A/N: Oh my! Thank you everyone for reviewing! Guess (insert name) was right ^-^' well I'll be starting now! Oh and if your looking for a unique Mimato Story go look mine up; Forget to Remember Me. Okay you know the disclaimer so on with the story!!
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The wind blew softly and played with her raven locks. She sighed and let her head fall into the nestle on her arms. It had been two weeks and three days since she had began ignoring Sanosuke. It had been five days and an hour since she accused him of rape.
Of course Saitou was more than overjoyed to believe Megumi, just to lock up that chicken head, but she couldn't leave him in there. No matter how much she could benefit from it. "Sanosuke Sagara." She muttered.
She could have sworn she heard a slight sneeze nearby, but she shrugged it off as the wind playing it's daily tricks. She had fallen for them so easily lately. Maybe because of the lost sleep. That dream kept haunting her in her sleep, but those words-His words, haunted her anytime she let her mind wander.
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"Baka! This is no time fo-" "Megumi Takani, your evil," he cut in, " you deny yourself happiness, meaning love. Therefore denying the happiness of another whom wants to love you." Megumi breathe in Sanosuke's seriousness. She turned her face from his, forgetting all that's happened. Then again, he always made her forget things.
"You should've let me love you Megumi, we could've...been..." She shifted her eyes as she felt the sudden weight of Sanosuke push her down. She instantly flew to the ground with him between her legs. His head rested on the mid length of her breast. "Mn." She heard him mutter. ".. Y-you..baka chicken head.." She whimpered softly. She knew he was dying. He had stalled because he had preferred to die.
She hugged him. " Why?" She felt herself whimper. "Because...you made me love you..and when I couldn't have you, it drove me crazy.." He replied softly. He weakly lifted his head and kissed her. After he broke it and pushed himself away from her while grasping the handle of the sword with his hands. "S-Sanosuke..what a-are you d-doing?!?" She asked. She already knew, but prayed it wasn't what she thought.
He hid his face from her letting his spikes of hair limp forward. " Maybe, if I hadn't had saved you from that knife..." He stopped, " No..I'd never have change that.." He laughed. "Baka! Remember what you told me? Your not helping anybody by doing this! There's still time Sanosuke, please!" She cried as she inched for him. He shook his head and looked up. His eyes sparked with sadness as tears fell.
"No, Megumi, we never had time.." He replied with a sad smile playing on his lips. He swiftly pulled out the blade and with one breath he scattered heavily to the floor. Megumi rushed to him, her breath beating faster with each heart beat. She opened her mouth to cry, but nothing came out. Her tears overwhelmed her as she stared at him.
She had loved him, even after all that. She felt her eyes creep toward the spot where she had caught him. Where he had placed her love. Her eyes jumped. Where his heart once beat, was a slice. He was right, she had killed him with her love.
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She heard a loud sob escape her lips. She sat up swiftly and felt the instant grief that the dream had always brought her. She held her head, letting out all that she had kept in. "They will die..he will die because of me.." She whispered to no one.
She had always knew. At first she was cautious, but slowly she let herself be happy with the people whom she now had loved and cared about. But then, in a cruel game, they would each be slaughtered in front of her. It always happened like that, until the point she herself could no longer risk to even talk.
She felt as if her heart was torn out, each time that happened. She was loosing her own life. Over the years though, with Kanryuu, she had boarded up the missing pieces of her heart with the hollow pieces of her tears. She had still the pieces that kept her from turning cold, but yet she seemly wasn't holding that up well. Or maybe, she just refused to?
"She's broken." The kitsune froze. She knew who's voice that belonged to. "Sanosu-"
"Two rhythms in her chest. One of the past and one of the future. She trips because each leg dances to one rhythm. She gets lust because of that. She gets killed because of that. It's hard for her to stop both rhythms and learn a new one, but when she does she dances and dances, until its' rhythm too, stops."
Megumi let her hands fall into her lap. She let her head drop, so that her bangs would shadow her face. "When she falls, another dancer with the same problem catches her. They dance their dance until the music stops and plays the beautiful melancholy know as the Blues. The blues is their quiet good-bye before their horrid rhythms reclaim them. Those dances, Megumi, Your broken."
