Hyde How the hell did my life get so complicated, how did I let myself have any feelings like that? I never wanted any commitment, any attachments or any type of feelings. But here I am now feeling all those things and so much more about this tiny little girl sitting next to me. How can someone so tiny like her make me feel so much, how is that even possible to have huge feelings for someone so small and petite? It's already past midnight and we're just sitting here watching TV and neither one of us haven spoken to each other in over an hour.

When she came into my room earlier in the evening I was so happy and relieved that she came to me. Fez got sick at the theme park from eating way too much candy and with all those rides we went on, and he's been puking ever since. Jackie came knocking on my door while Kelso was in the bathroom and asked if she could stay here with us; and without a second thought I told her she could. Right after Kelso got out of the bathroom I just sort of grabbed him and threw him out without giving him a chance to respond or get his clothes, which surprised him and Jackie.

I hope Jackie wasn't too disappointed that Kelso wasn't staying with us for the night. But when I noticed that she hadn't brought fluffy cakes with her I knew she wouldn't be. She brought most of her stuff with her, a bunch of clothes, some stuffed animals and a blanket. Why would she bring a blanker for? They have some right there on the bed.

"Jackie, what the hell do you need another blanket for?"

"What? Oh, I don't like these blankets, I don't know where they've been. I mean hello, other people have slept on these. They've probably had sex in 'em, and that's just dirty. I don't know what else of dirty stuff they've with them. I wouldn't want to that dirty old blanket around my body."

Figures only she could think of that. So in a very soft voice I told her, "they wash 'em you know."

"Whatever Steven."

She's just watching TV and all I'm doing is just starring at her. Her sex comment totally just turned me on. What would it be like to have sex with Jackie? Will she be really picky, will she complain or if I'm lucky she'll just let me do her anywhere any time while we're in the Bay area. He, he, he. Yeah I know I probably sound totally perverted but I can't help thinking of it, I'm still a guy who like Fez has needs. I'm not the type to go calling it making love either, I mean I'll be lying if I said I didn't want to do it with her. Come one she's hot. Great now I have the biggest hard on, I hope she doesn't notice.

Crap she caught me starring at her.

"What Steven? What are you starring at?"

"What? I wasn't starring. I just glanced at you."

"Ok Steven, whatever you say. Listen I'm getting sleepy, so I guess I'll sleep in Kelso's bed."

"Oh, yeah sure whatever. I guess I'll change." I was kinda hoping she'd want to share a bed with me, but I knew that wasn't going to happen.

I start to take off my shirt and I noticed she's starring at me, so I give her a smirk and look up and down on her to let her know I saw her starring.

"Well Jackie you saw me take off my shirt I think it's only fair to let me see you without a shirt. Please, if you feel the need to take the bra off go right ahead and do so."

I just laugh and then she throws me a pillow that hit me right on top of my head. Oh yeah, she liked it.

"Pig. I'm just going to change in the bathroom."

With that she took off to the bathroom to put on her pajamas; I took that opportunity to take my jeans off and put some sweat pants but I'll remain shirtless for her pleasure. He he he, I know she's enjoying the view and hopefully I will enjoy my view too.

Then my jaw just dropped open and I can't seem to close it now, I don't think I've ever seen a shorter nightgown then what she had on. My mouth is all dry and I can't seem to do much except stare at those pair of legs, and wonder if she even has anything underneath that. Man, I wont be able to sleep tonight with her looking like that without me jumping on her.

Then I finally get to look at her face and see that she's got a smirk and a raised eyebrow, damn she did that on purpose. She seems to be satisfied to see the look on my face because she giggles a little bit and is now doing her bed, maybe if I pretend to do my bed she can bend down a little and show me more cleavage then she is right now.

Damn, stop trying to look down gown, she's going to notice you're getting another hard on again, say something to her.

"So Jackie, did you have fun at the park today?"

God I sound like Forman now, man this women is turning me into a pansy. Then she turns to look at me with anger in her eyes and then she turns off the lights and I'm just left standing in the dark.

"Jackie what the hell? I can't see shit, turn on the lights."

"Why don't you get your new skanky friend from the park to help you turn on the lights?"

