Hey this is my First FanFic and I might not have a good plot or w/e so just
bear with me here and also Review so I can see if I'm eligible to write
stories lol! So remember to review!!!
'thinking'
"talking"
Disclaimer: Don't own CCS or anything else unless I say otherwise
Setting takes place after movie 2 when Syaoran goes back to Hong Kong. It's been 3-4 years since S+S seen each other.
Chapter 1
It was a rainy day while a young boy sits in a chair next to a window in the Li Mansion. He looked no older than 15 years and was staring outside with a blank expression on his face. His name was Syaoran Li, next in line to become Head of the Li clan. He thought of nothing except of a girl named Sakura Kinomoto who was back in Japan.
Ever since he got her last letter he has been depressed. Everyone was worried about him but he didn't care. He lost the one thing that he held dear to him and that was her. His mother and sisters tried to make him smile but no such luck had come. He would train, eat, and sit endlessly near the window with this blank expression on his face if he ever had free time.
~Syaoran's P.O.V.~
'Why did she do this to me? Was my love for her not good enough? Was I not good enough for her?' All these questions were going my head. 'What did I do wrong? Even though we were apart was I not still there for her?' I look outside still except I don't see anything but her smiling face looking at me with those emerald eyes that you could drown in.
~End of Syaoran's P.O.V.~
Not far away from Syaoran, was his Mother. She had a book in her hands except was not reading it. She was just looking at her son with worry. She had never seen him this depressed not even when his father had died. 'What is the matter with you Xiao-lang? Why are you so depressed? What has happened? Why will you not tell me? I'm not your mother for nothing. So what is the reason that you won't tell me what's wrong?' She sighed and got up and left Syaoran there by himself since he would not get up unless it was meal time or for training.
After about an hour of sitting there all alone a maid of the Li household came up to Syaoran.
"Li-sama?" she asked Syaoran. Snapping out of his depression mode Syaoran looked up to see one of the maids.
"Yes?" Syaoran replied to her.
"Li-sama the elders would like to see," She told him.
"Tell them that I'm coming," he told her.
"Ok Li-sama," she said and then left him Syaoran alone again.
~Syaoran's P.O.V.~
'Why would they be calling me I wonder?' With that I got up and started walking to where the elder's council room was. Then his thoughts drifted back to Sakura again. 'Why?' That was the only thing I kept asking myself. 'I can still remember that day when I got that letter'
*Flashback*
"Yes it's finally here," Syaoran said to himself when he checked the mail that afternoon. He tore open the letter that was addressed from his beautiful Cherry Blossom. He took out the letter and unfolded it.
Dear Li,
'Wait a minute why did she just say Li' he thought. 'She must have a good reason' so he read on.
I'm sorry to say this but I met someone else Li-kun. I hope you can forgive me and we can still be friends. I know you're probably mad at me right now but I'm sorry. I just can't stand it. I need someone who can be here with me and take care of me. You are not here and I don't know when you will be. Plus the person I'm with has been with me and he loves me very much. So I'm sorry to say that I'm breaking up with you as of when you get this letter. Good-bye and I hope we can still be friends in the future.
Your friend,
Sakura Kinomoto
He finished reading the letter and let it drop to the floor. He sat there dumbfounded at what he had just read.
*End Flashback*
I felt tears threatening to spill remembering that day. I remembered how I cried my eyes out that night all alone as I usually am. 'No I can't act like this. I have to be strong for myself and I can't show the elders I'm crying or else they will call me weak' I walk up to the double doors that the elders council room is in.
~End of Syaoran's P.O.V.~
Syaoran walks up and stands in front of the table that the elders are sitting on.
"You called for me Elders?" Syaoran asked them getting to the point.
"Yes, Xiao-lang we want you to return to Japan," the 4th elder said.
"WHAT!!!" he screamed to them. Now it wasn't the 4th elder but the 2nd who replied to him.
"We want you Xiao-lang to return to Japan," he said to Syaoran.
"But, why do you want me to go back?" Syaoran asked after the shock left him.
"We have been sensing some activity there and want you to go and see what is wrong," the youngest of the elders said.
"What kind of activity?" Syaoran asked them.
"We are not sure what is happening but we know something is going to happen," the 3rd elder replied,
"So you leave tomorrow to Japan and remember to keep contact with us. This is something worse than the Clow Cards so be careful Xiao-lang," the head elder told him.
"OK, I understand," Syaoran said trying to digest all this new information down. With that done he left the room to go back to his room and pack his belongings so that he can get ready for his trip back to Japan.
'Why me? I don't want to go back and see her. I don't want to be hurt when I see her with another person except me. Why is my life so miserable? I only wanted to be loved and instead I get hurt from it. I can't hate her I love her too much. I'll just have to be happy for her then. I will find someone else in my life maybe. Maybe.........' With those thoughts he drifted into an uneasy sleep.
To be continued........
