Never Meant to Fall In Love

I- Intro

I wonder . . .

Does anyone ever mean to fall in love?

Does anyone ever say 'forever', and really mean it?

Do they expect the heartache that comes along with falling in love?

For me, no, I never thought . . .

I didn't mean to fall in love, with him.

I had never said 'forever' to someone, and really meant it.

I most certainly didn't expect the heartache that nearly tore me apart when he left.

Everyone who knew us thought the wrong thing.

They thought he was using me.

They thought that I stayed, only out of some misguided sense of loyalty or duty.

They were so very wrong.

He didn't want to stay, and I just couldn't let go.

I was angry, and he was lonely.

Yes, even innocents get angry.

Yes, even devils can be lonely.

I'll admit that those probably weren't the best of reasons.

It didn't matter, though.

We were happy.

Now, though, he's gone and all I'm left with are my own bitter tears.

We never meant to hurt each other, but . . .

We did.

For that, I'm sorry.

I'm so, so sorry.

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My deepest apologies to the readers, for Kage-chan has changed her name and entered a new circle of fan-fiction writing. I only have the first two parts up, for a reason that is disclosed in the next chapter. Here's my disclaimer, I'm not writing it again.

Sailor Moon does not belong to me. I had no hand in its production, and I hold no claim of ownership.