Fallen
Chapter Twelve
Confrontations
Kira awoke abruptly bolting upright at the sound of banging on her door. Her regretted it immediately when her head started pounding from a headache, not that she was surprised from the lack of sleep she had. She moaned loudly and slowly inched her way off the bed, grabbing absently for a robe to cover her nightgown.
When she opened the door she saw four smiling hobbits. "'Ello Lady Kira, how are you this 'morn?" Sam asked brightly.
Kira smiled and rubbed her left temple absently. "I am good Sam, thank you"
"You look tired. Are you okay? Did you get enough sleep?" Merry asked curiously.
"I'm fine Merry, just a small headache, I didn't sleep very well. It was late before I actually went to sleep." She explained.
"Why where you up so late?" Pippin asked becoming curious as well.
Kira smiled and shook her head. "It's okay guys you don't need to worry, I'll be fine. And Pip I don't know I just didn't get to bed until late." She said. "Now if you excuse me I'll be out momentarily, I just need to get dressed."
"Okay Kira we will just wait out here for you?" asked Frodo.
Kira nodded and started to close the door slowly. "All right Frodo. I'll be out in a minute." She said and closed the door with a sigh.
Kira got dressed quickly, choosing simple brown breeches and a soft green tunic. When she opened the door she noticed the hobbits were all sitting on the floor cross-legged awaiting her. She smiled because they where all sitting in a circle in the middle of the hall. Seemingly unaware that they where doing so.
"Alright guys, I'm ready. Shall we go?" Kira said pushing down the urge to giggle.
The four hobbits looked up at her and smiled, nodding in agreement. They all slowly made their way to the dinning hall.
It wasn't until they were all seated in their usual place till Kira remembered her complete conversation with Nathan the night before. And how she had said it was okay for him to join them for breakfast. She bit her lip nervously and waited. A part of her hoping that maybe he forgot or that something came up and he couldn't make it.
Aragorn and Arwen walked in together and smiled. Arwen took a seat next to Kira. "Hello Kira, how are you today?" she asked smiling.
"A little tired but other wise I am fine, thank you. How are you?" Kira replied.
"I feel wonderful, thank you."
Legolas and Boromir walked in and sat close by. Soon so did Gimli, which surprised Kira a little since the dwarf hadn't usually joined them for breakfast before. Kira was laughing and talking with Arwen when she noticed most of the room go silent. Soon she followed suit and looked to the door, where everyone else was staring.
There at the doorway stood Nathan and he looked very uncomfortable. He smiled at Kira and gave a small wave. This caused several people to turn and give her questioning looks. He walked towards her and sat across from her, beside Legolas who didn't seem to like this arrangement at all. And he shifted uncomfortably, flicking an irritated glance to Nathan.
Kira seem to be suddenly mesmerized by her plate and she was currently playing with her food. She hazarded a peep at her brother who smiled kindly to her, then.
"Lord Nathan? What are you doing in here? I though Lord Elrond said that you where not allowed in here if Kira was here, unless she gave permission." Arwen said with forced politeness.
Kira closed her eyes tightly and. "I gave him permission." She said ever so quietly.
Arwen and Legolas heard her though and Arwen's jaw dropped. Legolas was staring a hole through her with a shocked expression on his face. "why would you do that?" he asked slowly.
Kira looked up and met his gaze. "We talked last night. He apologized for his actions and I forgave him." she said calmly.
Legolas turned and face Nathan slowly. "Are you?" he asked.
Nathan looked at him. "Am I what?" he said.
"Are you truly sorry for your actions? Because I wonder, how will you be when we leave here?" Legolas asked tilting his head slightly.
Everyone seemed to be gazing intently at Nathan. He in turn looked briefly at his sister who looked like she was about to have an emotional breakdown. He looked tiredly at Legolas and took a breath. "I have already apologized to Kira for my actions. We spent most of last night discussing what happened. She has forgiven me my mistake and I only hope I can begin to deserve it. But I am here to try." He said slowly staring the elf in the eye. His eyes flicked over all in the room, but it lingered on Aragorn who didn't seem convinced of his regret. He looked down then back up at the figure seated across from him. She was still staring down at her plate and was fiddling with some fruit. He noticed a single tear slowly glide down her cheek but she quickly wiped it away. She glanced back up at him her eyes where filled with confusion, Pain and weariness. She gave him a weak smile and bit her lip.
Kira looked into the eyes of her brother and gave him a tired smile. She knew this was going to happen she sighed and looked at Legolas. "Legolas, please. Can you stop?" she asked, her voice cracked from fatigue.
Legolas looked to her and saw the pleading look in her eyes. She looked like she was ready to bolt at any moment. She looked tired and pained. He nodded and smiled reassuringly. "If it is your wish, yes I will stop. Though I feel I must say this, I do not think he is deserving of your forgiveness Kira. At least not yet." He said.
Kira put down the fruit she was eating at turned to the hobbits hoping to change the subject. She was tired of this topic it was exhausting and too emotional for her. She didn't want to deal with these things anymore she didn't understand why everyone couldn't just let it be. She gave the hobbits a small smile. "So, what would you all like to do today." She asked hopeful that they would help her change the flow of the conversation.
They seemed to take the hint. Or at least Frodo did, "maybe just walk around?" Frodo suggested. "We haven't gone wandering around in a long while." He pointed out.
Pippin joined in noticing the tension in the room as well. "Yes," he said hopefully. "We haven't done that in the longest time. Oh, lets go walk around. Please Kira? Please?" he said in a slightly begging tone.
Nathan watched the exchange between the hobbits and his sister with a shadow of a smile on his face. He was glad she had friends she could spend time with. Just as long as all her time wasn't spent with Elladan he would be happy, though he was now trying to at least tolerate the elf. For his sister sake and her emotional well-being. He knew she was probably sick of the fighting and accusations that he kept throwing around. He would try to give the elf she seemed to love so much a chance, a chance to prove him wrong.
Kira smiled and nodded. "Alright so it's a plan then?" she asked raising an eyebrow? "After breakfast we go out and wander around for a bit." She said.
