Author: Amanda [ fallen ]
Pairing: Yuki/Shuichi
Disclaimer: I do not own Gravitation or any of it's characters, although I wish I did...
Note:This fic involved male to male relationships. Although, if you're in the gravi section you should know that...
Thanks for all the reviews! I like making people cr- I mean....shame on me....I know that these chapters are short. Why? Not too sure...
this whole story will most likey be short. And yes. Thanks for reading guys and keep reveiwing!
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Shuichi was acting different. The members of Bad Luck noticed this. He was still bouncing around with his hyper energy, but it felt....forced. Fake. And it worried Hiro. He said so tonight at dinner. He hadn't asked what was wrong when Shuichi showed up at his apartment days ago. He had just figured Shuichi had been annoying, or that Shuichi'd been kicked out again.
But it was different. Shuichi had looked startled when he brought the subject up. More than that.
He had looked caught. "Anon...it's...nothing Hiro," he'd said, and promptly stuck two pieces of milk flavored Pocky in his mouth. Hiro reached out and broke off the ends that were sticking out of Shuichi's mouth. "Hiroooooooo!" he whined. "It's minnnneeeeeee!" Hiro stuck the pieces in his mouth and chewed, ignoring Shuichi.
"Baka," he commented lightly. But Shuichi froze. "Don't...don't call me that. It...I...-" He didn't finish. Hiro felt stung. Yuki. Yuki called him that. Was it...a pet name? Hiro found he didn't want to think about it. The thought had just come to him weeks ago that he was jealous of Yuki Eiri. The thought made him feel ashamed. He pushed his thoughts aside. "Shuichi, what happened? What did Yuki do? Did he...hurt you? Kick you out?" "N-no Hiro. Nothing like that." Hiro was silent.
A sad smile played across Shuichi's lips. "I left him."
"What happened??" "Nothing out of the ordinary." "So it's a good thing then. You both-" "I heard him crying." Hiro absorbed this fact and tried to imagine Yuki crying. He couldn't. But he was confused. If Shuichi still cared..if Yuki cared...why had he left? "It's just....when he sees me, he remembers. I make him remember. He's losing weight. He's smoking more. I- I don't want to see him in the hospital again." Hiro looked at Shuichi hard. "Tohma talked to you." he said simply. Shuichi flushed. "N-no, well, it wasn't his idea. It was mine." he toyed with the straw.
"Yuki always tried to get away. I never let him. He...he needs his space. I hold him back. I distract him." Hiro wanted to give his best friend a hug, wanted to tell him that no, he didn't do any of these things. But he didn't. "Anyway, it doesn't matter. Yuki can survive without me." It was meant to be a joke, but it came out chipped and bitter. Hiro thought he saw a sheen of tears in the genki singer's eyes. In an instant Shuichi was back to his normal hyper self.
"Ja, Hiro. I have to start working on the lyrics for the new song or else K'll have my head. Bye!!" And Shuichi bounded out of the diner, leaving Hiro's heart aching for his friend.
Pairing: Yuki/Shuichi
Disclaimer: I do not own Gravitation or any of it's characters, although I wish I did...
Note:This fic involved male to male relationships. Although, if you're in the gravi section you should know that...
Thanks for all the reviews! I like making people cr- I mean....shame on me....I know that these chapters are short. Why? Not too sure...
this whole story will most likey be short. And yes. Thanks for reading guys and keep reveiwing!
[ blah ] = italics
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Shuichi was acting different. The members of Bad Luck noticed this. He was still bouncing around with his hyper energy, but it felt....forced. Fake. And it worried Hiro. He said so tonight at dinner. He hadn't asked what was wrong when Shuichi showed up at his apartment days ago. He had just figured Shuichi had been annoying, or that Shuichi'd been kicked out again.
But it was different. Shuichi had looked startled when he brought the subject up. More than that.
He had looked caught. "Anon...it's...nothing Hiro," he'd said, and promptly stuck two pieces of milk flavored Pocky in his mouth. Hiro reached out and broke off the ends that were sticking out of Shuichi's mouth. "Hiroooooooo!" he whined. "It's minnnneeeeeee!" Hiro stuck the pieces in his mouth and chewed, ignoring Shuichi.
"Baka," he commented lightly. But Shuichi froze. "Don't...don't call me that. It...I...-" He didn't finish. Hiro felt stung. Yuki. Yuki called him that. Was it...a pet name? Hiro found he didn't want to think about it. The thought had just come to him weeks ago that he was jealous of Yuki Eiri. The thought made him feel ashamed. He pushed his thoughts aside. "Shuichi, what happened? What did Yuki do? Did he...hurt you? Kick you out?" "N-no Hiro. Nothing like that." Hiro was silent.
A sad smile played across Shuichi's lips. "I left him."
"What happened??" "Nothing out of the ordinary." "So it's a good thing then. You both-" "I heard him crying." Hiro absorbed this fact and tried to imagine Yuki crying. He couldn't. But he was confused. If Shuichi still cared..if Yuki cared...why had he left? "It's just....when he sees me, he remembers. I make him remember. He's losing weight. He's smoking more. I- I don't want to see him in the hospital again." Hiro looked at Shuichi hard. "Tohma talked to you." he said simply. Shuichi flushed. "N-no, well, it wasn't his idea. It was mine." he toyed with the straw.
"Yuki always tried to get away. I never let him. He...he needs his space. I hold him back. I distract him." Hiro wanted to give his best friend a hug, wanted to tell him that no, he didn't do any of these things. But he didn't. "Anyway, it doesn't matter. Yuki can survive without me." It was meant to be a joke, but it came out chipped and bitter. Hiro thought he saw a sheen of tears in the genki singer's eyes. In an instant Shuichi was back to his normal hyper self.
"Ja, Hiro. I have to start working on the lyrics for the new song or else K'll have my head. Bye!!" And Shuichi bounded out of the diner, leaving Hiro's heart aching for his friend.