Darkness of the Heart by Alonea Onihito
DC: I don't own Inu Yasha. Ok? Now to well!!
I would never have thought my life would come to an end over such a stupid reason. She appeared today so life was miserable and confusing as usual. I don't think I will ever decide between the two of them. I love them both so damn much that I just can't seem to make much sense. Well when she appears we fight. We all fight. They both have the same soul but different personalities. Therefore, I ended up pissing them both off and getting sat for insolence. A demon appeared that day too. Wasn't anything unusual until something strange came over me. I was tired, tired of fighting for my life. I defeated the monster after a few times being dragged under the deep waters of the lake. Then that look. Of concern, understanding, hatred, sadness, and love. I had caused her so much pain in this life. She is in a world that she doesn't belong in and I just force her to come back time again for my selfish reasons. That moment was all it took me to drift away to the darkness. The darkness consists of two choices. You can have dreams of things that will never happen and be happy in your own fantasy or you can drift away like a deep sleep to never wake up. I drifted to the bottom of that dark lake and joined the darkness as the last speck of light left my vision. I would never again wake up to reality. Just my fantasies of happiness...
I had no idea that this day would turn out so badly. So horribly wrong. My soul sharing priestess came today. As usual, she means trouble, and as usual, it is mostly for me. He seems to forget me every time she is here. I am lost and forgotten and never to be heard or seen. When she comes, we usually fight two seconds after she leaves. I do not hate her though. I envy that she has such a hold on the one that I love. Nevertheless, do I really love this half demon bastard? He is obnoxious, rude, foul mouthed, cocky, but also loving and protects over me continually. I sat him after he went on about some bullshit thing about how he can't forget her and some other stuff. I just would not listen. He was basically talking outta his ass and well, I didn't want to hear it. I stormed off and sat by that lonely lake. It was murky and seemed to have an evil presence to it. But of course there just had to be a demon in it and it just had to attack me for the jewel shards. I screamed and my knight in dull armor came and saved me, but then I looked at him and he looked back. He had a shocked look on his face and he fell. The demon was dead, but he fell. He just sank without struggle. Just drifted away. I waited one minute, two minutes. Then I dived. The water was hard to swim through so I discarded my skirt in hopes of going faster. Deeper I went till my shirt was useless too. In all but my undergarments, I swam till I felt his body. He wasn't moving. I grabbed it and pulled. Gasping for air, I jumped with his body in tow, pushing off the bottom for support as I went to the savoring air. I breathed new breaths and pulled him to the land. Not breathing. Damn. I did what I learned in a small class I took on CPR and other medical remedies. I tried so hard to get him to live. I screamed his name, told him how much I loved him, and how I didn't want him to leave me. He didn't stir. Not one inkling of him trying to live. Probably didn't even hear me. My love was gone forever. Drowned. Dead.
I had dreams of both of them. Living separate lives that never intertwined. Soon though, I just combined them to be a new being. A new someone to love. She did not have a name. Just an appearance and personality. I was happy with that. It seemed years of my life that I could never have. It was perfect. One day though things were very different. Well, what I would call a day at least. I had no control. My dreams became twisted. The darkness was fading and coming back. Then all there was is fire. So much, fire. I felt it. It burned and licked my face and body. I was in hell.
I went to the funeral. My clothes were never found so I was wearing what the old woman gave me, red and white. The flames were slowly burning what was once never mine. I cried and we all left. No one was willing to leave me alone. They were afraid that I would do something. Something irrational. We all left him there to burn till dust. To burn and never come back. I went to sleep on my mat and tried. I tried so hard but all I could do is cry. I made up my mind immediately to leave this time and never come back. I will live my life like a normal teenager in my world and never remember this nightmare. The Jewel will be hidden and protected by someone else besides me. I never want to see it again. I will fill the well myself if I have to with cement. I will try to be...to be happy.
