**Author's Note:**
Hi it's me again! I have completed another short fic…without all the horrible grammar and spelling, I hope! =)
The last fic I wrote took place in the mind of Shinji after he kissed Asuka in Misato's apartment. This time, we see what is going through Asuka's head after the kiss.
**And a thanks to Shinyo the human type wri for the nice review! Thanks Shinyo!
Oh, by the way, here's my little disclaimer, (which forgot last time, please don't sue me…)
I do not own any of these characters; they belong to the people at Gainax. (You WONDERFUL people, you!) I am most certainly not making money on this!!
Ok? Now on with the fic!
Do I Love You? II
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Do I love you?
I can't love him, can I? When we kissed it felt like I hadn't a care in the world, even though it was a weird kiss to say the least. I don't know why I acted that way after we kissed and…well, I really did want to kiss him. I - I think I might love…him.
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No! There's no way I could love that BAKA! He's so weak, and spineless! Like a worm! But…I think that I do…
I know that he can be brave! I love it when he is, like that time in the volcano. That's right, he went against Misato's orders and risked Unit-01 and his life for me. I can never repay him for that, I know, but I wish he could be like that all the time!
Maybe…just maybe I could make him brave for good…
But how? And do I really…love him?
Even if I did love him, would he love me? I've been so mean! I don't know how he could love me! I'm…I'm such a bitch. But I do love him. I do. With all my heart I do! I realize that now…I'm sure of it. I only wish I could show it…
Oh Shinji, thank you for being in my life! Without you, baka, my life is nothing.
I love you, Shinji!
By UBER BAKA
***special thanks to my bud The Double Sided Card for editing this for me!