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A/N: Ok, these are short chapters, I know. I'm sorry! I'm just trying to get the chapters up for yall! Well, on with the chapter. Draco is OOC, I'm sorry!

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Draco Malfoy stirred slightly, waking from a restless sleep. He had another dream. It was a dream about HER. "Damnit. Get out of my head!" He growled to himself, dragging himself out of bed and over to his closet. Quickly choosing an outfit to wear, and getting a pair of boxers out, Draco walked into his bathroom to take a shower. Stripping off his clothes and stepping in the shower, Draco turned on the water and just let the water run down the length of his body, trying to forget his dream. He had been having the same dream almost every night for the past eight and a half years. It was a replay of the last day he was Ginny, and when he went to her parent's to find out where she went.

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FLASHBACK

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"Where have you been?" Ginny asked as soon as Draco walked into their apartment.

"Working." Draco said.

"Right. Working. That's all you ever do. How could I forget? You're work is more fucking important to you than your wife!" Ginny screamed.

"Yeah I was working. No, my job's not more important than you, Ginny. I'm trying to support us. What's so bad about that?" Draco asked.

"I called the Ministry. You haven't been at work all day. Where have you been Draco?!"

"Out!" Draco yelled.

"Apparently. You haven't bothered to contact me in any way. Goddess Draco, you were supposed to go with me to the doctor today, or did you forget?" Ginny asked, rather calmly.

"Oh, fucker." Draco whispered to himself. He was supposed to do that.

"You know what though, Draco? It doesn't matter anymore. I give up. I thought I loved you. I thought you loved me. I thought I knew you! I guess I was wrong. I can't stay here! I can't bring up our child in a place where their father is never around!" Ginny screamed, then quickly covered her mouth with her hand. 'I was not supposed to say that!' She thought.

"Our child? Y-You're pregnant? I-I'm gonna be a father?" Draco asked incredulously.

"No, you're not. Because I'm leaving Draco. I can't do this. I just.. I can't pretend anymore. I can't go around acting like a happy wife when I'm not! I- I.... Goodbye Draco." Ginny grabbed her stuff which had been packed and shrunk on the table next to her, and she left abruptly.

LATER THAT DAY

KNOCK!! KNOCK!! Mrs. Weasley answered the door in front of Draco, who was waiting patiently.

"What do you want?" Molly sneered at him.

"I need to see Virginia. To talk to her, and straighten things out." He said calmly.

"Virginia's not here. She's gone to fix the damage you caused." Molly glared at her son-in-law.

"What do you mean?" Draco growled, knowing exactly what she was implying.

"You heard me. Ginny's gone to get an abortion."

"Well then, may I come in and wait for her to get back here because I really need to speak with her." Draco said, trying to hide his hurt and angry expression at what Molly had told him.

"No you can't. You're not welcome here. And if I can help it, you'll never come near my daughter again. Now leave, and don't come back."

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PRESENT

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"Damn you Ginny." He said softly, and quickly washed his hair and body, then stepped out of the shower, drying off quickly and getting dressed.

Draco walked out of his bathroom, into his room, over to his desk, and sat down with a quill in his hand and a blank scroll on the desk in front of him.

"Dear Ginny, I know you probably hate me still, but don't ball this up and throw it away before you read it. I'm sorry for everything that happened eight years ago. I tried to come after you that day, but your mother didn't want me near you. I just wanted you to know that I'm sorry, I miss you, and that I still love you, and always will. Goodbye.

Yours. ~Draco"

Draco reread his letter, and, satisfied, rolled it up, tied it closed, addressed it to Ginny, then tied it to the leg of his eagle, and let his eagle go with the letter.

Draco turned around abruptly ten minutes later when he heard something from downstairs in his house. He rushed downstairs to see a tall, skinny blonde emerging from the fireplace.

"Ah, Pansy." He smiled at his group member.

"Hello Draco. I came to tell you that Professor Dumbledore from Hogwarts has asked if we will play at the Christmas Ball this year. There was a poll given to the students on which band they would like this year, and we won unanimously, so, I told Dumbledore I'd talk to you and that we'd more than likely do it." Pansy explained.

"Oh, alright. Sure, I think it'd be great. I haven't been back to Hogwarts since.. graduation." Draco smiled at the memory of his graduation day, then snapped back to reality. "Is that all?" Draco asked.

Pansy opened her mouth to reply, but was cut off by Draco's eagle flying back in screeching, with two letters. He opened the first one, hoping it was from Ginny.

"Mr. Malfoy,

Eight years ago, I clearly stated that you were not allowed in my daughter's life any longer, so stay out of it. If you try to contact her again, I will contact the Ministry about harassment, but not before I let Bill, Charlie, Percy, Fred, George, and Ron all have a go at you for what you did to their little sister. And believe me when I say, Charlie and Bill can be very creative in their ways of torture, so do yourself and everyone else a favor, and leave Ginny alone.

Sincerely, Molly Weasley"

Draco picked up the other letter, and, noticing that it was the letter he sent Ginny, crumbled the two letters in his hand, and then left them on the table in front of him.

"We really need to find you a girl." Pansy commented, looking upon her crest-fallen bandmate.

"I don't want another girl. I still want Ginny." He said softly, bowing his head in defeat.

"I'm sorry Draco, but, I don't think she wants you back." Pansy sighed, looking upon Draco sadly. "I hate to leave you this way, but Draco, I've got to go. I have some things to do around my house. I'll drop by later and check on you. I'm going to go ahead and owl Dumbledore and tell him we'll do the gig." Pansy said, and then left via the fireplace.

As soon as she was gone, Draco went upstairs to his room, shut and locked the doors, shut and locked the windows and closed the curtains before he collapsed back onto his bed and sobbed uncontrollably.

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A/N: OK, so Draco is OOC in this story, but now we've got his version of what happened and we can see how he's doing.. not very well might I add. Well, I know that this isn't a very long chapter, and I'm sorry for that. I'll have another chapter up within the next two to three days. Bye now!

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~~Kymm