Megumi winced at the last of his sentence. It had hit her deeply because she had written it. It was one of her suicide poems from those nights at Kanryuu's. She had gotten into poetry after her family had died, she could just write and write. Sometimes it even made her happy. Sometimes.
She breathe. She had to stop this now, she knew if Sanosuke would she her like this than she wouldn't be able to get rid of him. To him, it's as if she were a glass bowl. Transparent and yet not at the same time.
She took a shallower breath and then swatted at the remaining trace lines of tears. She arched her back and sat up straight. "Ah, I'm so very proud of you!" She said in a teasing tone.
She tilted her head back to meet the intense gaze of chocolate. She felt uneasy about the silent reply she had gotten, but quickly decided to remove her presence. "Well, if there's nothing I can help you with I'll just be-" She was cut off my the charring breath that engulfed her lips.
For a moment she felt her self lost into the warmth, with her eyes slowly drifting on their own. But soon she reclaimed her sense and pushed her hand up to slam against his cheek. To her surprise, a firm hand now held hers.
She felt a force mash her body into his as the kiss deepened. "S-stop!" She yelled weakly. He refused to budge. Megumi felt her tears fall down her face as she began to loose control. She closed her eyes and felt herself wrap her arms around his neck.
"Maybe, I can have happiness,' she thought. ''Thank you Megumi, you have always been the perfect murderer.' Kanryuu's voice interrupted her thoughts. 'A..murderer?' She repeated. 'You seduce and wield up friendship and kindness, luring them all to their demise. You, Megumi, I am so proud of.' Kanryuu's voice spoke out again.
"N-No!" Megumi screamed as she shoved Sanosuke off of her. Her eyes stared into the questioning chocolate eyes. her mind flashed her segments of her dream. 'You killed me with you love, Megumi..' "No.." She screamed as she held her head.
She broke down unto the floor and buried her head under her knees. She felt warmth surround her. "Get away!" She shrieked. As a reply she felt the warmth tighten around her repeating her name. "Get away...please.." She whimpered before letting herself be taken in by Sanosuke..
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Ahha! Finally I found time to do it. Now I can finally get on to the REAL story!!! I'd like two replied for the next chapter please. Thanks!!
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The wind blew softly and played with her raven locks. She sighed and let her head fall into the nestle on her arms. It had been two weeks and three days since she had began ignoring Sanosuke. It had been five days and an hour since she accused him of rape.
Of course Saitou was more than overjoyed to believe Megumi, just to lock up that chicken head, but she couldn't leave him in there. No matter how much she could benefit from it. "Sanosuke Sagara." She muttered.
She could have sworn she heard a slight sneeze nearby, but she shrugged it off as the wind playing it's daily tricks. She had fallen for them so easily lately. Maybe because of the lost sleep. That dream kept haunting her in her sleep, but those words-His words, haunted her anytime she let her mind wander.
~~~ ~~~
"Baka! This is no time fo-" "Megumi Takani, your evil," he cut in, " you deny yourself happiness, meaning love. Therefore denying the happiness of another whom wants to love you." Megumi breathe in Sanosuke's seriousness. She turned her face from his, forgetting all that's happened. Then again, he always made her forget things.
"You should've let me love you Megumi, we could've...been..." She shifted her eyes as she felt the sudden weight of Sanosuke push her down. She instantly flew to the ground with him between her legs. His head rested on the mid length of her breast. "Mn." She heard him mutter. ".. Y-you..baka chicken head.." She whimpered softly. She knew he was dying. He had stalled because he had preferred to die.
She hugged him. " Why?" She felt herself whimper. "Because...you made me love you..and when I couldn't have you, it drove me crazy.." He replied softly. He weakly lifted his head and kissed her. After he broke it and pushed himself away from her while grasping the handle of the sword with his hands. "S-Sanosuke..what a-are you d-doing?!?" She asked. She already knew, but prayed it wasn't what she thought.
He hid his face from her letting his spikes of hair limp forward. " Maybe, if I hadn't had saved you from that knife..." He stopped, " No..I'd never have change that.." He laughed. "Baka! Remember what you told me? Your not helping anybody by doing this! There's still time Sanosuke, please!" She cried as she inched for him. He shook his head and looked up. His eyes sparked with sadness as tears fell.
