, I wouldn't make it longer than you could ever comprehend.
Bakura: double-crossing-
Noname: On with the story!!!!
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(A/N: In this chapter, are some of Ryou's weird thoughts of uncontrolled mind break.) (I'll try to explain all of this later, if you don't understand after you read, it's fine you're not supposed to, heck I don't even understand, and I'm the one who made it up. I know, screwy, isn't it?
Ryou treaded painfully up the stairs, with the feeling of hurt and soreness chaffing his body. . He held his bare stomach as he felt a twinge crawl up his spine. His whole body was in anguish.
He slowly made it to his room on his hands and knees. He could not stand, nor look in one place. His big brown eyes showed signs of mental breakdown and vertigo. He suddenly felt lightheaded, for objects in front of him seemed to separate themselves into two parts, and Ryou's head hurt unmercifully. His thoughts passed through his mind, leaving him in a state of mild trauma and disorder.
' My thoughts.. gone? Where is my thinking.. moved out? Round in circle pictures too? Where am I? Is this my mind? Dreaming? Strange feelings inside myself, it hurts with everything. Please! Don't let me die alone! Love is it? Is that what it all needs to calm me? What does it really want? Let me die alone. I love you; please don't run off, I need you!'
He could not support his body weight with his hands and knees for much longer. He collapsed to the hard floor, and hurriedly huddled desperately into a ball in the corner with his face full of unease and tension covered by his blood- crusted arm.
' What's happening to me? Everything is like opposites. This is the last time of me. I'm normal. No one can take me away! Not even my own mentality. This is.it! No one loves me.. or even cares! It's gone.forever.. but the pain is vast. The burden is heavy.' Ryou ruffled his hair hardly, as his breathing became harder, and more stressed. ' Someone help! Don't let them take..no! Not.. You can't do this! You can't! It's no it's. it's. AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(A/n: just like me to over do it!()
He let out a deafening scream. A cry for help. A cry for someone to relieve him from the terrible pain inside. The cry that has always penetrated his mind for years. The pain of heartache, the abuse of someone he loved deeply, the pain of having not one strong friend, and just not being in a relationship. Bottled up in one dejected, earsplitting scream, hour lasting, penetrating scream.
Ryou will now never be the same.
Bakura: You really over did it with the screaming thing.
Noname: yeah. I know. But I couldn't resist.
Bakura: at least you kept your promise, I'm glad you remembered!
Noname: What promise?
Bakura: It's really pathetic how screwed up your mind is
Noname: Don't insult me; I know the fortune of this story. All I have to do is simply type anything I want you to say or do. Your life is in my hands. Don't make me decide your fate.
Bakura: humph. You won't get away with this, you won't. just wait. I will-
Noname: cut the crap Bakura! Anyways, thanks for reading! Please R&R!
Bakura: I don't like this story.
Noname: Well you're still going to play the part. If you don't cooperate I'll make it longer than you could ever imagine.
Bakura: Fine. But just so it can be short.
Noname: I didn't say* it would be short; I said that it you cooperated, I wouldn't make it longer than you could ever comprehend.
Bakura: double-crossing-
Noname: On with the story!!!!
#^#^#^#^#^#^#^#^#^#^#^#^#^#^#^#^#^#^#^#^#^#^#^#^#^#^#^#
(A/N: In this chapter, are some of Ryou's weird thoughts of uncontrolled mind break.) (I'll try to explain all of this later, if you don't understand after you read, it's fine you're not supposed to, heck I don't even understand, and I'm the one who made it up. I know, screwy, isn't it?
Ryou treaded painfully up the stairs, with the feeling of hurt and soreness chaffing his body. . He held his bare stomach as he felt a twinge crawl up his spine. His whole body was in anguish.
He slowly made it to his room on his hands and knees. He could not stand, nor look in one place. His big brown eyes showed signs of mental breakdown and vertigo. He suddenly felt lightheaded, for objects in front of him seemed to separate themselves into two parts, and Ryou's head hurt unmercifully. His thoughts passed through his mind, leaving him in a state of mild trauma and disorder.
' My thoughts.. gone? Where is my thinking.. moved out? Round in circle pictures too? Where am I? Is this my mind? Dreaming? Strange feelings inside myself, it hurts with everything. Please! Don't let me die alone! Love is it? Is that what it all needs to calm me? What does it really want? Let me die alone. I love you; please don't run off, I need you!'
He could not support his body weight with his hands and knees for much longer. He collapsed to the hard floor, and hurriedly huddled desperately into a ball in the corner with his face full of unease and tension covered by his blood- crusted arm.
' What's happening to me? Everything is like opposites. This is the last time of me. I'm normal. No one can take me away! Not even my own mentality. This is.it! No one loves me.. or even cares! It's gone.forever.. but the pain is vast. The burden is heavy.' Ryou ruffled his hair hardly, as his breathing became harder, and more stressed. ' Someone help! Don't let them take..no! Not.. You can't do this! You can't! It's no it's. it's. AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(A/n: just like me to over do it!()
He let out a deafening scream. A cry for help. A cry for someone to relieve him from the terrible pain inside. The cry that has always penetrated his mind for years. The pain of heartache, the abuse of someone he loved deeply, the pain of having not one strong friend, and just not being in a relationship. Bottled up in one dejected, earsplitting scream, hour lasting, penetrating scream.
Ryou will now never be the same.
Bakura: You really over did it with the screaming thing.
Noname: yeah. I know. But I couldn't resist.
Bakura: at least you kept your promise, I'm glad you remembered!
Noname: What promise?
Bakura: It's really pathetic how screwed up your mind is
Noname: Don't insult me; I know the fortune of this story. All I have to do is simply type anything I want you to say or do. Your life is in my hands. Don't make me decide your fate.
Bakura: humph. You won't get away with this, you won't. just wait. I will-
Noname: cut the crap Bakura! Anyways, thanks for reading! Please R&R!