My body was burning. I got up and I put myself out. My legs were burned and my hair short. My upper body was unharmed though. My fire rat armor had protected me. My eyes and nose burned with smoke. After blinking many tears away, I saw with blurry vision a teardrop falling from the sky. The light shinning from it was bright, almost blinding. The drop fell and hit the ground and a woman appeared. She had no name because I never gave her one. She was my creation. She spoke to me in a stern tone, chastising my reasons. Saying how inane my fantasies was, but she showed me truth. Sending me visions of...of...Kagome. She was so sad. So hurt. Did I really make things worse by trying to help her forget me? My nameless creation then said that she loved me and the other one had a predestined fate but not with me. She said that she loved me with all of her heart and if I didn't hurry she would disappear and my resurrection would of been a waste of power and time. I was alive? She said resurrection and I was feeling so much pain, physical pain. My body burned from the fires that were supposed to erase my existence. I was alive. With another stern look and a signal to get my ass moving, I sniffed the air for her scent. It was in my forest. I flew through the trees following her and soon figured where she was going. She was going toward the Bone Eaters Well to probably never come back. I also figured she would also block the well somehow. Life tended to be cruel like that. I kept on going as fast as I could. I saw her though the trees. I smelled the salt water of her tears as she jumped. I jumped and caught her in mid air inside of the well and shot back into the air. We rolled on the ground and there was an eerie silence as she carefully pulled herself up so she could look at the person who dared to stop her or the demon who would give her solstice with death. She just stared and after many moments of silence she said my name slowly and fainted.
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I did not know what to think that night. I barely had any cloth left after that fire. She had that glass reflector thingy in her bag somewhere so I found it and looked at myself. No wonder she took so damn long to say anything. I look like some weird black demon from hell. Well I carried it with me to the lake and took what she called a 'bath' so I would at least look better. I just hoped he didn't wake up while I was in there...at least it was dark. I then stashed her by the tree that I was once pinned to hoping nothing got to her. If anyone saw me right now it would be a dog demon in a loincloth flying around the sky across the moon with fucked up looking hair. I was very disappointed when I saw it in that reflector. I sneaked into a hut and stole some unlucky persons Kimono. It was white pants with a navy top. I changed and went back to Kagome. She was still out and looked unharmed. That must be a first time that something didn't try to kill her. For once in my life, kami was with me. I looked through her bag and saw what she said once was called 'scissors'. They were used to trim cloth, paper, or even hair. I got her reflector thing, which I finally remember being called a mirror. I set it against the tree and carefully fixed my hair. It was now short and stuck out every which way in a somewhat stylish manner. My bangs were still intact. I looked completely different though. It was a little bit of a shock, but it would have to do. I stared into the moonlight as I sat by her watching her breathing till morning.
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My name is Kagome Higirashi. One day my life stopped when my love, Inu Yasha died. I didn't really know what was happening to me or him but he died and I felt like I had died with him. I was ready to turn my back on the fact that this past world never existed to me and it never would. I was ready to live my life like I should, but then something grabbed me and took me away from that fact. I looked up and I thought it was some demon that was going to kill me, but it didn't move. This demon just stared at me, and I realized that through all the soot, and mess of burned hair it was Inu Yasha. I then fainted because my life had once again turned upside down. Actually, I guess it would be turned right side up now since it was already down, but its still way too confusing. When I woke up it was morning and there he was in a new outfit and styling a new haircut. I wanted to laugh at him, but he was really alive and he was there. He was just there, staring off into space being alive again. I wanted to scream and wake up from this probable dream, but it was really true. I knew nothing else to do than just hold onto him and never let go. I did exactly that and well I guess you could say it was a slightly comical scene. I leaned over and hugged him around the middle and he, well, got extremely startled and jumped 10 feet into the air taking me with him. Screaming and falling we landed in a little huddle, but I never let go. Now in the position I wanted to be in I hugged him and I sobbed. I was so happy to see him, but yet, I was angry that he had ever dared to leave me. I couldn't say anything at the time because I had too much emotion for words. Inu Yasha soon broke the silence though, with a speech handy and he recited it to me. "Kagome..", I stopped crying for a moment to listen, " I'm sorry...I didn't know...please forgive me for the tears I caused you. I know now how much you love me and how selfish I was to leave you. I am here now and I wont leave you again. I realize that my existence isn't the problem. Its just me being me. I will try harder and I know its all my fault so don't blame yourself. Its just...I...I...love you." Stopping here in his words, I tried to make sense of his rambling words. Did he actually give an apology? Did he really say he loved me? Did he say he would never leave me?
Kagome stared into his eyes questioningly and he said one more thing, " I promise". As a single tear wept down her face, he stopped it with his claw and look pleadingly into her eyes. She then said, " I...forgive you", and she kissed him in a slow gentle kiss. He kissed her back and replied with a thank you. She stopped momentarily and asked him this:
"Inu Yasha?"
"Yes Kagome?"
She slowly said," Would you like to come home with me and stay there for a while?"
Slightly shocked he replied in also a slow manner, "Really? Could I?"
"Yes Inu Yasha. I want you to come home to my world and stay with me."
"I will"
With this said he kissed her one more time and they both with smiles on their faces jumped into the well.
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How's that Editor Whitney? Hope you people like it!!! R & R!!! Next Chapter...." The Half Demon With Short Hair"
DC: I don't own Inu Yasha. Ok? Now to well!!