The hobbits nodded excitedly in agreement and ate a little faster on their parts. Just so they could go out and 'explore' sooner. Frodo knew she was trying to get away from the tension in this room more than anything else. But he didn't say this out loud, for he knew she would deny it.
***
So here they where the four hobbits and Kira, lost yet again in the gardens of Rivendell. Kira was still confused as to how they could get lost every single time they went out on one of these 'exploring' adventures.
Pippin was rambling on about god knew what. Kira had tuned out, she was busy off in her own little world thinking about what she had gotten herself into with this quest. Right now she was wondering how she'd even survive long enough to get to Lothlorien. For from what Aragorn, Legolas and Boromir had told her about what they where going to face on this thing. Her surviving long enough seemed doubtful.
Yet a small part of her had ceased caring. She didn't know if she wanted to go home. She had found her true love, the soul she was meant to be with. And it wasn't back on her earth. She was almost sure that she no longer wanted to leave this world. But then another part of her, the rational, or so she thought, part of her. Knew she didn't truly belong here. Her family was probably worried sick about her and wondering what had happened.
All they knew was that they had thrown a birthday party for their daughter and she had disappear along with her brother and Anthony. And she had been gone a little over a month now. She felt bad for wanting to stay. Wanting to stay and leave her family behind and let them continue worrying.
Suddenly they all stopped and Kira pulled herself out of her trance and looked around, confused.
"Okay, where are we? I don't remember ever being here before." Sam said.
"Well, that's because all these gardens look relatively the same. We've probably been here a thousand times, but never noticed." Frodo answered.
Then they heard someone chuckling and Kira turned, along with the hobbits, to see Legolas and Elrohir smiling at them. Trying unsuccessfully to suppress their laughter. "Lost again are we? Shame on you for dragging poor Kira along to get lost with you." Elrohir said, mock scolding the four hobbits.
"It's not our fault, she said she would come with us. She could've said no we didn't force her." Pip said puffing slightly.
Kira just smiled and shook her head. She looked at the two elves, both of which looked perfectly happy to continue teasing them. Kira rolled her eyes and turned around to face the hobbits again. "Oh well come on now, we don't have to stand here and listen to them tease us relentlessly, do we?" she asked arching an eyebrow as she glanced over her shoulder back to the two sniggering elves.
"No we do not, you are quite right Lady Kira. Come on then lets leave these two to find some other people to annoy." Frodo said and started walking down a narrow path.
The other followed and Pippin stuck his tongue out at Legolas and Elrohir before turning and tugging Kira by the sleeve and following the others. Kira shot a smile at the two before complying in following the little ones.
In a moment she was aware of the two elves pursuing them. Again the hobbits stopped and turned this time when. "Wait." Legolas called out.
They all turned, except Kira who was burying a smile. She faced down the trail and continued walking, if very slowly, down it.
"May Elrohir and I join you?" he asked. His eyes following the retreating form of Kira before flicking down back to the halflings.
"Sure, why not?" Frodo shrugged and glanced to the other hobbits to see if they agreed. They all nodded and shrugged and well.
The hobbits started walking again and Elrohir stayed and walked with them. While Legolas jogged up ahead to catch up with Kira.
"Kira, wait up." He called out once he spotted her walking slowly into a small clearing.
Kira stopped and turned slowly smiling warmly. "Decided to join the group of the lost have you?" she said her eyes sparkling.
Legolas arched an eyebrow, a smiled ever slightly tugging at the edges of his lips. "Well I haven't really join this group of the lost, as you put it," he said. "For I am not lost. I know my way around this place, even if you do not."
"Indeed. Well then maybe we best wait for the others here so we could all benefit form you immense knowledge." She said her face growing serious and she arched an eyebrow.
He looked to the forest floor and his shoulder trembled with pent up laughter. He looked back up at her after composing himself enough, with smiling eyes and a shadow of a grin on his face. "All right we shall." He said and grabbed her arm pulling her gently to a small bench and pushing her into a sitting position.
Kira looked at him narrowing her eyes and smiling only a little. They sat next to each other for a few moments before they both realized that the hobbits must have taken a different path and gotten Elrohir to bring them back to the main building. Kira closed her eyes and took a deep breath. The air here was so fresh and clean.
"Kira? May I ask you something?" Legolas said quietly eyeing her carefully.
Kira opened her eyes a looked at him understandingly. "Well that would depend on what it is you wish to ask me, wouldn't it?" she answered.
Legolas smiled thoughtfully. "I wish to know why you have forgiven your brother so easily? You know he will only continue trying to tear you and Elladan apart, he does not approve of your relationship and I don't think one small nighttime talk will dissuade him." Legolas said after a minor hesitation.
Kira remained silently, unsure of how exactly to answer that. She frowned and bit her lip in thought. She looked him in the eyes and shrugged giving a fragile smile. "I have to forgive him. He is my brother, he is family. I love him and I wish, no I need to believe he will at least make an effort to be civil to Elladan. He knows how I feel and that I will not change my mind." She paused sighing quietly to herself. "I don't know how he will be once we start out on the quest but I highly doubt he will have the time to focus on my love life." She finished.
Legolas nodded silently. He regarded her contemplatively and smiled. "If that is your decision then I guess I have no other choice than to accept It." he said after awhile. And with that he rose and offered her his arm.
She smiled and took it and they walked off in the general direction of the main buildings. They walked in silence just keeping each other company. Once they reached one of the buildings they walked up the steps and made their way to the dinning hall slowly, for it was almost time for lunch now.
***
Kira smiled across the table at Elladan, a slight blush tinting her cheeks. Nathan sat at her left side and Legolas at her right. Elladan sat across from her and smiled back tentatively. Him and Nathan had avoided looking, or speaking directly at each other all afternoon. 'It's better than them fighting I guess.' Kira thought.
Nathan, it seemed had decided to join them all for lunch as well. He was at this moment having a discussion with Anthony and Boromir. The three had apparently become fast friends. They where talking of swordplay and which was their weapon of choice. Kira sighed and looked back to Elladan and bit her lip. She had finished eating a while ago and was now just staying for the company. She was bored and it wasn't like there was anything else to do.
