Nothing but Alex is mine, Drowning Pool Lyrics and Beyblade both belong to names more powerful then mine.
I just gotta say, this song is one of my favourites!!
Chapter six - Bodies
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Beaten why for
Can't take much more
Colours danced in front of her, mutating into bubbly bright elephants and other creatures rare to see in this part of the world. She watched them laughing as they preformed tricks and changed into other shapes. Lyrics from the Drowning pool Cd she put on repeat played through her mind, "Look at all these people" it was the second time the song had played. As the words span through her mind the elephants collapsed, as did the shapes that pranced among them coming to life then reverting back to shapes. Voices played in her ears, whispering nothing but something. Forcing her to think about nothing and about everything. Especially about Kai, even in her escape she couldn't get away from him, had he penetrated her defences that much? Did she really trust him that much? Alex covered her ears and tried to focus on the unusual shapes dancing for her, trying to forget that he betrayed her, trying to forget him.
The music paused, and everything was quiet in her mind for a second, then the second track started, and the creatures floating in front of her began to dance again, though this time they danced then dropped. With a thump she watched each one fall, then everything went numb and she blacked out.
One - nothing wrong with me
Two - nothing wrong with me
Three - nothing wrong with me
Four - nothing wrong with me
Alex opened her eyes, and they were assaulted by lights that were too bright and too white, she closed them again and tried to turn over on her side but found it hurt too much.
"You're awake." A darken face loomed at her, blocking out some of the light that burned her tender eyes.
"What do you want?" she demanded, a sense of déjà vu came over her.
"I found you unconscious. I called an ambulance, you had me worried." Alex thought she could hear him smirking, she couldn't really make out his facial features clearly, everything was still blurry.
"Fuck off" she tried to sit up but that hurt as well, "I don't want your help."
"You could have died." He argued.
"Duh." She responded sarcastically, "I am fine, I don't need you. I never will."
One - Something's got to give
Two - Something's got to give
Three - Something's got to give
Four - Something's got to give
"Why wont you let me help you?" Kai pleaded, taking hold of her hand.
Alex tried to pull her hand away but it took much energy and she did have any spare. "I am not some project you can just pick up."
"I don't get what you mean," Kai said gripping her hand tighter.
"I saw you with that twerp from the clinic."
Kai paused, he didn't understand what that was supposed to mean. "What's Rai got to do with anything?"
Alex felt her heart flutter as it had been doing so often lately when Kai was around, "leave me alone." She plead at him, worried that she would spill out her heart to him any second.
"Tell me what I did wrong." He demanded stubbornly. Tears formed in Alex's eyes but she fought not to let them go.
"Leave me alone." She ordered again, not really talking to Kai anymore, just repeating what she said before, as she fought the darkness that threatened to take her again.
Kai got up and walked to the door, he mutter he'd be back soon, then disappeared out the door. Alex closed her eyes, accidentally letting one of her tears slip and dampening her pale check. And she passed out again.
Now let the bodies hit the floor
Push me again this is the end
Skin against skin blood and bone
By the time Alex woke up again, Kai had returned. She tried to close her eyes and pretend she was still asleep but he saw her awake.
"I have something for you" his voice was the coldest she had ever heard, it almost hurt her to hear it.
"Don't you have school or something?" she asked groggily. He didn't answer, instead he produced her black box and gave it to her.
"Thought you might want to finish the job I interrupted." Alex managed a small smile, was he joking? She looked at him, his face was straight and not a flicker of laughter burned in his crimson eyes. He wasn't joking.
Alex stared at the box, this was where she always went to find and escape and she almost had a found a eternal escape the last she delved into the box, if it weren't for Kai she'd be 'free'.
"I'm going to go before you kill your self," he told her. That was the first time Alex had ever though of it as killing herself, it was always an escape not death. But was death an escape? Alex wondered why she had never thought of it like that before.
"But there is something I want to give you before we both go." Kai's face had a pink tinge growing on it, so unlike him to act like that, he was a tough guy most of the time, friendly enough but still not the type to blush.
"What?" Alex asked not meeting his eyes, which felt like they were burning a stare in to her.
"This."
Alex pulled back, Kai was directly in front of her by less then a centimetre. He pushed his lips against her and kissed her, deeply. Alex froze for a second, no one had ever kissed her like this. The kiss was so deep, it seemed to reach through her body and grasp her soul. He pulled off her, breathing heavily. "I think I love you and I'm sorry for whatever I did." Kai whisper in her ear and ran off before Alex could regain her senses.
You're all by yourself but
You're not alone you wanted
In and now you're here driven
By hate consumed by fear
Let the bodies hit the floor
"Kai…" she whispered too late, the room was empty. Feeling swirled round her head, feeling of hate, love, lust and dread. Why was he doing this to her? Alex though he had betrayed her, but he didn't understand what Rai had to do with it, nor did he mention the clinic. Maybe he is just a good actor? Alex's thoughts swirled round her mind, but nothing she though of could explain the kiss.
