Hurt Me: Violent red hair in the shade of blood caresses the pale yet slightly freckled cheeks of Virginia Weasley. She stands alone, unnoticed, and yet is ultimately happy by this..She watches, she sees what others do not..She hurts, she yearns . . . She wants him to hurt her, to scream at her, to make her bleed . . . Innocent Honey-brown eyes stare up at him when she thinks he doesn't notice . . . and yet he always does..


Disclaimer: I own nothing. It's all Evanescence and JK Rowling. Forgive me.


A/N: Okay, so you guys have the second chapter all ready! Hehe whooo! I feel soo alive. Sorry, that is, if you don't like Sadistic!Ginny, I just can't help it....Here's your beloved!




Chapter 2: Even in Death



Her dreams were always filled with him. Images, nightmares, fantasies. There was never an in-between. It was always the same setting. Down in the Chamber, the day that her beloved Tom just . . . disappeared. Though the scene itself was always different. Sometimes she was happy that he was gone, sometimes she was completely hysterical by the fact. And then there were the times where he hadn't gone away from her. Where he whispered to her how they'd never be apart. How he'd always be with her. It was those dreams she chose to believe were real.


give me a reason to believe that you're gone

I see your shadow so I know they're all wrong

moonlight on the soft brown earth

it leads me to where you lay

they took you away from me but now I'm taking you home


Everywhere she turned, she saw him, she lusted after him. She loved him more than anything she knew, and hated him just as much. She saw his face in the walls, she looked at her own reflection and there he was, she heard someone laughing cheerfully and she automatically though it was him. And then when she looked at a certain fair-haired Slytherin boy she saw his soul, and she felt her heart opening up more for him than anyone else she had ever known.

Even as the four of them stood their staring at him at that moment, she felt the love. He threw an insult at her and all she could do was shrug it off. Hell, she even agreed with him, causing the trio to become utterly shocked. She was shocked herself, it had taken every bit of dignity she had to keep herself from giving away her innermost secrets to him right there on the spot.

I will stay forever here with you

my love

the softly spoken words you gave me

even in death our love goes on


It was almost as if they could see right into her soul. No, not they. Him. He seemed to almost understand completely how she felt about him, but he wouldn't give her that satisfaction. Instead he stood there and smirked at her casually, that same smirk that Tom himself had used on her that first time she had dreamt of him. That first time that he had been able to control her dreams. That first time she had fallen in love with him. That same time that bound her to him like a second soul. She needed him to live, and now it was as if Draco had taken his place. And what's worse was that he seemed to understand that completely. Though nobody ever paid enough attention to realize the connection that lay between the two.

some say I'm crazy for my love,

oh my love but no bonds can hold me from your side, oh my love

they don't know you can't leave me

they don't hear you singing to me


She could feel her soul almost leave her own body and connect into Draco's, as if she was again trying to help him be a living creature, and that made her feel alive. As awkward as that sounded, it did. She felt exhilarated by the fact that she could die at any moment had her soul completely left her body to be with him. Did she care? No. She felt that strong love she had felt for Tom for him, as crazy as that was. How she could love someone who brought her so much pain was hard to understand, but it was real. There was nothing in the world that could make her choose a different path than she already had chosen.

and I can't love you, anymore than i do




Song: Even In Death, Evanescence. (YET ANOTHER AWESOME SONG heh.)