"Lady Kira? Are you finished? Can we go to the archery range now? I wish to watch you practice." Pippin asked.
Kira sighed and gave Elladan a pleading looked. She was tired and just wanted some quiet. Elladan smiled understandingly to her and nodded. "I am sorry master Pippin but Kira has promised the rest of her day to me." He said
Pippin looked very disappointed but gave Kira a small nod and shrug. "Oh, okay then." He said dejectedly.
Kira gave him a gentle smile. "I'm sorry Pip, maybe some other time? Tomorrow perhaps?" she suggested.
He smiled brightly and nodded. "Okay, after lunch tomorrow? And after breakfast can we go walking again?" he asked hopefully.
Kira just shook her head and chuckled. "Sure Pip. Why not." She said.
Soon everyone had done and Nathan turned to his sister and smiled. "Kira do you mind if I now take my leave? Anthony and I have promised Lord Boromir we would go spar with him after lunch." He said.
Kira nodded and smiled tenderly. "It is okay Nathan. Have fun, and be careful." She added smiling at him as he rose.
"Always dear Kira, always." And he bent forward and kissed the top of her head lightly. "Goodbye for now. I hope you enjoy the rest of your day." He said flicking his gaze towards Elladan briefly. He then turned his full attention to Elladan and gave him a slight bow of his head and arching an eyebrow. "I hope you have a good day Lord Elladan. Treat my sister well." He said studying him thoughtfully.
Elladan arched his own slender eyebrow and inclined his head in recognition and gave a thin smile. "I plan to Lord Nathan. Thank you." he said analyzing the man before him carefully.
Nathan turned back to Kira and smiled then turned and walked to where Anthony and Boromir waited for him at the doorway. Anthony gave Kira a small wave and smiled as she waved back, then they all left the dinning room to go spar.
"Shall we go melamin?" she heard Elladan ask her softly.
Kira snapped out of her daze and smiled at him. "Yes if you wish. I am finished here." she said motioning to her empty plate.
Kira said goodbye to Legolas and the hobbits and then got up and follow then elf she loved out the door. They walked together quietly in thought through the beauty of Rivendell. They paused by a large magnificent fountain. She sat down on the edge and dipped her fingers into the cool water. Closing her eyes she took a deep meditative sigh and smiled to herself.
Elladan watched as she sat at the fountain. The way the afternoon sun shone off her hair it seemed to him to look on fire. He walked closer and sat beside her, he took a loose strand of her scarlet hair in between his fingers and tucked it behind her ear. They sat quietly just sitting together comfortably. Kira trembled slightly as he touched her. And she turned to face him, her eyes searching.
He leaned forward a little and gave her a soft kiss. Then he pulled back slightly to look her in the eyes. "You know I would never do anything to cause you harm, don't you?" he said penetrating her soul with his gaze.
Kira leaned forward herself and gave him a delicate kiss. She met his gaze as she pulled away and smiled faintly. "Yes, I know this. Unfortunately my brother is not as convinced as I. But he has promised me that he would try and be kinder to you." She said finally.
"When did he promise this?" Elladan asked.
Kira bit her lip nervously. She knew he wouldn't be happy about him coming to her room late at night, or that she had done this alone. Knowing what he had done before. "He came to my room last night. He apologized for what he did. And I told him that I wouldn't stand for his interference any more. He said he would try and make an effort my love. I do believe him, he is my brother and I need to believe him." she answered.
Elladan looked down to the waters of the fountain and dipped his own fingers into the cool waters, he let the fish swim up and kiss his fingertips begging for any stray morsels. Kira watched him silently as he visibly stiffened and his jaw hardened. She looked down and took his hand in hers. She brought it slowly to her face and tenderly kissed his fingers and nuzzled his hand to her cheek. Holding it there she met his gaze and let him kiss her. And only let out a small moan of approval as he deepened the kiss.
She pulled away soon though and leaned her forehead against his staring into his eyes with a faint smile on her lips. "I do not like that he came to your room so late at night. Or that you where alone with him without anyone's knowledge." He said at last exploring her wordlessly.
She closed her eyes and breathed deeply. "Please Elladan, for my sake, try and be kind as Nathan has promised me he would." Her voice was pleading and strained.
He touched her chin lightly, and he smiled at her as she opened her eyes and joined his. "For you melamin, anything. If you feel he will truly make an effort, then so will I." He said at length.
They sat like that for a while. Just sitting at the edge of the fountain and staring into each other's eyes lovingly. No more words where spoken, none where needed. They knew how each felt and what each was thinking. After some time they got up wordlessly, and walked back to the main building.
***
Nathan was walking through one of the gardens of Rivendell quietly thinking to himself. It was dark out, but it was also sort of late. The moonlight lit his path. He was thinking of his sister and what it was about Elladan that he mistrusted so much. He was so deep in thought that he did not notice the figure watching him leaning against a tree, not until he spoke.
"Hello Lord Nathan. How are you this fine eve?"
Nathan spun around quickly and stared hard at the form before him. "Good evening Lord Elladan." Nathan said hesitantly. "I am fine thank you. How fare you?"
Elladan approached him slowly and studied him thoughtfully before replying. "I am good."
Nathan arched an eyebrow at the elf standing in front of him and sighed to himself. He decided to be blunt, and just come out with it. "I do not understand why you say you love my sister Lord Elladan. For I am sure it is clearly obvious to you I disapprove of your relationship. My sister had fallen hard for you sir, and I simply do not wish to see her get hurt. I do not know how someone who is immortal and could have his pick of magnificently beautiful elvish maidens, would pick my sister. A ordinary human woman, a mortal." He said.
Elladan regarded him attentively and sighed. "I think you should give your sister more credit Lord Nathan. For in my eyes she is the fairest maiden I have ever met, both in physicality and in soul. Before I met her I did not think I would ever meet the one I was meant for. I love her with all my heart and soul, I can only hope you believe me. For I know that, although she would most likely deny it, she needs your approval. She would not push me away without it, but she would be greatly disappointed and hurt. I do not want to see her such." Elladan responded.