I would never have thought my life would come to an end over such a stupid reason. She appeared today so life was miserable and confusing as usual. I don't think I will ever decide between the two of them. I love them both so damn much that I just can't seem to make much sense. Well when she appears we fight. We all fight. They both have the same soul but different personalities. Therefore, I ended up pissing them both off and getting sat for insolence. A demon appeared that day too. Wasn't anything unusual until something strange came over me. I was tired, tired of fighting for my life. I defeated the monster after a few times being dragged under the deep waters of the lake. Then that look. Of concern, understanding, hatred, sadness, and love. I had caused her so much pain in this life. She is in a world that she doesn't belong in and I just force her to come back time again for my selfish reasons. That moment was all it took me to drift away to the darkness. The darkness consists of two choices. You can have dreams of things that will never happen and be happy in your own fantasy or you can drift away like a deep sleep to never wake up. I drifted to the bottom of that dark lake and joined the darkness as the last speck of light left my vision. I would never again wake up to reality. Just my fantasies of happiness...
I had no idea that this day would turn out so badly. So horribly wrong. My soul sharing priestess came today. As usual, she means trouble, and as usual, it is mostly for me. He seems to forget me every time she is here. I am lost and forgotten and never to be heard or seen. When she comes, we usually fight two seconds after she leaves. I do not hate her though. I envy that she has such a hold on the one that I love. Nevertheless, do I really love this half demon bastard? He is obnoxious, rude, foul mouthed, cocky, but also loving and protects over me continually. I sat him after he went on about some bullshit thing about how he can't forget her and some other stuff. I just would not listen. He was basically talking outta his ass and well, I didn't want to hear it. I stormed off and sat by that lonely lake. It was murky and seemed to have an evil presence to it. But of course there just had to be a demon in it and it just had to attack me for the jewel shards. I screamed and my knight in dull armor came and saved me, but then I looked at him and he looked back. He had a shocked look on his face and he fell. The demon was dead, but he fell. He just sank without struggle. Just drifted away. I waited one minute, two minutes. Then I dived. The water was hard to swim through so I discarded my skirt in hopes of going faster. Deeper I went till my shirt was useless too. In all but my undergarments, I swam till I felt his body. He wasn't moving. I grabbed it and pulled. Gasping for air, I jumped with his body in tow, pushing off the bottom for support as I went to the savoring air. I breathed new breaths and pulled him to the land. Not breathing. Damn. I did what I learned in a small class I took on CPR and other medical remedies. I tried so hard to get him to live. I screamed his name, told him how much I loved him, and how I didn't want him to leave me. He didn't stir. Not one inkling of him trying to live. Probably didn't even hear me. My love was gone forever. Drowned. Dead.
I had dreams of both of them. Living separate lives that never intertwined. Soon though, I just combined them to be a new being. A new someone to love. She did not have a name. Just an appearance and personality. I was happy with that. It seemed years of my life that I could never have. It was perfect. One day though things were very different. Well, what I would call a day at least. I had no control. My dreams became twisted. The darkness was fading and coming back. Then all there was is fire. So much, fire. I felt it. It burned and licked my face and body. I was in hell.
I went to the funeral. My clothes were never found so I was wearing what the old woman gave me, red and white. The flames were slowly burning what was once never mine. I cried and we all left. No one was willing to leave me alone. They were afraid that I would do something. Something irrational. We all left him there to burn till dust. To burn and never come back. I went to sleep on my mat and tried. I tried so hard but all I could do is cry. I made up my mind immediately to leave this time and never come back. I will live my life like a normal teenager in my world and never remember this nightmare. The Jewel will be hidden and protected by someone else besides me. I never want to see it again. I will fill the well myself if I have to with cement. I will try to be...to be happy.
My body was burning. I got up and I put myself out. My legs were burned and my hair short. My upper body was unharmed though. My fire rat armor had protected me. My eyes and nose burned with smoke. After blinking many tears away, I saw with blurry vision a teardrop falling from the sky. The light shinning from it was bright, almost blinding. The drop fell and hit the ground and a woman appeared. She had no name because I never gave her one. She was my creation. She spoke to me in a stern tone, chastising my reasons. Saying how inane my fantasies was, but she showed me truth. Sending me visions of...of...Kagome. She was so sad. So hurt. Did I really make things worse by trying to help her forget me? My nameless creation then said that she loved me and the other one had a predestined fate but not with me. She said that she loved me with all of her heart and if I didn't hurry she would disappear and my resurrection would of been a waste of power and time. I was alive? She said resurrection and I was feeling so much pain, physical pain. My body burned from the fires that were supposed to erase my existence. I was alive. With another stern look and a signal to get my ass moving, I sniffed the air for her scent. It was in my forest. I flew through the trees following her and soon figured where she was going. She was going toward the Bone Eaters Well to probably never come back. I also figured she would also block the well somehow. Life tended to be cruel like that. I kept on going as fast as I could. I saw her though the trees. I smelled the salt water of her tears as she jumped. I jumped and caught her in mid air inside of the well and shot back into the air. We rolled on the ground and there was an eerie silence as she carefully pulled herself up so she could look at the person who dared to stop her or the demon who would give her solstice with death. She just stared and after many moments of silence she said my name slowly and fainted.
