An: Hi there, I hope you didn't wait too long. I've had so damn much things to do in school, but now I finally had the time to finish an other chapter. As I said before I was going to make a triangle between Sora/Kairi/Riku, and I have a really good plot in mind so you will just have to wait and see what comes down. Anyway here's chapter 3, enjoy and please review. Love // Lizzie

Disclaimer: I don't own Kingdom Hearts, only in my dreams Sora might be mine. ^_~
First Love
Chapter 3 - Mistakes and Misunderstandings

"I never had I dream come true,

'til the day that I saw you

You're the angel of the sweet dreams in nights,

how badly I just wanna hold you tight."

My eyes was still wide by the sight of Sora. The chock of finding him here, in my bed was still fresh in mind. He was almost laying on top of me clinging tightly to my body. Half of his weight was on my body and he had his head resting in the crock of my neck. I had half of hi weight on top of my small light body.

I tried to move away slightly, only to find out that Sora's and my legs was entwined with each others and the covers were laying in a mess, tangled in between our legs.

I let out a shaky breath trying to regain my cool, but only succeeded making myself even more nervous by thinking of my previous dream. I felt my face go warm and I blushed at the thought of Sora and me that close together. Not that I minded though, I just wasn't really used to be greeted with those kind of affections.

Sora was breathing softly against my neck, making my hair stand up all over my body. I carefully moved my head so I could watch his face. He looked so relaxed. I let my eyes travel over his face, which was lighted up by the moonlight outside. His brown mop of hair was of course standing in every direction, still annoying me slightly in my face. His skin was shining and making it a bit pale. His eyelids was closed, his lashes lay smoothly on his cheeks. My eyes continued to his little nose and stopped by his lips, which was up in a cute pout. I had to smile at that, he was so adorable. I unintentionally leaned forward, tempted to touch those lips with my own.

I could feel his gentle breath across my face and smell it. I could smell him. Sea fragrance and sweet vanilla. How badly I wanted to taste those lips, taste the sweetness of his tongue and nibble on that soft bottom lip. 'Exactly like a dream,' I thought referring to my previously dream of Sora and me.

I gasped at the sudden feeling of his small fingers gentle moved, like a feather freely over my stomach. Of course this wasn't something he could control since he was asleep, but I could imagined how it would feel like if he was awake. I shivered at the thought. I took in a sharp breath as his hand was placed over my lowest rib, where it then stayed.

I had to close my eyes as many emotions was going through my mind. A part of me wanted to wake Sora up and kiss him deeply, just I like had in my dream and then this innocent torture would end. The other part was trying very hard to keep my blush and uncertain emotions away. I tried to keep myself cool by thinking of other things, but he made it not a lot easier by just laying there looking gorgeous, as he now did.

I let my eyes travel to the left, to get a good look at the moon through the window. I just couldn't stand being this close to Sora without been able to touch him like a desired to.

To my surprise I was Instead met with an other gorgeous face, belonging to none other than my dear friend Riku. I had to close my eyes again. "This isn't happening, it's just a dream. Riku is not there, Riku is not there." I whispered to no one in practically. I opened my eyes ever so slowly, hoping to be received with nothing more the thin air.

I wasn't that lucky. Riku's face was still full for my view and his platinum colored hair was shining brightly in the night light of the fullmoon. 'Damn, what did I ever do wrong?' I thought ironically, almost ready to die right here and then, just to avoid meeting two gorgeous pair of eyes in the morning.

Now I saw what position I really was in I cursed hotly under my breath. Sora, who was still sleeping half on top of me to the right. Riku on the other hand wasn't really sleeping half on top of me, 'Thank God' I prasied inside my mind. He was though lying on his side with an arm lazily around my bare waist. As I recall earlier I now believe it was his hand instead of Sora's, fingers torturing my stomach, which are still laying exactly like they did before.

I tried sitting up but only failing when Sora brought my body even closer to his own then before. 'Why do I always get myself into the most difficult situations?' I thought and gave up by falling back on my big pillow, which is by the way shared by two angels.

After a few moments later I had adjusted to the thought of not being alone in my bed. I looked around in the room, trying to figure out how I was going to get out of this mess. How was I to slip out of my bed without disturbing the sleeping boys.

I looked at Riku, seeing that he only had one arm around me, which I thought generally would be easy to remove. I held up my both hands over my head, just to make sure they were still free from any sleeping limbs. My right injured hand was high in the air, to avoid getting in the way of my "mission out o my bed". I slowly and carefully pushed myself up a bit. With my free left arm I took a steady grip around Riku's arm, careful to not wake him up. His hand was heavy, but I manage to push it off me and drop it behind his waist. 'One problem gone,' I thought relieved.