Nathan closed his eyes and his shoulders slumped slightly. "I am tired Lord Elladan. I am tired of fighting." He straightened and looked the elf in the eyes. He nodded to himself and gave a feeble smile. "I do not know what my word may be worth to you my Lord, but for what it is worth. I am sorry for the way I have treated you, and accused you of seducing my sister. I know that this was not the case, I am sorry for any pain or tension I may have caused you relationship with her. And I promise to try and be more accommodating of you involvement with Kira, for her sake." He finished, still staring the elf in the eyes, letting him search them for any sign that he may be false.
Elladan searched Nathan eyes carefully. Finding nothing but sorrow and regret there he smiled soothingly and nodded his agreement. "I believe you Nathan and for what it may be worth to you. I do forgive you as well, but I do hope you may find it in your heart to accept my feelings for Kira. Though I realize it may not be anytime soon." He added smiling slightly.
Nathan couldn't help but smile back he let go a breath he hadn't realized he was holding. It felt like a weight had been lifted. He and Elladan had been civil if not down right courteous to one another. He was glad that Elladan agreed with him that they should make some sort of effort to get along for Kira's sake.
Elladan and Nathan walked mostly in silence back to the dwellings, but they did make small talk and got along fairly well. Elladan walked Nathan back to his room and bowed his head respectfully as he made for the door. "Good night Lord Nathan. Should we expect you at breakfast tomorrow? And lunch?" he asked curiously.
Nathan turned and looked at Elladan for a moment before answering. "If it is alright with you, yes, I think I may just do that." He replied.
Elladan nodded quickly and smiled politely. "I will see you tomorrow then?"
Nathan smiled back and nodded. "I guess you will. Good night Lord Elladan."
"Good night Lord Nathan."
***
Whew! It took me FOREVER to write that confrontation between Elladan and Nathan out. Man.*wipes forehead with sleeve* that was really hard to write. So you better enjoy that Damnit! I hope you appreciate how long that all took to think out, then to actually find away to get it out in writing. And at least it was longer than my last chapter (though not as long as some of my others). I'm not quite sure yet, but the next chapter MIGHT just be the last one of them in Rivendell. So get ready for a tear-jerking farewell for Elladan and Kira. Though they may meet again *cough* hint *cough*. In my own opinion that chapter was a little bit boring, this is why I MAY make the next one the last Rivendell chapie, cause they are getting so mush harder to write (the Rivendell scenes I mean). Like how many walks can a person go on in one place? And how many time cans the hobbits and Kira go on said walks and still get lost, before it gets kind of tiresome? Anyway just random thoughts from the authoress. Hope you all like this chapter, like I said it WAS VERY HARD TO WRITE!
Disclaimer: okay now, is this really necessary? I mean what kind of idiot would think that little ol' me actually own lotr? The only things I own are Kira, Nathan and Anthony.
Tara: Yep ice cream rocks! Yes he did redeem himself slightly in that chapter. What about this one? I really tried to have him make up for his past actions in this chapter. Did it work? Yes, he is wrong in the way he was going about trying to protect Kira. He does still have issues with her and Elladan, even though he is trying to bury his mistrust. It'll bubble, just give it time *cough* hint *cough*.
Dancingfae: well you know what they say? 'Great minds think alike'. Yes he will cause more trouble that much I can tell you. Though it wont be for a while yet, so put your mind at ease. Thank you, I'm glad you didn't think it was to short. It was a very difficult chapter to write. And I thought there might have been more I could add, but you are right, I would probably have been too much. I read your new chapter, hope you can get another up soon, I'll be waiting. *Twiddles her thumbs*
Fly Without Wings: Thank you I am glad. *Smile*
Corrina: I'm happy you liked them both. 12 was hard to write, and 11 was just evil. I have several choices on my hands where that comes in. I can tell you my choices, though I'm not going to say which one I have decided on (or even if I have decided on one yet). Okay well a) she could go home and be miserable because she would have a broken heart because she left Elladan and she knows he would fade from grief. b) Remain in ME with Elladan but still feel guilty at leaving her family behind and knowing her mother and father would be completely broken not knowing where she was (cause lets face it if I sent Nathan and Anthony home and not her and you where Nathan's parents. Would you believe the whole 'but mom I fell into another world and Kira fell in love and stayed behind' story?). Or there's c) or I could kill her off, you know in one of the bigger battles. Like Helms Deep or Pelennor Fields, or maybe the battle at the black gate? Hmmmm, choices choices. I'm delighted you like Kira and Elladan as a couple. I think that too.
MaverickGirl: All right so I know that, that update was soon enough. And that you like it (of which I am grateful). Is this also a soon enough update?
Nox: yep, I needed him to redeem himself. I didn't want to have him and Kira all forlorn with one another for the whole trip. This soon enough for ya?
PyroPixie: Yep as you read this chapter you'll see him making a genuine effort to be civil to Elladan. Mostly for Kira's sake though, not necessarily cause he believes it. Yes he was hurting her, but he makes up for it a little more with every chapter doesn't he? Woohoo! Go Nathan! Way to make for past actions!
Aright so that's the end of that *sighs of relief can be heard from around the room*. So what do you all think? I'm dying for your input.please review.*pouts* *gives puppy-dog eyes* *bats eyelashes*. Okay here's what my reviewers have been waiting for. *Tosses out a bunch of different cookies, most of which are chocolate, chocolate chip* MmmmMmmm chocolate, chocolate chip. *Drool*. To PyroPixie, Nox, Tara, MaverickGirl and Dancingfae. *Hands out various flavors of ice cream and pop to the above mentioned reviewers*. Please R&R I live for the reviews, they are my life's blood.please review. It's been raining almost non-stop here. I saw in the news, the weather guy said that in the past 32 days we've only had one day without rain. Stupid rain, don't get me wrong. I LOVE rain, normally, but there's only so much of it a person can take. Okay that's enough I'm going now.
