Bid thy farwell soon as all comes to an end today.
Like I've said before Kai not mine and Lyrics not mine. All I own is Cd.

Thanks to any one who reviewed, but I got bored of this tale

Chapter Nine - Sinner
Bend me shape me misdirect me
It's all the same to me
Look at all this useless talk
You look at me but you don't see
Understand I'm a sinner
"First…" josh held his hand out. Money, he wanted to be paid. Alex cursed in her head, she didn't have any, and she didn't have anything of value either. Upon hearing this Josh retracted his offer of freedom, "I can't give it to you for free." He shrugged as he spoke.
"Josh please, I'll do anything." Alex begged and realised it was the first time she had ever depended on some one else, and how weak her addiction had made her.
"Anything?" Josh developed a sly smile and his eyes wondered down her body callously.
The word 'yes' tried to spring to her lips but got caught in her throat, maybe it was Kai's voice so close that stopped it there but she couldn't give josh what he wanted. She had already sunk as low as she would, she couldn't let herself sink any further, could she?
"I'll double the offer if you scream for me" he whispered to her his arm wrapping round her waist like a hungry snake.

Alex let him hold her, as she looked out of the covered woods and gazed on Kai. Guilt fed on her soul again, eating her up inside. He was a reason not do anything but then again there were so many things set against her, so many things that wanted her gone. Would he understand why she did it, would it matter? Josh's hand wondered off her waist and travelled to higher land, to then be pushed back down.
"Are we doing this or not?" he asked, not liking to wait for an answer.
"You've done this sort of thing before?" Alex inquired, not really caring but wanting to know what she was getting her self into.
"Haven't all us sinners done it before?" he moved closer to her and planted a wet kiss on her neck.
Don't corner me
Don't lecture me
Raise your hands you're a sinner
"No."
"You don't mean that?" josh told her pressing his body against hers. Instead of responding she pushed him away and stood up to run. She ran from the wooded area and past Kai, she ran till she reached her former home. Standing on the doorstep she prayed no one was home and entered, walking quickly and quietly to the kitchen, she went to the wooded draw and pulled out what she wanted. Then left. Unseen and unheard by prying eyes.
Is this everything you wanted find another dream
You never hear a word I say
So pray
"Kai!" Rai's voice shouted to him from across the schoolyard, Kai paused and waited for the longhaired boy to catch up.
"You alright?" Rai said his voice filled with sincere concern.
"Yeah, why?" Kai's face looked slightly amused, Rai was not one to worry about anything, so Kai wondered about his concern.
"You haven't heard about Alex?"
Anxiety flooded Kai the moment he heard Alex's name, "What about her?"
"I am sorry," Rai looked away from him, "She's dead."
Kai didn't say anything, his face paled and felt nothing.
"Kai? Are you alright?" Rai shook him gently.
"Where is she?" he demanded, his voice was shaking and uneven.
"The mortuary." Rai watched Kai adams apple quiver, "What are you going to do?"
Kai didn't answer, he turned and walked steadily out of the school grounds and towards the city mortuary.

No one heard from him from Kai for four days till several of his friends were sent a noticed of Alex's funeral. Some went some didn't. Those that did saw Kai standing alone, his face streaked with shadows of tears. When any one tried to talk to him his made his excuse and moved away to be on his own.

As the coffin was laid in the hole in the ground not a tear was shed or a good bye said. Most of those who showed up were there to support Kai no other reason. All they saw was Kai on his own not one saw the girl faded in the background, never to be seen again, nor did they hear her whisper on the wind,
"I'm a sinner
Look at all these people in front of me
Look at all these people in front of me: how"