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I did not know what to think that night. I barely had any cloth left after that fire. She had that glass reflector thingy in her bag somewhere so I found it and looked at myself. No wonder she took so damn long to say anything. I look like some weird black demon from hell. Well I carried it with me to the lake and took what she called a 'bath' so I would at least look better. I just hoped he didn't wake up while I was in there...at least it was dark. I then stashed her by the tree that I was once pinned to hoping nothing got to her. If anyone saw me right now it would be a dog demon in a loincloth flying around the sky across the moon with fucked up looking hair. I was very disappointed when I saw it in that reflector. I sneaked into a hut and stole some unlucky persons Kimono. It was white pants with a navy top. I changed and went back to Kagome. She was still out and looked unharmed. That must be a first time that something didn't try to kill her. For once in my life, kami was with me. I looked through her bag and saw what she said once was called 'scissors'. They were used to trim cloth, paper, or even hair. I got her reflector thing, which I finally remember being called a mirror. I set it against the tree and carefully fixed my hair. It was now short and stuck out every which way in a somewhat stylish manner. My bangs were still intact. I looked completely different though. It was a little bit of a shock, but it would have to do. I stared into the moonlight as I sat by her watching her breathing till morning.
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My name is Kagome Higirashi. One day my life stopped when my love, Inu Yasha died. I didn't really know what was happening to me or him but he died and I felt like I had died with him. I was ready to turn my back on the fact that this past world never existed to me and it never would. I was ready to live my life like I should, but then something grabbed me and took me away from that fact. I looked up and I thought it was some demon that was going to kill me, but it didn't move. This demon just stared at me, and I realized that through all the soot, and mess of burned hair it was Inu Yasha. I then fainted because my life had once again turned upside down. Actually, I guess it would be turned right side up now since it was already down, but its still way too confusing. When I woke up it was morning and there he was in a new outfit and styling a new haircut. I wanted to laugh at him, but he was really alive and he was there. He was just there, staring off into space being alive again. I wanted to scream and wake up from this probable dream, but it was really true. I knew nothing else to do than just hold onto him and never let go. I did exactly that and well I guess you could say it was a slightly comical scene. I leaned over and hugged him around the middle and he, well, got extremely startled and jumped 10 feet into the air taking me with him. Screaming and falling we landed in a little huddle, but I never let go. Now in the position I wanted to be in I hugged him and I sobbed. I was so happy to see him, but yet, I was angry that he had ever dared to leave me. I couldn't say anything at the time because I had too much emotion for words. Inu Yasha soon broke the silence though, with a speech handy and he recited it to me. "Kagome..", I stopped crying for a moment to listen, " I'm sorry...I didn't know...please forgive me for the tears I caused you. I know now how much you love me and how selfish I was to leave you. I am here now and I wont leave you again. I realize that my existence isn't the problem. Its just me being me. I will try harder and I know its all my fault so don't blame yourself. Its just...I...I...love you." Stopping here in his words, I tried to make sense of his rambling words. Did he actually give an apology? Did he really say he loved me? Did he say he would never leave me?
Kagome stared into his eyes questioningly and he said one more thing, " I promise". As a single tear wept down her face, he stopped it with his claw and look pleadingly into her eyes. She then said, " I...forgive you", and she kissed him in a slow gentle kiss. He kissed her back and replied with a thank you. She stopped momentarily and asked him this:
"Inu Yasha?"
"Yes Kagome?"
She slowly said," Would you like to come home with me and stay there for a while?"
Slightly shocked he replied in also a slow manner, "Really? Could I?"
"Yes Inu Yasha. I want you to come home to my world and stay with me."
"I will"
With this said he kissed her one more time and they both with smiles on their faces jumped into the well.
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How's that Editor Whitney? Hope you people like it!!! R & R!!! Next Chapter...." The Half Demon With Short Hair"