____________________________________________________________________________ ____________________ So um what did u think of my first Chapter? I can definitely tell you that um....n/m you will find out later ;) So just keep on reading for now and find out what happens in later chapters! Ja ne
~Sir-Ken
'thinking'
"talking"
Disclaimer: Don't own CCS or anything else unless I say otherwise
Setting takes place after movie 2 when Syaoran goes back to Hong Kong. It's been 3-4 years since S+S seen each other.
Chapter 1
It was a rainy day while a young boy sits in a chair next to a window in the Li Mansion. He looked no older than 15 years and was staring outside with a blank expression on his face. His name was Syaoran Li, next in line to become Head of the Li clan. He thought of nothing except of a girl named Sakura Kinomoto who was back in Japan.
Ever since he got her last letter he has been depressed. Everyone was worried about him but he didn't care. He lost the one thing that he held dear to him and that was her. His mother and sisters tried to make him smile but no such luck had come. He would train, eat, and sit endlessly near the window with this blank expression on his face if he ever had free time.
~Syaoran's P.O.V.~
'Why did she do this to me? Was my love for her not good enough? Was I not good enough for her?' All these questions were going my head. 'What did I do wrong? Even though we were apart was I not still there for her?' I look outside still except I don't see anything but her smiling face looking at me with those emerald eyes that you could drown in.
~End of Syaoran's P.O.V.~
Not far away from Syaoran, was his Mother. She had a book in her hands except was not reading it. She was just looking at her son with worry. She had never seen him this depressed not even when his father had died. 'What is the matter with you Xiao-lang? Why are you so depressed? What has happened? Why will you not tell me? I'm not your mother for nothing. So what is the reason that you won't tell me what's wrong?' She sighed and got up and left Syaoran there by himself since he would not get up unless it was meal time or for training.
After about an hour of sitting there all alone a maid of the Li household came up to Syaoran.
"Li-sama?" she asked Syaoran. Snapping out of his depression mode Syaoran looked up to see one of the maids.
"Yes?" Syaoran replied to her.
"Li-sama the elders would like to see," She told him.
"Tell them that I'm coming," he told her.
"Ok Li-sama," she said and then left him Syaoran alone again.
~Syaoran's P.O.V.~
'Why would they be calling me I wonder?' With that I got up and started walking to where the elder's council room was. Then his thoughts drifted back to Sakura again. 'Why?' That was the only thing I kept asking myself. 'I can still remember that day when I got that letter'
*Flashback*
"Yes it's finally here," Syaoran said to himself when he checked the mail that afternoon. He tore open the letter that was addressed from his beautiful Cherry Blossom. He took out the letter and unfolded it.
Dear Li,
'Wait a minute why did she just say Li' he thought. 'She must have a good reason' so he read on.
I'm sorry to say this but I met someone else Li-kun. I hope you can forgive me and we can still be friends. I know you're probably mad at me right now but I'm sorry. I just can't stand it. I need someone who can be here with me and take care of me. You are not here and I don't know when you will be. Plus the person I'm with has been with me and he loves me very much. So I'm sorry to say that I'm breaking up with you as of when you get this letter. Good-bye and I hope we can still be friends in the future.
Your friend,
Sakura Kinomoto
He finished reading the letter and let it drop to the floor. He sat there dumbfounded at what he had just read.
*End Flashback*
I felt tears threatening to spill remembering that day. I remembered how I cried my eyes out that night all alone as I usually am. 'No I can't act like this. I have to be strong for myself and I can't show the elders I'm crying or else they will call me weak' I walk up to the double doors that the elders council room is in.
~End of Syaoran's P.O.V.~
Syaoran walks up and stands in front of the table that the elders are sitting on.
"You called for me Elders?" Syaoran asked them getting to the point.
"Yes, Xiao-lang we want you to return to Japan," the 4th elder said.
"WHAT!!!" he screamed to them. Now it wasn't the 4th elder but the 2nd who replied to him.
"We want you Xiao-lang to return to Japan," he said to Syaoran.
"But, why do you want me to go back?" Syaoran asked after the shock left him.
"We have been sensing some activity there and want you to go and see what is wrong," the youngest of the elders said.
"What kind of activity?" Syaoran asked them.
"We are not sure what is happening but we know something is going to happen," the 3rd elder replied,
"So you leave tomorrow to Japan and remember to keep contact with us. This is something worse than the Clow Cards so be careful Xiao-lang," the head elder told him.
"OK, I understand," Syaoran said trying to digest all this new information down. With that done he left the room to go back to his room and pack his belongings so that he can get ready for his trip back to Japan.
'Why me? I don't want to go back and see her. I don't want to be hurt when I see her with another person except me. Why is my life so miserable? I only wanted to be loved and instead I get hurt from it. I can't hate her I love her too much. I'll just have to be happy for her then. I will find someone else in my life maybe. Maybe.........' With those thoughts he drifted into an uneasy sleep.
To be continued........
____________________________________________________________________________ ____________________ So um what did u think of my first Chapter? I can definitely tell you that um....n/m you will find out later ;) So just keep on reading for now and find out what happens in later chapters! Ja ne
~Sir-Ken