Mine Forever
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Hey! Got a new chapter up! Fun fun! I have the results of the voting, and I'm pretty sure I got what I want from that, and I now know how I will end this thing. Later though… unfortunately I made Inuyasha's semi recovery too soon. But ohwell. So sue me. Well hope ya like it and review when your done please. Byes now!
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Rin accepted them. " Thanks." Rin quickly said, as she ran out the door with her food, money, drawing book, and bandages she was given, not even waiting for a ' your welcome' from them.
" It seems she's gone again to who knows where." Miroku said, leaning up against the wooden wall, letting out an exaggerated sigh.
" Yeah." Kagome agreed weakly, watching Rin disappear in the distance. ' It would be easier to let her go, if I didn't worry about her safety…from herself.'
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Inuyasha ran his claws slowly and lightly across his skin. He then let tears flow down. " How I crave you Kagome. Oh how I crave you Kagome…you and your delicious blood." He sharply stabbed his claws into his own arm. Bloody seeped out. " What a lovely color, crimson is. I want more. I need more of this red paradise." His tears quickly dried up. The blood flowed down his arm and landed on the tree trunk that he was sitting on. Inuyasha lifted his arm up to his mouth, and he licked the wound clean until all the blood was gone from his faintly colored skin. " Fun." He whispered with a wicked smile broadly plastered across his blood stained lips. " Fun, indeed."
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Chapter 7: Imprisoning Mind
Rin had gained what she came for. She set up camp again in the middle of nowhere. Still not sure of where she was going, but continued to press on. She cooked some of the fish the Sango had wrapped up for her. She sat beside the fire, watching the flames stir. They raised and fell, rapidly. The memory of Jaken was still mentally present in her head. She couldn't escape them, engulfing her mind, like the flames did to her heart. ' Why can't I stop thinking these thoughts? Everything in the end reminds me of him. I look at the flame, which makes me think of Jaken, who worked with Sesshomaru… and then I relive the damned battle again in my head. If I go to sleep, I have nightmares about everything. I left partially because of Inuyasha. Although he failed to realize it, his resemblance with Sesshomaru was uncanny. That beautiful white hair, fangs, claws, and smooth milky skin… but Inuyasha failed to capture the eyes. Those powerful, soul devouring eyes. No one could compare to him, in his utmost glory. Now that I think of it… I don't remember ever saying out loud that he was dead. I don't think that I can admit it. God… I had to fall for a demon lord.' Rin threw the rock that she had been fiddling with for the last ten minutes. " Ahhhhh!" She screamed out loud. " Why can't I accept it? Why can't I escape my own mind!?! It's like a prison… not that I don't deserve this torment. It's just… it's a little lonely in here.' Rin lay herself down and threw the blanket atop of her.
Rin tossed and turned for hours. Sweat was dripping down her pale, soft face. It didn't take a physic to know that she was reliving her worst day ever. It haunted her dreams each night. She couldn't escape her prison… all tries were futile. There was nobody who could save her. Nobody that could help her… she was yet again on her own.
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' What is happening to me?' Kagome woke up abruptly. ' This feeling… what is it? It burns. I feel like my heart is being ripped right out. This pain…WHAT IS IT!?!' Kagome screamed in her mind, clutching her chest to where her heart would be. ' I need some air.' She jumped out of bed and ran outside. She was quiet enough to where everyone else stayed asleep. Once outside, the pain increased. Tears feel from her broken eyes. They rolled and hit the ground. Kagome tried to scream, but nothing can out. ' What's wrong…with me?' The pain continued to increase, leaving Kagome on her hands and knees, screaming in her mind. She opened her mouth, but the sound remained mute. ' I'm trapped inside myself; no one can help me!'
After minutes of the suffering, Kagome started to pound on the group. The pain would not subside… no matter her efforts. In the end they were futile. Kagome finally fell to the ground on her stomach. She didn't move, and the pain had stopped. She sat there to afraid to move. Her tears continued to fall. ' Inuyasha help me! Help me please!' Still the words were confined to her mind. Kagome tried to get up, but as she did a shot of pain ran through her once again. She was stuck like that. Kagome sat there, her eyes shattering by the minute. She stayed there; her body got the best of her as she slowly drifted off to sleep with only one thought in her mind. ' Inuyasha.'
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"Ahhhh!" Inuyasha shot up from his sleep, falling out of the tree he was sleeping in. His breaths were heavy; sweat was dripping from his head. Unshed tears sparkled in his eyes. He held in head for a minute, like he had just learned the secrets of the universe. His breaths slowly started to regulate. In the corner of Inuyasha's golden eyes, he noticed a red liquid slowly dripping from his body. He shook his head only to reopen another wound, but he remembered what he had done earlier. A puddle of blood surrounded him, encasing him in his memories. He looked at his dim reflection in the pool of simmering blood, lighted by the bright moon. Inuyasha looked harsh, and pitiful. Like he had done nothing but strike himself up in the tree for the past week. " Have I gone crazy? Look at me! I look like a beggar.' He paused for a second. ' Look at all those deep wound… guess it is a good thing I heal fast. I wonder how Kagome is?' I need to check on her!" He stated out loud. He stood up but was halted for a second.
' Are you sure you want to go?' Inuyasha asked himself. ' Of coarse but…' ' But your not sure. You remember what she said…" HEARTLESS HALF-BREEDS DON'T HAVE A POINT OF VIEW! THEY DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYONE BUT THEMSELVES!" As I remember correctly. Why not live up to her expectation.' Inuyasha pondered his own thoughts, but quickly denied them. ' No I will not! I will prove her wrong!' Inuyasha got up as if to leave. ' No… you will not go! Think about it…this human girl will drive you until your completely crazy.' A smirk grew across Inuyasha's face. ' Obviously if I'm arguing with myself and gave myself all these wounds… I'm way past crazy. So what's there to think about? I want Kagome back.' Inuyasha jumped back into his tree and went back to sleep. ' I will get Kagome back… after I get some sleep!' Inuyasha yawned and fell back into a peaceful sleep.
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Hey, well I know it was short, but hey I did update. This chapter seemed kind of pointless…I know. Sorry, but all in all it has a meaning. This story is slowly starting to end. I needed to put the characters in there distress so that went well. I hope you liked it and please review! I'm pretty sure I know what I will be doing to the ending. I think I will have about two or three more chapters. Maybe more. I don't know. Well byes now!
~Suraka-chan~