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Confrontations
Kira awoke abruptly bolting upright at the sound of banging on her door. Her regretted it immediately when her head started pounding from a headache, not that she was surprised from the lack of sleep she had. She moaned loudly and slowly inched her way off the bed, grabbing absently for a robe to cover her nightgown.
When she opened the door she saw four smiling hobbits. "'Ello Lady Kira, how are you this 'morn?" Sam asked brightly.
Kira smiled and rubbed her left temple absently. "I am good Sam, thank you"
"You look tired. Are you okay? Did you get enough sleep?" Merry asked curiously.
"I'm fine Merry, just a small headache, I didn't sleep very well. It was late before I actually went to sleep." She explained.
"Why where you up so late?" Pippin asked becoming curious as well.
Kira smiled and shook her head. "It's okay guys you don't need to worry, I'll be fine. And Pip I don't know I just didn't get to bed until late." She said. "Now if you excuse me I'll be out momentarily, I just need to get dressed."
"Okay Kira we will just wait out here for you?" asked Frodo.
Kira nodded and started to close the door slowly. "All right Frodo. I'll be out in a minute." She said and closed the door with a sigh.
Kira got dressed quickly, choosing simple brown breeches and a soft green tunic. When she opened the door she noticed the hobbits were all sitting on the floor cross-legged awaiting her. She smiled because they where all sitting in a circle in the middle of the hall. Seemingly unaware that they where doing so.
"Alright guys, I'm ready. Shall we go?" Kira said pushing down the urge to giggle.
The four hobbits looked up at her and smiled, nodding in agreement. They all slowly made their way to the dinning hall.
It wasn't until they were all seated in their usual place till Kira remembered her complete conversation with Nathan the night before. And how she had said it was okay for him to join them for breakfast. She bit her lip nervously and waited. A part of her hoping that maybe he forgot or that something came up and he couldn't make it.
Aragorn and Arwen walked in together and smiled. Arwen took a seat next to Kira. "Hello Kira, how are you today?" she asked smiling.
"A little tired but other wise I am fine, thank you. How are you?" Kira replied.
"I feel wonderful, thank you."
Legolas and Boromir walked in and sat close by. Soon so did Gimli, which surprised Kira a little since the dwarf hadn't usually joined them for breakfast before. Kira was laughing and talking with Arwen when she noticed most of the room go silent. Soon she followed suit and looked to the door, where everyone else was staring.
There at the doorway stood Nathan and he looked very uncomfortable. He smiled at Kira and gave a small wave. This caused several people to turn and give her questioning looks. He walked towards her and sat across from her, beside Legolas who didn't seem to like this arrangement at all. And he shifted uncomfortably, flicking an irritated glance to Nathan.
Kira seem to be suddenly mesmerized by her plate and she was currently playing with her food. She hazarded a peep at her brother who smiled kindly to her, then.
"Lord Nathan? What are you doing in here? I though Lord Elrond said that you where not allowed in here if Kira was here, unless she gave permission." Arwen said with forced politeness.
Kira closed her eyes tightly and. "I gave him permission." She said ever so quietly.
Arwen and Legolas heard her though and Arwen's jaw dropped. Legolas was staring a hole through her with a shocked expression on his face. "why would you do that?" he asked slowly.
Kira looked up and met his gaze. "We talked last night. He apologized for his actions and I forgave him." she said calmly.
Legolas turned and face Nathan slowly. "Are you?" he asked.
Nathan looked at him. "Am I what?" he said.
"Are you truly sorry for your actions? Because I wonder, how will you be when we leave here?" Legolas asked tilting his head slightly.
Everyone seemed to be gazing intently at Nathan. He in turn looked briefly at his sister who looked like she was about to have an emotional breakdown. He looked tiredly at Legolas and took a breath. "I have already apologized to Kira for my actions. We spent most of last night discussing what happened. She has forgiven me my mistake and I only hope I can begin to deserve it. But I am here to try." He said slowly staring the elf in the eye. His eyes flicked over all in the room, but it lingered on Aragorn who didn't seem convinced of his regret. He looked down then back up at the figure seated across from him. She was still staring down at her plate and was fiddling with some fruit. He noticed a single tear slowly glide down her cheek but she quickly wiped it away. She glanced back up at him her eyes where filled with confusion, Pain and weariness. She gave him a weak smile and bit her lip.
Kira looked into the eyes of her brother and gave him a tired smile. She knew this was going to happen she sighed and looked at Legolas. "Legolas, please. Can you stop?" she asked, her voice cracked from fatigue.
Legolas looked to her and saw the pleading look in her eyes. She looked like she was ready to bolt at any moment. She looked tired and pained. He nodded and smiled reassuringly. "If it is your wish, yes I will stop. Though I feel I must say this, I do not think he is deserving of your forgiveness Kira. At least not yet." He said.
Kira put down the fruit she was eating at turned to the hobbits hoping to change the subject. She was tired of this topic it was exhausting and too emotional for her. She didn't want to deal with these things anymore she didn't understand why everyone couldn't just let it be. She gave the hobbits a small smile. "So, what would you all like to do today." She asked hopeful that they would help her change the flow of the conversation.
They seemed to take the hint. Or at least Frodo did, "maybe just walk around?" Frodo suggested. "We haven't gone wandering around in a long while." He pointed out.
Pippin joined in noticing the tension in the room as well. "Yes," he said hopefully. "We haven't done that in the longest time. Oh, lets go walk around. Please Kira? Please?" he said in a slightly begging tone.
Nathan watched the exchange between the hobbits and his sister with a shadow of a smile on his face. He was glad she had friends she could spend time with. Just as long as all her time wasn't spent with Elladan he would be happy, though he was now trying to at least tolerate the elf. For his sister sake and her emotional well-being. He knew she was probably sick of the fighting and accusations that he kept throwing around. He would try to give the elf she seemed to love so much a chance, a chance to prove him wrong.
Kira smiled and nodded. "Alright so it's a plan then?" she asked raising an eyebrow? "After breakfast we go out and wander around for a bit." She said.
The hobbits nodded excitedly in agreement and ate a little faster on their parts. Just so they could go out and 'explore' sooner. Frodo knew she was trying to get away from the tension in this room more than anything else. But he didn't say this out loud, for he knew she would deny it.
