Futurity

MomoYome
A/N: Sorry People!! This is the last part for Part I. I had included it in Part II, but I think it fits better here. I didn't want to put it at the end of it last time because it would kind of spoil the moment.

I laughed harder and harder as James and I walked the crowded streets of Kyoto. James had said that he hadn't been more confused than when Prince turned himself into a symbol. It sounded like something I would say, not James. His hands were shoved into his pockets smiling looking at the windows of stores.

"I still don't see what was so funny about it..." James sighed as he shook his head from side to side. I held my stomach and caught my breath.

"Just the way you said it. If you're not careful, I'll rub off on you," We linked our arms then since I had control again.

"James,"

"Yes,"

"Can I see your wallet," We stopped and he nodded and handed it to me. I took it and opened it to the pictures. I went to the last one, this time without James ripping it from my hands.

There was a girl's picture in the last spot. One with dark red hair. Her hair was long and wavy, flowing in small trendils onto her face. She smiled and laughed happily. This girl was so familar to me. It was because I knew her a long time ago. She was the twelve year old me. "Now you understand why I didn't show it to you before. I thought that you would find me weird if you knew I had your picture in my wallet, especially one this old," He took his wallet back. I smiled. I couldn't help it. It seemed that was the only thing I did recently and I had loads to make up because I was an unhappy person.

"Really?" I thought about it. If I had seen the picture earlier, I think my life would have been easier.

"What did you and Nobu say in the car?" It seemed as if the secrets were comming to an end and it was the last thing he didn't know.

"Oh, that..." I giggled like I did when I was twelve and blushed. "Nobu had asked me if you were the one I loved and I said possibly... but then I realized it was yes,"

"Relly? I don't think I would have thought that in about a million years,"

"Wha? You thought I was one to never settle down, huh?" I crossed my arms and closed my eyes. "Thought I'd be wild to the day I died!"

"No, I always thought that you'd never go for someone who was, well, like me." James shrugged hopelessly."I thought you liked guys that wouldn't want to make a commitment...Sorry?"

"You're forgiven," I patted him on the back. "You know what?" I thought.

"What?"

"If we weren't so damned afraid about what the each other thought, I think our hands wouldn't of had to go through the pain of sewing," I showed him my bandaged hands. James looked at his own hands covered with needlepoint marks. "The things I'd do for love..."

"Right you are Lily," James put his arm over my shoulder in a gesture saying 'she's mine', which made me feel somewhat special in someone's eyes. Because I was.

"I love you James Potter," We came to a stop in front of a fountain in a park that was frozen over due to the cold wheather.

"I love you too, Lily Tamura," My name just flowed off of his tongue, so smooth, like it was mean to be. Even though I hated that name, he made it seem as if it fit me. Like maybe I was a true Tamura, not Evans. Could he be the one true one for me? I heard other girls talking all the time about how they've found 'The One', but could you really find him so early in life? Since he made me fell this way, could it happen? And so fast...

Thoses thoughts were shoved aside when he took my hands and raised them between us. I breathed a little heavy causing my breath to be seen. He looked at our intertwined hands and then looked at me.

"Lily, you've showed me so much passion. The way you speak, carry yourseld, don't you ever change," And then we kissed. You can't really describe it, but if you had to, I'd say it felt like an ice cream cone in the middle of August in Kobe. It's so sweet against your tongue (speaking of tongues, I had felt James' for the first time), but it's melting at the same time. Sweet and melting. Yeah, that's it.

"Don't worry James, I won't change, never ever," I said when we stopped. I pressed my forehead to his. It was so romantic having our eyes and lips so close to one anothers.

"If you ever do change, I promise right here to always love you because you're always going to be Pumpkin to me,"

"And if you change, I'll love you too, because theses feelings will never stop, never will. It's like a waterfall. My feelings will keep pouring even if it's raining. They'll just mix with the other water...James...I know that it's only been like, a week, but I think you're the one...I'm scared,"

James moved his forehead and hugged me tight against his hard chest. "Why?" He whispered into my ear.

"Falling in love, it's never happened to me before," This was the total truth. I hadn't felt love like this ever in my life. It was alien to me. I started crying onto James' jacket, squeezing him closer to me in comfort.

I thought I was going to scare him off, but as it turns out, it is definitly hard to scare James Potter, and I guess it's a good thing because I do a lot of weird things. I'm greatful that he won't run away if I do any of them. TTFN!

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END PART ONE...

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Correction: The song used in the past part was Real Me, not Rainbow.

Teaser for Part two: I wasn't special! How in holly hell could I be this...this...I don't know what! If I was so damned special, how come I'm at the bottom of the social chain, yet have all the girls wanting my boyfriend? And if I'm special, how come all of this has happened? Life just got a little worse (if that's even possible).

How is Pumpkin so special? Read and find out!! Part Two out around June but only if I get 15 reviews! C'mon, I worked hard on this and I know it's good, so please!! A happy face'll do, just acknowledging you read it and I'm not doing this for 8 people!