She was released the next day, around four o'clock. Instead of going home as ordered by the nurses she walked to the park, the half pipe was still empty, so she perched on a beach near by and waited.
A group of boys and girl came shortly after Alex, they messed around on their boards, the girl bared a resemblance to Avril Lavigne. Alex become uncomfortable sitting there on her own, waiting for some one who probably wasn't even coming, feelings of uncertainty possessed her stomach.
"It's starting in a minute, come on!" the Avril look-a-like hollered at the boys she was skating with, and they took off. Their actions remind Alex of Kai's invitation to the youth club. Part of her wondered if the offer still stood, if he would even want her there. Part of her screamed not to go, it was something to do with the clinic and therefore was not a place for her to be seen. During the internal war between her thoughts she found herself walking home and changing into a clean outfit, then walking to youth centre.
She stood outside still debating weather or not to go in, after a minute she decided that if she went in and got ambushed by helpers or whatever she could blow up at Kai and if she didn't then she didn't.
She pushed the heavy swing door open, her hand was shaking slightly, walking in to the darken room that vibrated with heavy music and flashing lights. Alex made her way across the room towards the little temporary bar that had been set up, minus the alcoholic drinks. There were people she recognised from school, she avoided their random stares of curiosity and continued looking for Kai.
"Dude, if you're worried 'bout her then go check on her." Alex heard some one leaning on the wall round the corner say, she didn't mean to ease drop but for one reason or another she felt compelled to.
"I told her to basically kill herself, I don't think she'd want to see me." Alex recognised the voice as Kai's and before she could stop herself she stepped in to the conversation with, "I think you're wrong".
Kai jumped back, "Alex. What are you doing here?"
"I'm not sure." She answered, looking away from his crimson eyes, the unease that possessed her stomach early had returned with a vengeance, and now attacked her whole body.
"I'm going to get a coke." The boy he was with said and slinked off, probably put off by the silence growing between Kai and Alex.
"I thought you were going to finfish 'the job'?" Kai said shattering the atmosphere that only he and her could feel. As soon as the words left his mouth sounding bitterer than he had meant them to, he regretted it.
Alex didn't reply, she looked to the ground as if maybe she could find out why she was here from there. Some one dancing had moved to far from the dance floor and bumped in to Alex lightly, she jumped and moved quickly away like a field mouse that'd just been found by a cat.
"If you don't like people, why are you here?" Kai asked noticing how she reacted whenever someone gat near to her.
"I don't know." Her checks burned as she answered quietly, wishing she had never come here and that she had escaped when he gave her the chance.
I just gotta say, this song is one of my favourites!!
Chapter six - Bodies
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Beaten why for
Can't take much more
Colours danced in front of her, mutating into bubbly bright elephants and other creatures rare to see in this part of the world. She watched them laughing as they preformed tricks and changed into other shapes. Lyrics from the Drowning pool Cd she put on repeat played through her mind, "Look at all these people" it was the second time the song had played. As the words span through her mind the elephants collapsed, as did the shapes that pranced among them coming to life then reverting back to shapes. Voices played in her ears, whispering nothing but something. Forcing her to think about nothing and about everything. Especially about Kai, even in her escape she couldn't get away from him, had he penetrated her defences that much? Did she really trust him that much? Alex covered her ears and tried to focus on the unusual shapes dancing for her, trying to forget that he betrayed her, trying to forget him.
The music paused, and everything was quiet in her mind for a second, then the second track started, and the creatures floating in front of her began to dance again, though this time they danced then dropped. With a thump she watched each one fall, then everything went numb and she blacked out.
Two - nothing wrong with me
Three - nothing wrong with me
Four - nothing wrong with me
Alex opened her eyes, and they were assaulted by lights that were too bright and too white, she closed them again and tried to turn over on her side but found it hurt too much.
"You're awake." A darken face loomed at her, blocking out some of the light that burned her tender eyes.
"What do you want?" she demanded, a sense of déjà vu came over her.
"I found you unconscious. I called an ambulance, you had me worried." Alex thought she could hear him smirking, she couldn't really make out his facial features clearly, everything was still blurry.
"Fuck off" she tried to sit up but that hurt as well, "I don't want your help."
"You could have died." He argued.
"Duh." She responded sarcastically, "I am fine, I don't need you. I never will."
Two - Something's got to give
Three - Something's got to give
Four - Something's got to give
"Why wont you let me help you?" Kai pleaded, taking hold of her hand.
Alex tried to pull her hand away but it took much energy and she did have any spare. "I am not some project you can just pick up."
"I don't get what you mean," Kai said gripping her hand tighter.
"I saw you with that twerp from the clinic."
Kai paused, he didn't understand what that was supposed to mean. "What's Rai got to do with anything?"
Alex felt her heart flutter as it had been doing so often lately when Kai was around, "leave me alone." She plead at him, worried that she would spill out her heart to him any second.