***
So here they where the four hobbits and Kira, lost yet again in the gardens of Rivendell. Kira was still confused as to how they could get lost every single time they went out on one of these 'exploring' adventures.
Pippin was rambling on about god knew what. Kira had tuned out, she was busy off in her own little world thinking about what she had gotten herself into with this quest. Right now she was wondering how she'd even survive long enough to get to Lothlorien. For from what Aragorn, Legolas and Boromir had told her about what they where going to face on this thing. Her surviving long enough seemed doubtful.
Yet a small part of her had ceased caring. She didn't know if she wanted to go home. She had found her true love, the soul she was meant to be with. And it wasn't back on her earth. She was almost sure that she no longer wanted to leave this world. But then another part of her, the rational, or so she thought, part of her. Knew she didn't truly belong here. Her family was probably worried sick about her and wondering what had happened.
All they knew was that they had thrown a birthday party for their daughter and she had disappear along with her brother and Anthony. And she had been gone a little over a month now. She felt bad for wanting to stay. Wanting to stay and leave her family behind and let them continue worrying.
Suddenly they all stopped and Kira pulled herself out of her trance and looked around, confused.
"Okay, where are we? I don't remember ever being here before." Sam said.
"Well, that's because all these gardens look relatively the same. We've probably been here a thousand times, but never noticed." Frodo answered.
Then they heard someone chuckling and Kira turned, along with the hobbits, to see Legolas and Elrohir smiling at them. Trying unsuccessfully to suppress their laughter. "Lost again are we? Shame on you for dragging poor Kira along to get lost with you." Elrohir said, mock scolding the four hobbits.
"It's not our fault, she said she would come with us. She could've said no we didn't force her." Pip said puffing slightly.
Kira just smiled and shook her head. She looked at the two elves, both of which looked perfectly happy to continue teasing them. Kira rolled her eyes and turned around to face the hobbits again. "Oh well come on now, we don't have to stand here and listen to them tease us relentlessly, do we?" she asked arching an eyebrow as she glanced over her shoulder back to the two sniggering elves.
"No we do not, you are quite right Lady Kira. Come on then lets leave these two to find some other people to annoy." Frodo said and started walking down a narrow path.
The other followed and Pippin stuck his tongue out at Legolas and Elrohir before turning and tugging Kira by the sleeve and following the others. Kira shot a smile at the two before complying in following the little ones.
In a moment she was aware of the two elves pursuing them. Again the hobbits stopped and turned this time when. "Wait." Legolas called out.
They all turned, except Kira who was burying a smile. She faced down the trail and continued walking, if very slowly, down it.
"May Elrohir and I join you?" he asked. His eyes following the retreating form of Kira before flicking down back to the halflings.
"Sure, why not?" Frodo shrugged and glanced to the other hobbits to see if they agreed. They all nodded and shrugged and well.
The hobbits started walking again and Elrohir stayed and walked with them. While Legolas jogged up ahead to catch up with Kira.
"Kira, wait up." He called out once he spotted her walking slowly into a small clearing.
Kira stopped and turned slowly smiling warmly. "Decided to join the group of the lost have you?" she said her eyes sparkling.
Legolas arched an eyebrow, a smiled ever slightly tugging at the edges of his lips. "Well I haven't really join this group of the lost, as you put it," he said. "For I am not lost. I know my way around this place, even if you do not."
"Indeed. Well then maybe we best wait for the others here so we could all benefit form you immense knowledge." She said her face growing serious and she arched an eyebrow.
He looked to the forest floor and his shoulder trembled with pent up laughter. He looked back up at her after composing himself enough, with smiling eyes and a shadow of a grin on his face. "All right we shall." He said and grabbed her arm pulling her gently to a small bench and pushing her into a sitting position.
Kira looked at him narrowing her eyes and smiling only a little. They sat next to each other for a few moments before they both realized that the hobbits must have taken a different path and gotten Elrohir to bring them back to the main building. Kira closed her eyes and took a deep breath. The air here was so fresh and clean.
"Kira? May I ask you something?" Legolas said quietly eyeing her carefully.
Kira opened her eyes a looked at him understandingly. "Well that would depend on what it is you wish to ask me, wouldn't it?" she answered.
Legolas smiled thoughtfully. "I wish to know why you have forgiven your brother so easily? You know he will only continue trying to tear you and Elladan apart, he does not approve of your relationship and I don't think one small nighttime talk will dissuade him." Legolas said after a minor hesitation.
Kira remained silently, unsure of how exactly to answer that. She frowned and bit her lip in thought. She looked him in the eyes and shrugged giving a fragile smile. "I have to forgive him. He is my brother, he is family. I love him and I wish, no I need to believe he will at least make an effort to be civil to Elladan. He knows how I feel and that I will not change my mind." She paused sighing quietly to herself. "I don't know how he will be once we start out on the quest but I highly doubt he will have the time to focus on my love life." She finished.
Legolas nodded silently. He regarded her contemplatively and smiled. "If that is your decision then I guess I have no other choice than to accept It." he said after awhile. And with that he rose and offered her his arm.
She smiled and took it and they walked off in the general direction of the main buildings. They walked in silence just keeping each other company. Once they reached one of the buildings they walked up the steps and made their way to the dinning hall slowly, for it was almost time for lunch now.
***
Kira smiled across the table at Elladan, a slight blush tinting her cheeks. Nathan sat at her left side and Legolas at her right. Elladan sat across from her and smiled back tentatively. Him and Nathan had avoided looking, or speaking directly at each other all afternoon. 'It's better than them fighting I guess.' Kira thought.
Nathan, it seemed had decided to join them all for lunch as well. He was at this moment having a discussion with Anthony and Boromir. The three had apparently become fast friends. They where talking of swordplay and which was their weapon of choice. Kira sighed and looked back to Elladan and bit her lip. She had finished eating a while ago and was now just staying for the company. She was bored and it wasn't like there was anything else to do.
"Lady Kira? Are you finished? Can we go to the archery range now? I wish to watch you practice." Pippin asked.
