Sorry this has taken so long but I have been really lazy! And have been
thinking where this series was going to go. There is only going to be 6 or
7 chapter left in this story and then the final story in the series
Ultimate Encounter (thanks to Cathy for the title). So, I hope to finish
this story before the end of the summer and the series by the end of this
year but no promises. Please review or I might not be able to finish: hint,
hint:
Chapter 7
Room on a ship of Har'mon and Alador
Har'mon sat in her room running a brush (or a Goa'uld version of it) though her hair. She was getting worried. Jesse O'Neill seemed to be a strong one. 'The choice was wise' Alador was always telling her, 'we can use her to get what we want' then he would lightly kiss her neck and walk away to do what ever he did. Her worries would carry away for the time being.
SG-1 was right she was no regular Goa'uld. She was young and naïve even with the memories of the Goa'uld she was sacred even the small piece of Jesse that was still active, actively working to overcome her captor, knew of what was going on.
She was too young, as she was right from the Jaffa pouch, to rule what other Goa'uld had left for her and her newly found love Alador. She touched the face that she had taken away from the woman that was born with it. A Goa'uld should not feel these things; they should not worry about how the host feels. Genetic memories take care of any caring emotion.
'But you do,' said a voice in the back of her head that could only be one person.
Meanwhile in a VIP room at the SGC
Jonas sat on his bed thinking about Jessica. She would be 18 and according to Daniel, the only person who knew about his feelings for her, it would be okay to tell her how he felt. Not that he would have right away. Thinking about it he most likely would have waited and tried many times and been stopped by the thought of bodily harm by Jack and rejection from her. I mean he was 10 years older.
But, he would have tried. If she were here, safe and sound away from Bryan would he try? In truth he should be happy for her that at least Bryan was back. If he cared he should be, he kept telling himself. But, how can you be happy for the person you love if said person was taken and was with the man you should hate.
He was being over dramatic. He knew that much. It wasn't as if she was ever his. He cared about her more than any friend should. And he knew he shouldn't.
'But you do,' said a voice in the back of his head that could only be one person.
Meanwhile in Daniel's lab
Daniel lately thought too much. 'We should have celebrated her birthday like we did Cassie's' thought Daniel. 'If only she had been here' he amended. The short time he had known Jesse he realized that she was a lot like Jack. Her eyes were the same and her hair was almost Jack's original color, if it wasn't for the nicely placed blonde streaks in her hair. She was funny, but get her started on science and she wouldn't stop until Jack put his hand over her mouth. She can say for crying out loud in 10 different languages. Or could.
She had Sam's smile and she didn't even dare try to hide it. Especially, when Lt. Simmons and Jonas were around. Simmons seemed to be blind to her charms instead looking at her mother, which really freaked Jesse out. Regardless, she made it her work to sway him to her side and give her mother a break from the eyes of Simmons. In a way, that creeped him out too.
Swaying away from the thought of never seeing Jesse again, he thought about Jonas and how he might be taking this. Why he was he didn't know. Maybe, it was Jonas' confession on why he always looked at Jesse extra carefully when she was with any guy. He was worse than Jack.
He really shouldn't think this. It was Jack's job to worry over it.
'But you do,' said a little voice in the back of his head that could only be one person.
Meanwhile at Jack O'Neill's house
Jack was drowning his sorrows and eating cake back at his house while the others had their time for reflection. He couldn't understand why everyone had lost hope, even Carter, who at this moment was most likely back at the base working on the machine that seemed to drain all hope from them back, leaving them at a dead end.
He hadn't lost all hope. He wouldn't fail her like Charlie. He wouldn't waste his second chance. That's what she was to him and he was to her. A second chance for her father; his second chance to be a father. A little mushy right, well you can't know what it's like for them, for him. These though there in his head and being thrown at no one at all.
He was alone. He doesn't want to close up like this again because he knows in his heart she will get though her entrapment. He didn't want to start to believe the clues in his head.
'But you do,' said a small voice in his head that could only be one person.
Meanwhile in another section of Alador's ship
Alador worries about Har'mon all the time. She is young and incapable of handling what is being put in front of her. He truly loved, and still does love her. He will protect her with his life. It is forbidden for two Goa'uld to mate, for fear they would create a human child. But, what would come would come. They have forever to spend together.
He should not care. He should not she her in that light. The Goa'uld should not love.