Then I heard her angrily mumble some stuff to herself and I could swear she just called me a jackass. Great, now she's all piss off when I was just trying to be nice to her; so much for making conversation.

Then I walk over to the lamp and turn it on and I notice her she's facing the opposite of me so she's giving me her back. I wanted nothing more then to just walk over and sleep next to her holding her tightly like I used to be able to. Like when she used to sleep with me because I never wanted her to go home to sleep at an empty home, and she never wanted to go either so we just started to share my cot. It's kind of small just for one person but we had no problem with that. I am not much of a coddler but with her I didn't seem to have too much of a problem because she's so tiny and petite and she fit so easily in my arms. I would give anything to have her in my arms like that again.

"Steven I'm trying to sleep turn off the lights!!!!"

She yelled at me snapping me out of my gaze and I continued to fix my bed. Zen, think zen can't let her know she's getting to me.

"Whatever Jackie I'm trying to do my bed here. So just hold your horses women."

She only responded in a grunt, and then once I was finished annoying her I believed my job was done and was now time to go to bed. I turned off the lights and now just thinking of what tomorrow will bring, maybe it'll bring me more time to spend with Jackie but then again maybe it wont; but who's to say that it wont. At least I know that she still some feelings for me, why else would she of have come to me if she didn't or try to look all hot; or why be so upset about some other girl talking to me right?

The next day So we all decided we would eat at the flea market, we where told they sold everything from food, clothes, shoes and even candy. Fez was extremely happy over that, even though they told us the candy would most likely be only Mexican candy but he didn't seem to care. He thought it would be good for himself to try different candy from different countries because it would make him "candy smart." He actually came up with himself, "candy smart." Who the hell comes up with this stuff.

So here we are in the cruiser trying to find the flea market, who knew it wouldn't be able to find it without the directions. Donna tried to get the directions from the front desk clerk at the hotel but we thought it wouldn't be too hard. We've been lost for one hour, who knew San Jose would be so big.

"I told you Eric that I should of have asked for directions. We've been lost for like an hour now and I'm starving."

I can tell by Donna's voice that she's still mad at Forman, only that scrawny little boy would tell his girlfriend to stop taking his pms on him. Funny as hell for me though, but I have a feeling she probably wont let him sleep with her in the room so he'll be knocking in my room again and if I'm still sharing the room with Jackie I don't really want him there with us. Although I don't know I'll be sharing the room with Jackie again, seeing how Fez is all better and isn't puking anymore.

"Donna……"

"What?!?!?!"

"nothing never mind. I'll just stop some where."

Then Kelso started to scream like a little girl all excided and jumping up and down from his seat accidentally hitting Donna.

"Kelso, watch it you dill hole. Why are you even excited for? We've been lost for over an hour"

"Sorry Big D. But look at that sign with the giant penguin. Look it's over there and it has a hat a red jacket on, do you think they have penguins in that place. Let's go check it out."

Oh man, Kelso doesn't realize but he just found the flea market that we have been trying to look for, for over an hour. He deserves to get hit in the back of the of the head for that man.

"Ow, damn Hyde what was that for?'

Inside the flea market

Damn they even charged us for parking, what the hell. Since when do you have to pay to park? So after paying we walked into the flea market and I'm noticing just how huge this place is. This place is probably even bigger then Point Place, almost. Damn, we need to get out more.

Then I turned to Donna and Eric who seem to be starring at me weirdly. What the hell's their problem?

"Ok guys lets go eat I'm hungry."

"I agree with Donna let's go get something to eat."

Then Donna looked at him and raised her eyebrow before speaking,

"Why don't we split up in groups of two?"

All I can do is smirk and nod my head. She's still mad at Eric, this is going to be funny. But by the looks of it Eric is mad too, this will be interesting. Maybe I can partner up with Jackie but before I can say anything Donna beat me to the punch.

"Me and Jackie will split up and you guys figure out who's going with who."

Damn her. But then Kelso decided to say something smart for the first time in his life, which I'm kinda glad he did.

"You guys, I don't think we should split up. I mean it's kinda big here, and way too many people around. Come on what if we get lost and can never find home?"

Man, he can be stupid sometimes. But at the same time I'm glad he said it I don't want to split up from Jackie there is way too many guys around here. Then I noticed that Donna doesn't seemed to pleased, I think she wanted to have a girl talk, he he he.

