Summary: Someone is feeling very unhappy

Disclaimer: I do not own them

Authors Note: Really short and really angsty because I am in the worst mood right now. On the night of Chloe's 20th birthday.

~~~~~~~ Chloe POV

"And I just wanted to say that I have loved you from the day that we set eyes on each other. Clark, I always wanted to see my name not as Chloe Sullivan, but Chloe Kent. That is my birthday wish. I know I am too late to tell you this to make a difference, but I was afraid that if kept putting my feelings off for you, I would never tell you, or you would be gone and I wouldn't have the chance."

Ahh, the truth was out of me at last. Now, I just waited in anticipation. His eyes were on mine, his lips softened.

"I'm sorry Chloe. I just don't feel what you feel toward me. My heart belongs to Lana. Forever and always as long as we both shall live, like I said in my vows. I wouldn't have gotten married to her if I didn't love her and only her."

I nodded as tears poured down my face, ruining my already horrible make up job. My hands went to paw at my eyes.

"If that's the way you feel, then I respect that." I smiled through my tears. It was the best defense mechanism that I had.

Clark smiled at me and wiped my tears from my face. I wish he wouldn't have touched me so lovingly. I closed my eyes as his fingertips stroked my cheek.

"Oh Clark!" I cried and I ran from his presence and the Kent household.

"Chloe!" Clark called.

I didn't stop. My heart was beating and my eyes were raining tears, angry, bitter tears. Why couldn't it have been me? From the beginning it was always Lana. Why was I the one to always be neglected and stomped on?

I thrust my body against the door of my car and unlocked it. I had to get out of that torture. Just seeing Clark was killing me.

I sped off into the night, I had no idea where I was going. Going through a pack of tissues I finally made up my mind where to go.

"Metropolis, here I come!"

I put my foot on the accerlerator. Too bad I didn't see the car pulling out of the opposite road.

"Holy Shi-!"

CRASH!

~~~~~~~~~ Clark POV

I was too late. Too late to save her. Why did I hesitate? What is wrong with me? shouldn't I be thankful that my wife is safe and out of danger? Yes, I am happy, but.Chloe. I hurt her so much. Damn why did I have to be so naïve? I neglected her so much, I know I did, but why did I ?

"Clark, for the last time, it's not your fault!" Lana said to me.

I pulled away from Lana. "Then who's fault is it? Is it yours? You were the one who crashed into Chloe! Maybe it's your fault since you didn't look both ways before you decided to ease onto the road!"

I immediately regretted what I had just said to my wife. She was heartbroken.

"Lana, I'm sorry, honey. I know it wasn't your fault. It wasn't anyone's fault. Chloe was just too angry to notice anything. She was in so much pain."

I reached out to pull Lana to me, but she backed away. "I need to go spend some time with Gabe, Clark. Why don't you call Pete."

Damnit Clark there you go again, I thought to myself.

~~~~~~~~~~~~ 3 Years Later ~~~~~~~~~ Chloe's birthday. How odd. How odd to have my first born child to be born on Chloe's birthday. Funny. My first born is a girl. Funny how Lana named our baby Chloe. Chloe has blue eyes and cornsilk blond hair.

Chloe Sullivan had told me that she always wanted to be a Kent.

Happy birthday Chloe. Funny how wishes can come true.