"No, Megumi, we never had time.." He replied with a sad smile playing on his lips. He swiftly pulled out the blade and with one breath he scattered heavily to the floor. Megumi rushed to him, her breath beating faster with each heart beat. She opened her mouth to cry, but nothing came out. Her tears overwhelmed her as she stared at him.
She had loved him, even after all that. She felt her eyes creep toward the spot where she had caught him. Where he had placed her love. Her eyes jumped. Where his heart once beat, was a slice. He was right, she had killed him with her love.
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She heard a loud sob escape her lips. She sat up swiftly and felt the instant grief that the dream had always brought her. She held her head, letting out all that she had kept in. "They will die..he will die because of me.." She whispered to no one.
She had always knew. At first she was cautious, but slowly she let herself be happy with the people whom she now had loved and cared about. But then, in a cruel game, they would each be slaughtered in front of her. It always happened like that, until the point she herself could no longer risk to even talk.
She felt as if her heart was torn out, each time that happened. She was loosing her own life. Over the years though, with Kanryuu, she had boarded up the missing pieces of her heart with the hollow pieces of her tears. She had still the pieces that kept her from turning cold, but yet she seemly wasn't holding that up well. Or maybe, she just refused to?
"She's broken." The kitsune froze. She knew who's voice that belonged to. "Sanosu-"
"Two rhythms in her chest. One of the past and one of the future. She trips because each leg dances to one rhythm. She gets lust because of that. She gets killed because of that. It's hard for her to stop both rhythms and learn a new one, but when she does she dances and dances, until its' rhythm too, stops."
Megumi let her hands fall into her lap. She let her head drop, so that her bangs would shadow her face. "When she falls, another dancer with the same problem catches her. They dance their dance until the music stops and plays the beautiful melancholy know as the Blues. The blues is their quiet good-bye before their horrid rhythms reclaim them. Those dances, Megumi, Your broken."
Megumi winced at the last of his sentence. It had hit her deeply because she had written it. It was one of her suicide poems from those nights at Kanryuu's. She had gotten into poetry after her family had died, she could just write and write. Sometimes it even made her happy. Sometimes.
She breathe. She had to stop this now, she knew if Sanosuke would she her like this than she wouldn't be able to get rid of him. To him, it's as if she were a glass bowl. Transparent and yet not at the same time.
She took a shallower breath and then swatted at the remaining trace lines of tears. She arched her back and sat up straight. "Ah, I'm so very proud of you!" She said in a teasing tone.
She tilted her head back to meet the intense gaze of chocolate. She felt uneasy about the silent reply she had gotten, but quickly decided to remove her presence. "Well, if there's nothing I can help you with I'll just be-" She was cut off my the charring breath that engulfed her lips.
For a moment she felt her self lost into the warmth, with her eyes slowly drifting on their own. But soon she reclaimed her sense and pushed her hand up to slam against his cheek. To her surprise, a firm hand now held hers.
She felt a force mash her body into his as the kiss deepened. "S-stop!" She yelled weakly. He refused to budge. Megumi felt her tears fall down her face as she began to loose control. She closed her eyes and felt herself wrap her arms around his neck.
"Maybe, I can have happiness,' she thought. ''Thank you Megumi, you have always been the perfect murderer.' Kanryuu's voice interrupted her thoughts. 'A..murderer?' She repeated. 'You seduce and wield up friendship and kindness, luring them all to their demise. You, Megumi, I am so proud of.' Kanryuu's voice spoke out again.
"N-No!" Megumi screamed as she shoved Sanosuke off of her. Her eyes stared into the questioning chocolate eyes. her mind flashed her segments of her dream. 'You killed me with you love, Megumi..' "No.." She screamed as she held her head.
She broke down unto the floor and buried her head under her knees. She felt warmth surround her. "Get away!" She shrieked. As a reply she felt the warmth tighten around her repeating her name. "Get away...please.." She whimpered before letting herself be taken in by Sanosuke..
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Ahha! Finally I found time to do it. Now I can finally get on to the REAL story!!! I'd like two replied for the next chapter please. Thanks!!