Kira sighed and gave Elladan a pleading looked. She was tired and just wanted some quiet. Elladan smiled understandingly to her and nodded. "I am sorry master Pippin but Kira has promised the rest of her day to me." He said
Pippin looked very disappointed but gave Kira a small nod and shrug. "Oh, okay then." He said dejectedly.
Kira gave him a gentle smile. "I'm sorry Pip, maybe some other time? Tomorrow perhaps?" she suggested.
He smiled brightly and nodded. "Okay, after lunch tomorrow? And after breakfast can we go walking again?" he asked hopefully.
Kira just shook her head and chuckled. "Sure Pip. Why not." She said.
Soon everyone had done and Nathan turned to his sister and smiled. "Kira do you mind if I now take my leave? Anthony and I have promised Lord Boromir we would go spar with him after lunch." He said.
Kira nodded and smiled tenderly. "It is okay Nathan. Have fun, and be careful." She added smiling at him as he rose.
"Always dear Kira, always." And he bent forward and kissed the top of her head lightly. "Goodbye for now. I hope you enjoy the rest of your day." He said flicking his gaze towards Elladan briefly. He then turned his full attention to Elladan and gave him a slight bow of his head and arching an eyebrow. "I hope you have a good day Lord Elladan. Treat my sister well." He said studying him thoughtfully.
Elladan arched his own slender eyebrow and inclined his head in recognition and gave a thin smile. "I plan to Lord Nathan. Thank you." he said analyzing the man before him carefully.
Nathan turned back to Kira and smiled then turned and walked to where Anthony and Boromir waited for him at the doorway. Anthony gave Kira a small wave and smiled as she waved back, then they all left the dinning room to go spar.
"Shall we go melamin?" she heard Elladan ask her softly.
Kira snapped out of her daze and smiled at him. "Yes if you wish. I am finished here." she said motioning to her empty plate.
Kira said goodbye to Legolas and the hobbits and then got up and follow then elf she loved out the door. They walked together quietly in thought through the beauty of Rivendell. They paused by a large magnificent fountain. She sat down on the edge and dipped her fingers into the cool water. Closing her eyes she took a deep meditative sigh and smiled to herself.
Elladan watched as she sat at the fountain. The way the afternoon sun shone off her hair it seemed to him to look on fire. He walked closer and sat beside her, he took a loose strand of her scarlet hair in between his fingers and tucked it behind her ear. They sat quietly just sitting together comfortably. Kira trembled slightly as he touched her. And she turned to face him, her eyes searching.
He leaned forward a little and gave her a soft kiss. Then he pulled back slightly to look her in the eyes. "You know I would never do anything to cause you harm, don't you?" he said penetrating her soul with his gaze.
Kira leaned forward herself and gave him a delicate kiss. She met his gaze as she pulled away and smiled faintly. "Yes, I know this. Unfortunately my brother is not as convinced as I. But he has promised me that he would try and be kinder to you." She said finally.
"When did he promise this?" Elladan asked.
Kira bit her lip nervously. She knew he wouldn't be happy about him coming to her room late at night, or that she had done this alone. Knowing what he had done before. "He came to my room last night. He apologized for what he did. And I told him that I wouldn't stand for his interference any more. He said he would try and make an effort my love. I do believe him, he is my brother and I need to believe him." she answered.
Elladan looked down to the waters of the fountain and dipped his own fingers into the cool waters, he let the fish swim up and kiss his fingertips begging for any stray morsels. Kira watched him silently as he visibly stiffened and his jaw hardened. She looked down and took his hand in hers. She brought it slowly to her face and tenderly kissed his fingers and nuzzled his hand to her cheek. Holding it there she met his gaze and let him kiss her. And only let out a small moan of approval as he deepened the kiss.
She pulled away soon though and leaned her forehead against his staring into his eyes with a faint smile on her lips. "I do not like that he came to your room so late at night. Or that you where alone with him without anyone's knowledge." He said at last exploring her wordlessly.
She closed her eyes and breathed deeply. "Please Elladan, for my sake, try and be kind as Nathan has promised me he would." Her voice was pleading and strained.
He touched her chin lightly, and he smiled at her as she opened her eyes and joined his. "For you melamin, anything. If you feel he will truly make an effort, then so will I." He said at length.
They sat like that for a while. Just sitting at the edge of the fountain and staring into each other's eyes lovingly. No more words where spoken, none where needed. They knew how each felt and what each was thinking. After some time they got up wordlessly, and walked back to the main building.
***
Nathan was walking through one of the gardens of Rivendell quietly thinking to himself. It was dark out, but it was also sort of late. The moonlight lit his path. He was thinking of his sister and what it was about Elladan that he mistrusted so much. He was so deep in thought that he did not notice the figure watching him leaning against a tree, not until he spoke.
"Hello Lord Nathan. How are you this fine eve?"
Nathan spun around quickly and stared hard at the form before him. "Good evening Lord Elladan." Nathan said hesitantly. "I am fine thank you. How fare you?"
Elladan approached him slowly and studied him thoughtfully before replying. "I am good."
Nathan arched an eyebrow at the elf standing in front of him and sighed to himself. He decided to be blunt, and just come out with it. "I do not understand why you say you love my sister Lord Elladan. For I am sure it is clearly obvious to you I disapprove of your relationship. My sister had fallen hard for you sir, and I simply do not wish to see her get hurt. I do not know how someone who is immortal and could have his pick of magnificently beautiful elvish maidens, would pick my sister. A ordinary human woman, a mortal." He said.
Elladan regarded him attentively and sighed. "I think you should give your sister more credit Lord Nathan. For in my eyes she is the fairest maiden I have ever met, both in physicality and in soul. Before I met her I did not think I would ever meet the one I was meant for. I love her with all my heart and soul, I can only hope you believe me. For I know that, although she would most likely deny it, she needs your approval. She would not push me away without it, but she would be greatly disappointed and hurt. I do not want to see her such." Elladan responded.
