Chapter two I'll always remember.

Eddie kindly escorted me as we took a walk around the ship. We talked, he even tried to make a few jokes just to make me laugh and I did the best I could to please him, but I think he could tell that my laughter was fake. Could I really spend the rest of my life with him? I mean I really, really liked him but I knew deep down that I could never love him. I sighed.

"Are you okay Jamie?"

"Yes just a bit tired do you mind if we sit for a while?"

"Of course I don't".

We sat down and I watched as a servant from the upper class walked two dogs. One a grey Vine- Marana, the other a Jack Russell both allowed to do their business on our section of the ship, I suppose it let us all know where we stood in the rank of all things. I absently listen to a conversation between an Irish man and a man named Jack Dawson. I found out that the titanic was made in Ireland and that ten thousand Irishmen built this ship. I let my eyes wander over the deck, little children laughing, couples kissing etc. Then I raised my eyes to the upper class deck and I caught my breath.

I needed some air, I felt sick to my stomach. I don't know I just couldn't stand listening to them anymore. Belinda and Tracy were scorning a young lower class girl from their seats. She had come from her own deck to talk to the Captain who begrudgingly allowed himself to see her. I excused myself and went for a walk. I leaned over the rail contemplating my life. Outside I was everything a well brought up man should be, inside I was screaming to be set free from the iron clad chains of society. Before I knew what was happening a tear ran down form my eye, followed by another and another until I was crying.

There was the most handsome man I'd ever seen in my life, he was breathtaking. Now normally you can't say this about men but this one was. Tears where streaming from his eyes. I'll always remember. it was late afternoon. It lasted forever but ended so soon. You where all by yourself, looking out at a darker sky. I was changed. In places no one will find all you feelings so deep inside, (Deep inside). It was there that I realized that forever was in your eyes the moment I saw you cry. And I wanted to hold you; I wanted to make it go away. And I wanted to know you; I wanted to be your everything.

Short but sweet. He he!