Then she spoke in a very harsh voice, never been heard before making us all but Jackie take a step back.

"Fine!! Let's just go get some damn food, I'm hungry. Come on Jackie."

And she started walking off with her and we followed behind them. Maybe she is pmsing after all. Now I understand why Forman's so sensitive now. He's got to deal with that every month. Jackie never did that, she cried; she's a crier.

So we got to this little area which was filled with a bunch of food stands. They sold ribs, grilled chicken, steaks, hot dogs, corn dogs and even Chinese and Mexican food. Man I'm in the mood for a Corn Dog.

"Let's eat over there, I want a corn dog."

"I'm in the mood for Chinese."

Man, I was almost afraid to disagree with Donna but then Jackie spoke for the first time since we got here,

"No I don't want Chinese food, I want a corn dog and French fries."

"I want Mexican food."

"Me too."

Then after Kelso and Eric agreed that they wanted Mexican food, we're all just starring at Fez waiting for his answer.

"I want Chinese, too."

"Let's just go get the food we all want and just meet at this table right here."

I spoke pointing at the table right in front of us. In reality I'm kinda hoping to get lost with Jackie after we get our food. Hey maybe we'll accidentally not find the table, he he he I'm good.

So we all agreed and went to get our food. Donna and Fez went one direction, Kelso and Eric went their way and me and Jackie went to get a corn dog and French fries. After getting our food I noticed that Donna and Fez where already sitting at the table but Eric and Kelso weren't there yet, and I pretended to not see them.

I then noticed that Jackie didn't seem to know where she was going either, then she turned to say something,

"Steven, where were we supposed to meet? I can't see the guys anywhere, can you?"

Perfect.

"No I think we where supposed to wait in that table."

I told her guiding her the opposite direction where Donna and Fez where sitting at. Then we sat down and started eating and then she realized that the others probably got lost; not realizing I did that in purpose.

1 hour later

So after our lunch we realized that we had gotten lost from the gang, even I didn't see them this time. We started walking around checking what was around. We were finally talking without arguing, step up from being yelled at.

"So then Jamie told Stacey that she looked great in that dress, but she really didn't. She looked fat, I would of have looked great wearing that dress."

"I'm sure you would of," God I miss just hanging out and talking to her.

"I know."

"Hey look let's go get an ice cream, I'm getting hot."

I started to walk to the ice cream stand and I noticed she grabbed my arm; so I turned to look at her.

"Can you get me chocolate? I just want to look at that really cute dress over there. I'll be right over there, come get me ok? Don't leave me alone I don't want to get lost here with all these ugly guys around starring at me like that."

I just smiled and nodded and went for the ice cream, I then turned to look at her go to the little stand looking at the dress. At least she didn't really want me to leave her, that had to mean something right? After I grabbed two chocolate ice cream cones I started to walk over to Jackie when I stopped and noticed a guy standing next to her.

They where talking and seemed to be flirting with each other. What the hell is he doing? But then I noticed the look in her face and knew she didn't seem to like him too much. She was trying to get away from him but he didn't seem to take the hint.

I walked up to her with him in the side and I kissed her. I straight up went for a kiss, I think that got her by surprised at first. Then I realized that she was kissing me back. But the kiss ended too fast if you ask me, then I turn to look at the guy and asked him,

"Can I help you? You weren't trying to hit on my girl where you?"

"Uh….no…I….I..I..was…..just talking to her. I'm just gonna go now."

I just smirked and noticed him tripping over himself before walking away. Then I turn to look at Jackie and she just seems to be starring at me. Then she opens her mouth and speaks very softly to me.

"Thanks, he didn't seem to get the hint I wasn't interested."

"Oh, yeah no problem. Here's your ice cream cone." I told her almost matching her soft whisper.

Then I hand her the ice cream cone and we start walking not saying a word to each other. She's nervous I can tell, I know her like the back of my hand. So I take this opportunity while we're eating ice cream to hold her hand; surprised me that she didn't seem to push me away. She's just letting me hold her hand, no fight, no struggles, no words nothing but us holding hands. So here we are holding hands eating ice cream walking quietly.

I wonder if she'll let me give her another kiss???