'But you do,' said a voice that could only be one person.
In a moment of weakness Bryan came out, and softly breathed "Jesse." Before falling back to his Goa'uld state.
Chapter 7
Room on a ship of Har'mon and Alador
Har'mon sat in her room running a brush (or a Goa'uld version of it) though her hair. She was getting worried. Jesse O'Neill seemed to be a strong one. 'The choice was wise' Alador was always telling her, 'we can use her to get what we want' then he would lightly kiss her neck and walk away to do what ever he did. Her worries would carry away for the time being.
SG-1 was right she was no regular Goa'uld. She was young and naïve even with the memories of the Goa'uld she was sacred even the small piece of Jesse that was still active, actively working to overcome her captor, knew of what was going on.
She was too young, as she was right from the Jaffa pouch, to rule what other Goa'uld had left for her and her newly found love Alador. She touched the face that she had taken away from the woman that was born with it. A Goa'uld should not feel these things; they should not worry about how the host feels. Genetic memories take care of any caring emotion.
'But you do,' said a voice in the back of her head that could only be one person.
Meanwhile in a VIP room at the SGC
Jonas sat on his bed thinking about Jessica. She would be 18 and according to Daniel, the only person who knew about his feelings for her, it would be okay to tell her how he felt. Not that he would have right away. Thinking about it he most likely would have waited and tried many times and been stopped by the thought of bodily harm by Jack and rejection from her. I mean he was 10 years older.
But, he would have tried. If she were here, safe and sound away from Bryan would he try? In truth he should be happy for her that at least Bryan was back. If he cared he should be, he kept telling himself. But, how can you be happy for the person you love if said person was taken and was with the man you should hate.
He was being over dramatic. He knew that much. It wasn't as if she was ever his. He cared about her more than any friend should. And he knew he shouldn't.
'But you do,' said a voice in the back of his head that could only be one person.
Meanwhile in Daniel's lab
Daniel lately thought too much. 'We should have celebrated her birthday like we did Cassie's' thought Daniel. 'If only she had been here' he amended. The short time he had known Jesse he realized that she was a lot like Jack. Her eyes were the same and her hair was almost Jack's original color, if it wasn't for the nicely placed blonde streaks in her hair. She was funny, but get her started on science and she wouldn't stop until Jack put his hand over her mouth. She can say for crying out loud in 10 different languages. Or could.
She had Sam's smile and she didn't even dare try to hide it. Especially, when Lt. Simmons and Jonas were around. Simmons seemed to be blind to her charms instead looking at her mother, which really freaked Jesse out. Regardless, she made it her work to sway him to her side and give her mother a break from the eyes of Simmons. In a way, that creeped him out too.
Swaying away from the thought of never seeing Jesse again, he thought about Jonas and how he might be taking this. Why he was he didn't know. Maybe, it was Jonas' confession on why he always looked at Jesse extra carefully when she was with any guy. He was worse than Jack.
He really shouldn't think this. It was Jack's job to worry over it.
'But you do,' said a little voice in the back of his head that could only be one person.
Meanwhile at Jack O'Neill's house
Jack was drowning his sorrows and eating cake back at his house while the others had their time for reflection. He couldn't understand why everyone had lost hope, even Carter, who at this moment was most likely back at the base working on the machine that seemed to drain all hope from them back, leaving them at a dead end.
He hadn't lost all hope. He wouldn't fail her like Charlie. He wouldn't waste his second chance. That's what she was to him and he was to her. A second chance for her father; his second chance to be a father. A little mushy right, well you can't know what it's like for them, for him. These though there in his head and being thrown at no one at all.
He was alone. He doesn't want to close up like this again because he knows in his heart she will get though her entrapment. He didn't want to start to believe the clues in his head.
'But you do,' said a small voice in his head that could only be one person.
Meanwhile in another section of Alador's ship
Alador worries about Har'mon all the time. She is young and incapable of handling what is being put in front of her. He truly loved, and still does love her. He will protect her with his life. It is forbidden for two Goa'uld to mate, for fear they would create a human child. But, what would come would come. They have forever to spend together.
He should not care. He should not she her in that light. The Goa'uld should not love.
'But you do,' said a voice that could only be one person.
In a moment of weakness Bryan came out, and softly breathed "Jesse." Before falling back to his Goa'uld state.
