Mine Forever
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Hey. Well, Here is Chap.3. Is the story okay? I know, I know, I always ask that, but I'm curious. So keep Reviewing, glad you like it. Sorry that its sad, but that was my intension. Well, R+R!! Enjoy, byes.
~Suraka-chan~
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" Sesshomaru…no wait. NO PLEASE…I WILL GET HELP!!" She ran around frantically looking for the tensaiga. She couldn't find it. " No… where did that damn sword go! NO!!" She ran off into the forest quite a distance. She could find no one. " Please, somebody help!! PLEASE HELP ME!!" It was no use. Even Jaken couldn't hear her. It had been about an hour. She ran back to the land were the battle had taken place. She saw his blood everywhere. She fell to her knees in agony. It hurt so much. Her heart was about to break. " No…" She pressed forward, to where Sesshomaru was laying. But his body was gone. " Sesshomaru? SESSHOMARU!! Where are you?" But nobody answered her cries. She was alone once more.
Rin walked forward, she didn't know where. She had no intension to go back to Jaken. She went by the old camp and picked up her drawing pad. And walked off into oblivion. She didn't know where. She didn't care. The tears just kept flowing. She just continued to walk forward into an endless abyss. " I'm sorry…I'm sorry."
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Chapter 3: Glimpse of Reality" Rin?" The voice paused. " Rin are you out here?"
Rin snapped out of her trance. The moon blurred out and tears covered her cheeks. Her eyes were blood-shot red. She had been crying again. " Yeah Kagome, I'm out here." She struggled to say, trying to hide the tone in her voice that she had been crying again.
" Well, come inside please, It's really late." Kagome pleaded.
" Alright, just give me a minute." Rin replied, trying to bring cheer in her voice, even when it is a fake emotion.
Kagome turned around and headed back inside and climbed into her sleeping bag. Inuyasha, Miroku, Sango, Shippou, and Kirara were all still asleep. Kagome starred up at the pitch-black wall. ' She's crying again.' Kagome thought. ' I knew she was. Ever since she came here, she cries. It has been a couple months now. I remember the look on her face when she first walked through those doors.
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" Inuyasha, I said no!" Kagome screamed.
" Come on Kagome! You're so damn stubborn." Inuyasha spat.
" Inuyasha don't start with me! Are you listening to me?" Inuyasha went pale. He looked outside and he sniffed the air rapidly. " Inu…Yasha? What is it?" Kagome asked him.
" Sesshomaru…" Inuyasha said as he looked down at the ground.
" Is he coming this way?" Sango asked.
" No… I smell…his blood…a lot of it." Inuyasha paused and ran outside. The group followed him. Miroku grabbed the torch that they had been using to see with inside the house. He followed the rest of the group.
" Inuyasha wait up!" Kagome called.
Then he abruptly stopped in front of the nearby forest. He didn't move. Then from the shadows of the forest a figure immerged. It was slumped over with its hands by its side. It continued to walk forward. It had the figure of a teenage girl. She just continued to come forward. Inuyasha took a step back.
" Inu…" Kagome started.
Inuyasha cut off Kagome. " Rin…"
She moved towards them. Miroku shined his light at her. Kagome wished he hadn't. The sight was disturbing; one that would never leave there minds. She looked like she had been walking for days. Blood and mud covered her entire body. Her knees bruised; her eyes stained with tears that continued to stream. She looked like she hadn't eaten in a long time. Her hands were completely covered in dry blood. Her lips were in a solemn frown. The light flickered at her eyes. They got a slight glimpse of them. They were gray and lifeless, like they had no energy, no sense left in them. Cuts were seen across her neck and cheek that were unclean. They would surly scar for not being treated. She stopped suddenly. It hurt to look at her.
Kagome started to cry at the sight. She couldn't speak. Finally Inuyasha got enough courage to break the silence. " Where's Sesshomaru?" It's all he could mange to get out.
She didn't speak for a couple minutes. Finally she opened her mouth to say something, anything. " Forever Mine." No one understood what she meant, but nobody questioned it. Inuyasha had a good idea of what happened to his older brother. The group didn't move for a while. Stuck in a silence that no one dared to break.
Kagome finally walked up to Rin and led her to the springs. Sango followed them. Sango and Kagome just stood there and waited. Rin stripped down and got in. She twirled her finger in a circular motion. Twirling the blood around in the water. She was so emotionless. Nor Sango or Kagome knew what to say to her.
