That's the Way It Is
A Christine Poem, Christine desperately tries to defend her actions. But as we all know can't.
I was supposed to leave
How could I stay in the cold dark
With a monster I had no feelings for?
With a deceitful murderer
Who would kill me?
I don't care if he is hurt
That's the way it is
But who am I kidding?
I do care
I am sorry
I wish for the dark to wrap around me
I wish for my erik to come and hold me
And tell me I have naught to fear
And for him to love me
He is no murderer
He is not deceitful
He is my Angel, as Papa promised
He gave my the music Papa promised
And a voice fit for an Angel had he!
But I had to go
It was for the best even if it doesn't feel like it
Life is not ever easy
Nor is it fair
It is cruel, and cold, full of struggle
That's the way it is.