"Tell me what I did wrong." He demanded stubbornly. Tears formed in Alex's eyes but she fought not to let them go.
"Leave me alone." She ordered again, not really talking to Kai anymore, just repeating what she said before, as she fought the darkness that threatened to take her again.
Kai got up and walked to the door, he mutter he'd be back soon, then disappeared out the door. Alex closed her eyes, accidentally letting one of her tears slip and dampening her pale check. And she passed out again.
Push me again this is the end
Skin against skin blood and bone
By the time Alex woke up again, Kai had returned. She tried to close her eyes and pretend she was still asleep but he saw her awake.
"I have something for you" his voice was the coldest she had ever heard, it almost hurt her to hear it.
"Don't you have school or something?" she asked groggily. He didn't answer, instead he produced her black box and gave it to her.
"Thought you might want to finish the job I interrupted." Alex managed a small smile, was he joking? She looked at him, his face was straight and not a flicker of laughter burned in his crimson eyes. He wasn't joking.
Alex stared at the box, this was where she always went to find and escape and she almost had a found a eternal escape the last she delved into the box, if it weren't for Kai she'd be 'free'.
"I'm going to go before you kill your self," he told her. That was the first time Alex had ever though of it as killing herself, it was always an escape not death. But was death an escape? Alex wondered why she had never thought of it like that before.
"But there is something I want to give you before we both go." Kai's face had a pink tinge growing on it, so unlike him to act like that, he was a tough guy most of the time, friendly enough but still not the type to blush.
"What?" Alex asked not meeting his eyes, which felt like they were burning a stare in to her.
"This."
Alex pulled back, Kai was directly in front of her by less then a centimetre. He pushed his lips against her and kissed her, deeply. Alex froze for a second, no one had ever kissed her like this. The kiss was so deep, it seemed to reach through her body and grasp her soul. He pulled off her, breathing heavily. "I think I love you and I'm sorry for whatever I did." Kai whisper in her ear and ran off before Alex could regain her senses.
You're not alone you wanted
In and now you're here driven
By hate consumed by fear
Let the bodies hit the floor
"Kai…" she whispered too late, the room was empty. Feeling swirled round her head, feeling of hate, love, lust and dread. Why was he doing this to her? Alex though he had betrayed her, but he didn't understand what Rai had to do with it, nor did he mention the clinic. Maybe he is just a good actor? Alex's thoughts swirled round her mind, but nothing she though of could explain the kiss.
She was released the next day, around four o'clock. Instead of going home as ordered by the nurses she walked to the park, the half pipe was still empty, so she perched on a beach near by and waited.
A group of boys and girl came shortly after Alex, they messed around on their boards, the girl bared a resemblance to Avril Lavigne. Alex become uncomfortable sitting there on her own, waiting for some one who probably wasn't even coming, feelings of uncertainty possessed her stomach.
"It's starting in a minute, come on!" the Avril look-a-like hollered at the boys she was skating with, and they took off. Their actions remind Alex of Kai's invitation to the youth club. Part of her wondered if the offer still stood, if he would even want her there. Part of her screamed not to go, it was something to do with the clinic and therefore was not a place for her to be seen. During the internal war between her thoughts she found herself walking home and changing into a clean outfit, then walking to youth centre.
She stood outside still debating weather or not to go in, after a minute she decided that if she went in and got ambushed by helpers or whatever she could blow up at Kai and if she didn't then she didn't.
She pushed the heavy swing door open, her hand was shaking slightly, walking in to the darken room that vibrated with heavy music and flashing lights. Alex made her way across the room towards the little temporary bar that had been set up, minus the alcoholic drinks. There were people she recognised from school, she avoided their random stares of curiosity and continued looking for Kai.
"Dude, if you're worried 'bout her then go check on her." Alex heard some one leaning on the wall round the corner say, she didn't mean to ease drop but for one reason or another she felt compelled to.
"I told her to basically kill herself, I don't think she'd want to see me." Alex recognised the voice as Kai's and before she could stop herself she stepped in to the conversation with, "I think you're wrong".
Kai jumped back, "Alex. What are you doing here?"
"I'm not sure." She answered, looking away from his crimson eyes, the unease that possessed her stomach early had returned with a vengeance, and now attacked her whole body.
"I'm going to get a coke." The boy he was with said and slinked off, probably put off by the silence growing between Kai and Alex.
"I thought you were going to finfish 'the job'?" Kai said shattering the atmosphere that only he and her could feel. As soon as the words left his mouth sounding bitterer than he had meant them to, he regretted it.
Alex didn't reply, she looked to the ground as if maybe she could find out why she was here from there. Some one dancing had moved to far from the dance floor and bumped in to Alex lightly, she jumped and moved quickly away like a field mouse that'd just been found by a cat.
"If you don't like people, why are you here?" Kai asked noticing how she reacted whenever someone gat near to her.
"I don't know." Her checks burned as she answered quietly, wishing she had never come here and that she had escaped when he gave her the chance.