When Rin got out, the wounds on her cheek and neck reopened. She did nothing to stop the blood from dripping. She was wrapped in a towel. Sango let Rin wear one of her kimonos. Rin wore her black one. Without a word, they led her back to the house. Her hair was black, her kimono was black, and her soul was now black. There was nothing anyone could do. They put her in the separate room in which Kagome and Sango had been sleeping in. They got their stuff and slept in the room with the guys. The night was loomed in the form of death.
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Kagome stood and looked at the lost soul in front of her. She picked up a piece of paper. She started to write her thoughts down, because they tortured her mind. It felt like a prison, and nobody could get her out. She felt such strong remorse for Rin; it hurt her too. ' It's been three days. Rin hasn't moved or spoken since the night. She hasn't eaten in god only knows how many days nor has she slept. What do I do? I want to help her I really do, but she's like a lifeless drone. I can't even imagine what she saw that night. Sesshomaru, he must be dead, but what did she see. When I look in her eyes they scream in horror. I was afraid to look at her again at first, so I asked Inuyasha what her scent was like, since he can smell emotions. He described it in one word 'death'. She continuously stares at the necklace she wears. Maybe it's her way of escaping her own prison. I think it was something Sesshomaru gave her, but I'm not sure. I worry for her, at what she might do…to herself. I'm worried. Her last words I heard from her were ' Forever Mine'. What could they mean?' She put the pen down and reread what she wrote. ' Thank god I put that on paper…it was driving me crazy, but still the subject is…Rin.' Kagome thought. She then put away her piece of paper and decided to do something about her problem. She went and fixed a nice meal, and brought it to Rin.
" Rin?" Rin didn't move, she just continued to stare at the necklace. " Rin… I don't know what happened to you, but this is unhealthy." She paused. " When you're ready to tell us what happened you will, but please eat something. It has been days, and you haven't slept. You look so upset. I…just… don't know how to help you. I'm here for you, if you need me." Kagome set the food down by her. She stood up and was about to leave.
"Forever Mine." Rin said once more as she continued to look down at her necklace. Kagome turned around and cried. She didn't know why. Maybe it was her miko instincts, maybe it was Rin's eyes, but either way it pierced into her soul making her cry out.
Rin finally looked up from her stare. Her eyes examined Kagome's reaction. ' Why does she cry for me? Does she pity me? I don't need pity, I don't deserve anyone's pity.' Kagome finally got back up and left closing the door behind her.
Rin looked up and looked at herself. ' Look at me…I look pathetic.' She thought. ' It's been days now since the battle. I want to move, but when I tell my body to, it's almost as if it refuses me. Sesshomaru's eyes that day, they were caring for the first time.' (AN: down below, I am just going to write what she is thinking, but the Italicized words mean what she is remembering.)
" Your weak." Yeketi said in dismay. " You would give everything for this one human girl?"
" Yes, I would."
' And the way he said it. It was nothing I can describe. All this is my fault. If I hadn't fallen asleep, then he would have never had been hurt. I was the cause of all his pain.'
" Well, if that's all you have to say, then lets fight!'
' Why he fought for me I will never know. I'm sorry. I should have listened to you that morning.'
" Don't go anywhere, I will be back a little after nightfall."
' But I guess, I had to be that dumb. The thing that haunts, praises, and enters my core that most was Yeketi's last attack. What he did for me; what he said to me. I remember the expression on his face, the sadness…the pain. He stopped that blast for me; he jumped in front of me, to save my life once more. I remember the pattern of his heavy breaths, for I felt each one descend onto my face. It seems all my life; he has been looking out for me. I wish I could take back my poor actions so that he would still be with me. His words that he said to me were worth so much. That kiss was full of unconditional love.
" No, Sesshomaru…no." She cried.
" Rin, all I wanted to do…was protect you."
" And I did, I love you Rin, always and forever. Forever mine."
"Forever mine."
"Forever… mine."
' Forever mine. It haunts me. I have dreams about it, even when I'm awake. It is engraved in my mind. Put there with a hot iron chisel. Forever there…forever mine. I will be forever his. I love you too, Sesshomaru, I always have. I didn't have enough time to tell you. Wait for me; please wait for me, wherever you are. I will go to the pits of hell, if you are there.' She toyed with her necklace. ' I will never let you go. I will keep this necklace as a reminder. That you did care for me, love me.'
" Is that…?"
" It's a birthday present."
" Thank you."
' Thank you…my love. We will one day be together again. One day…'
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Hey. Well that's Rin's thoughts. Very deep…well that's what I wanted. Next chapter I am finally putting it into the present time. Well, ask question if u want to. REVIEW PLEASE!!!!!! PLEASE. I LOVE TOO SEE THEM. I will try and update soon. Byes
~Suraka-chan~
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