Lulu rubbed her tongue slowly to her lip. She bit down on her
chapped hip and licked hte blood that sprand from them. She lifted a frail
finger and rubbed it across her cracked lip. She closed her eyes and
wondered how she looked to someone else. She knew she was ugly as shit
right now. Her hair a tangled mess. Her eyes blood shot. Her lips cracked
and bleeding. Her face even more pale. If thats possible. She had been
going without food and water for awhile now. Who really knows. She was
dieing she oculd feel it. She could feel the life draining from her cold
and fragile body. She slowly got up. Wobbling slightly before walking
towards the light. She picked up her diary and sat it down under the light.
She began to write:
Dear Diary,
Im dieing. I can feel it. I just want to tell everyone I love them. They may never get this but at least I made an effort. I wanna tell Yuna that she and Tidus will get married and have children even though she is knows he is scared of commitment. Yuna I love you so much. You always helped me. Rikku, I love you to. You were my best friend.You were always there for me even if I was the biggest loser in highschool. Rikku I want you to know your beautiful. You really are. You may think your not because of your roughness but I know plenty of guys who want you. Tidus. Ha! You stood up for me through thick and thin. You always helped Wakka and Me in our reletionship so much. Without you I dont know what would happen. And yes I even love you. Yuna loves you Tidus. She really does. Even though she flirts...alot. Wakka. Oh my sweet Wakka. Maybe the feelings I have for you were never mutual but they are still there. Even as I die they will be her. When I die you will be the last htough in my head. I loev you Wakka. You made me better. You transformed my life. You are my angel. I leave all my stuff ,though I know its not much, to them. They were my only true friends. The onyl people I really loved.
Love...WHO ELSE?
She then turned the page. She sighed and started writing.
Dear Person,
I dont know who you are though I have an idea. My naem is Lulu if I dont know you. I am seventeen years old. I just wanted you to know that I dont hate you. You may think I do but I dont. I did. At first but now I realize you must have had somehting happen to you. To make you like this. I understand. Ive had a tough life also. My father beat my mother and I. I was always poor. I never got to live life to the fullest but now I met new people. Things were great until this. I blamed everything. Now I see though that you have suffered also thats why you did htis. Im sorry for your suffering. I will die soon. Before I die Id like you to know I forgive you.(yes i kno malz thats not what you wnated to hear lol).
Love, Lulu
Lulu layed down and breathed deeply. Everything was silent except the sounds of her bretahing. She tried to keep her eyes open, but it s=did not work. Her eyelids slowly dropped. Lulu was gone.....
*R/R So how'd you liek it. Thanx for the reviews. Dont worry the story is still going. lol.
Dear Diary,
Im dieing. I can feel it. I just want to tell everyone I love them. They may never get this but at least I made an effort. I wanna tell Yuna that she and Tidus will get married and have children even though she is knows he is scared of commitment. Yuna I love you so much. You always helped me. Rikku, I love you to. You were my best friend.You were always there for me even if I was the biggest loser in highschool. Rikku I want you to know your beautiful. You really are. You may think your not because of your roughness but I know plenty of guys who want you. Tidus. Ha! You stood up for me through thick and thin. You always helped Wakka and Me in our reletionship so much. Without you I dont know what would happen. And yes I even love you. Yuna loves you Tidus. She really does. Even though she flirts...alot. Wakka. Oh my sweet Wakka. Maybe the feelings I have for you were never mutual but they are still there. Even as I die they will be her. When I die you will be the last htough in my head. I loev you Wakka. You made me better. You transformed my life. You are my angel. I leave all my stuff ,though I know its not much, to them. They were my only true friends. The onyl people I really loved.
Love...WHO ELSE?
She then turned the page. She sighed and started writing.
Dear Person,
I dont know who you are though I have an idea. My naem is Lulu if I dont know you. I am seventeen years old. I just wanted you to know that I dont hate you. You may think I do but I dont. I did. At first but now I realize you must have had somehting happen to you. To make you like this. I understand. Ive had a tough life also. My father beat my mother and I. I was always poor. I never got to live life to the fullest but now I met new people. Things were great until this. I blamed everything. Now I see though that you have suffered also thats why you did htis. Im sorry for your suffering. I will die soon. Before I die Id like you to know I forgive you.(yes i kno malz thats not what you wnated to hear lol).
Love, Lulu
Lulu layed down and breathed deeply. Everything was silent except the sounds of her bretahing. She tried to keep her eyes open, but it s=did not work. Her eyelids slowly dropped. Lulu was gone.....
*R/R So how'd you liek it. Thanx for the reviews. Dont worry the story is still going. lol.