Nathan closed his eyes and his shoulders slumped slightly. "I am tired Lord Elladan. I am tired of fighting." He straightened and looked the elf in the eyes. He nodded to himself and gave a feeble smile. "I do not know what my word may be worth to you my Lord, but for what it is worth. I am sorry for the way I have treated you, and accused you of seducing my sister. I know that this was not the case, I am sorry for any pain or tension I may have caused you relationship with her. And I promise to try and be more accommodating of you involvement with Kira, for her sake." He finished, still staring the elf in the eyes, letting him search them for any sign that he may be false.
Elladan searched Nathan eyes carefully. Finding nothing but sorrow and regret there he smiled soothingly and nodded his agreement. "I believe you Nathan and for what it may be worth to you. I do forgive you as well, but I do hope you may find it in your heart to accept my feelings for Kira. Though I realize it may not be anytime soon." He added smiling slightly.
Nathan couldn't help but smile back he let go a breath he hadn't realized he was holding. It felt like a weight had been lifted. He and Elladan had been civil if not down right courteous to one another. He was glad that Elladan agreed with him that they should make some sort of effort to get along for Kira's sake.
Elladan and Nathan walked mostly in silence back to the dwellings, but they did make small talk and got along fairly well. Elladan walked Nathan back to his room and bowed his head respectfully as he made for the door. "Good night Lord Nathan. Should we expect you at breakfast tomorrow? And lunch?" he asked curiously.
Nathan turned and looked at Elladan for a moment before answering. "If it is alright with you, yes, I think I may just do that." He replied.
Elladan nodded quickly and smiled politely. "I will see you tomorrow then?"
Nathan smiled back and nodded. "I guess you will. Good night Lord Elladan."
"Good night Lord Nathan."
***
Whew! It took me FOREVER to write that confrontation between Elladan and Nathan out. Man.*wipes forehead with sleeve* that was really hard to write. So you better enjoy that Damnit! I hope you appreciate how long that all took to think out, then to actually find away to get it out in writing. And at least it was longer than my last chapter (though not as long as some of my others). I'm not quite sure yet, but the next chapter MIGHT just be the last one of them in Rivendell. So get ready for a tear-jerking farewell for Elladan and Kira. Though they may meet again *cough* hint *cough*. In my own opinion that chapter was a little bit boring, this is why I MAY make the next one the last Rivendell chapie, cause they are getting so mush harder to write (the Rivendell scenes I mean). Like how many walks can a person go on in one place? And how many time cans the hobbits and Kira go on said walks and still get lost, before it gets kind of tiresome? Anyway just random thoughts from the authoress. Hope you all like this chapter, like I said it WAS VERY HARD TO WRITE!
Disclaimer: okay now, is this really necessary? I mean what kind of idiot would think that little ol' me actually own lotr? The only things I own are Kira, Nathan and Anthony.
Tara: Yep ice cream rocks! Yes he did redeem himself slightly in that chapter. What about this one? I really tried to have him make up for his past actions in this chapter. Did it work? Yes, he is wrong in the way he was going about trying to protect Kira. He does still have issues with her and Elladan, even though he is trying to bury his mistrust. It'll bubble, just give it time *cough* hint *cough*.
Dancingfae: well you know what they say? 'Great minds think alike'. Yes he will cause more trouble that much I can tell you. Though it wont be for a while yet, so put your mind at ease. Thank you, I'm glad you didn't think it was to short. It was a very difficult chapter to write. And I thought there might have been more I could add, but you are right, I would probably have been too much. I read your new chapter, hope you can get another up soon, I'll be waiting. *Twiddles her thumbs*
Fly Without Wings: Thank you I am glad. *Smile*
Corrina: I'm happy you liked them both. 12 was hard to write, and 11 was just evil. I have several choices on my hands where that comes in. I can tell you my choices, though I'm not going to say which one I have decided on (or even if I have decided on one yet). Okay well a) she could go home and be miserable because she would have a broken heart because she left Elladan and she knows he would fade from grief. b) Remain in ME with Elladan but still feel guilty at leaving her family behind and knowing her mother and father would be completely broken not knowing where she was (cause lets face it if I sent Nathan and Anthony home and not her and you where Nathan's parents. Would you believe the whole 'but mom I fell into another world and Kira fell in love and stayed behind' story?). Or there's c) or I could kill her off, you know in one of the bigger battles. Like Helms Deep or Pelennor Fields, or maybe the battle at the black gate? Hmmmm, choices choices. I'm delighted you like Kira and Elladan as a couple. I think that too.
MaverickGirl: All right so I know that, that update was soon enough. And that you like it (of which I am grateful). Is this also a soon enough update?
Nox: yep, I needed him to redeem himself. I didn't want to have him and Kira all forlorn with one another for the whole trip. This soon enough for ya?
PyroPixie: Yep as you read this chapter you'll see him making a genuine effort to be civil to Elladan. Mostly for Kira's sake though, not necessarily cause he believes it. Yes he was hurting her, but he makes up for it a little more with every chapter doesn't he? Woohoo! Go Nathan! Way to make for past actions!
Aright so that's the end of that *sighs of relief can be heard from around the room*. So what do you all think? I'm dying for your input.please review.*pouts* *gives puppy-dog eyes* *bats eyelashes*. Okay here's what my reviewers have been waiting for. *Tosses out a bunch of different cookies, most of which are chocolate, chocolate chip* MmmmMmmm chocolate, chocolate chip. *Drool*. To PyroPixie, Nox, Tara, MaverickGirl and Dancingfae. *Hands out various flavors of ice cream and pop to the above mentioned reviewers*. Please R&R I live for the reviews, they are my life's blood.please review. It's been raining almost non-stop here. I saw in the news, the weather guy said that in the past 32 days we've only had one day without rain. Stupid rain, don't get me wrong. I LOVE rain, normally, but there's only so much of it a person can take. Okay that's enough I'm going now.
Namarie Aislin
P.S. Sorry my authors notes are getting longer with every chapter aren't they? If you don't want me to put them up anymore just tell me and I'll stop. Majority rules on this one folks. Same goes with my reply to reviewers, if you don't want them up just tell me.