Now to the hardest task. I turned to face the sleeping beauty on the other side of the bed. He was comfortably sleeping half on top of me. 'OK, I can do this,' I thought desperately trying to give myself some courage. I gently placed both of my hands on Sora's side, to push him off of my body. I felt shots of pain rushing up my injured hand. 'Dammit, why did he have to be so damn heavy?' I cursed in my head. As if someone listened to my complains my praises we fulfilled. A movement in the bed was made when Sora's body slide down off my own. I felt my lungs take in air more easier. I looked down to see Sora lying just as peacefully as before beside of me. And to my relieved still sleeping.

I turned my head back to Riku to see if the movement of the bed had stirred him, but he was still sleeping quietly.

I rose with an sudden new strength and looked down at Sora's and my own feet, tangled in the sheets. And with small, quick fingers I had made the sheet lay gracefully over the both sleeping angels in my bed.

I stood in doorframe a little while, just looking at their sleeping form, until I decided to go for a walk on the beach below.

What I didn't know were that a pair of blue eyes was opened and looking at my disappearing figure in the shadows.

***

I walked aimlessly on the beach, feeling the sand in between my toes. I thought walking down here would sort my thoughts out, but I just ended up confusing myself even more. I didn't even what could've caused me to dream like that. Perhaps it was that kiss we almost shared earlier? I shook my head firmly. No, this wasn't really the first time I actually dreamt of Sora and me together, but 'til now I had just tried to ignore the thoughts. He probably didn't feel the same way anyway, maybe did once but now it had been four long years. He surely must've forgotten those feeling and moved on.

Myself on the other hand had waited and hoping that he would return all of those years. I had stood alone in the secret cave, admiring the picture Sora had drawn before he left on the search for the heartless. How many times hadn't I cried myself to sleep because missing his gentle smile and laugh. "Dammit Kairi! Stop doing this to yourself!" I said loud to no one in particular, when I felt my eyes twitch with tears. I put my hand up whipping away a tear that had escaped my eyes.

The wind ripped at my auburn hair making it whip hard in my face. I put my hand up to still my wild hair. It was very cold outside. I was wearing a short light blue halterneck and white cotton pants that reached my ankles. The wind blew right through them making my legs tremble in cold. The waves was crashing against the shore, plashing up seawater on my legs, making my white pants cling to my legs. I wondered briefly how much the time but found myself not bother to walk up to cheek out myself.

Suddenly I heard soft footsteps walking towards me, I, who was currently so deep thought of my previous dream just assumed it was Sora checking up on me. As knowing my dream he put his arms around my waist and laying his heavy head on my shoulder. I closed my eyes as my senses of my dream, started to come back to the surface again.

I guess he felt myself relaxing up against him and pulled me even closer to his upper body. I moaned in returned. "Kairi," he whispered my name softly. I ignored the bad feeling in the pit of my stomach and turned with closed eyes, pressing my cold lips firmly against his pale.

The kiss was soft and gentle, almost hesitant. In thought of Sora I agreeably kissed him back. I let my hands run freely though his wild hair, when I noticed it wasn't the same touch as I thought it should be. Instead it was soft, the feeling of silk was my first thought. The hair laying gracefully against his neck, wait a minute. Isn't Sora's hair a bit, well wilder? Stunned by this new piece of information I broke away quickly.

I wasn't meet with the deep blue color I had expected, but two sky blue eyes, with confusion written all over them. I gasped loudly in chock. 'Oh my god!' I couldn't look away from his eyes, which was wide, but probably not as wide as mine were in the moment. I saw him trying to come up with something to say, but no words were coming out of his mouth. He just stood there opening and closing his mouth like a goldfish. I had to turn away. I shut my eyes firmly, trying to ignoring the silent tears that was threatening to fall.

I felt Riku's eyes piecing holes through my body. I felt so ashamed of myself. 'How could I've be so stupid?!' I thought angered because of my recently behavior. "I'm sorry," I whispered quietly before taking off, leaving a speechless 19-year old boy alone at the beach.

TBC.

An: Ah, finally I got the time to complet chapter 3. I'm so sorry for keeping you waiting, I hope you enjoyed the chapter. And please review, I would love to get some idees to how I should progress with the continue. I hope I'll get time to write chapter 4 too, but right now school takes up way too much of my spare time. So long!

Love // Lizzie