Ch 13: A new revaluation



Disclaimer: ummm my name is Kat . . . anyone who Knows YYH, knows it was created by a guy . . . Not Kat. We own the kids. And my friend owns Hikari . . .



A/N: ok this is odd . . . but o well . . . umm I still have a lot to post . . . be patient . . . Please . . . we will get there sooner or later . . .





Hikari started to slowly awaken.



Hiei was already up and he had gotten Mizu to take care of her when he heard her cry in Kurama's room



Hikari yawned slowly and sat up.



Hiei turned around "are you ok?" he asked



She nodded.



Hiei smiled and brought a hyper Mizu to see her mom. "MOMMY" she yelled jumping outta Hiei's arms and into Hikari's.



Hikari yelped almost silently and smiled.



Mizu looked up . . . "Mommy still hurt . . . ?"



Hikari smiled softly. "I'm fine . . . just in a bit of pain . . . "



"mommy need to get up and get better . . . " Mizu said in the cutest voice



Hikari smiled and kissed Mizu's forehead. "I will . . . " she said with a smile.



Hiei smiled "Keiko is here and the guys are finishing the house . . . it'll be done today. Kurama is getting us the furniture we need. We will need to work on Yusuke's house as soon as we can . . . and you and need to figure out when we are going to get married . . . "



Hikari smiled with a nod.



"Do you feel good enough to take some medicine and go help Keiko and Yukina with the wedding?" Hiei asked



Hikari nodded. "Yea . . . "



Hiei got the medicine for her and gave it to her. " Do you want to walk or do I carry you? I don't want you to hurt yourself again" Hiei asked



She took the medicine. "I can walk . . . " she said as she stood.

Hiei Obsessed: Mizu got off the bed and tried to walk . . . she fell on her but. "Darn" she said



Hikari looked at Mizu. Even though 'darn' wasn't really a swear word, she didn't want Mizu to say it.



"Sowwie" Mizu said as she stood again



Hikari smiled a bit.



All of the sudden Zax came running in "DADDY!!!!" he yelled as he ran around Hiei than Mizu. Mizu fell on her butt again. "HEY SAX" she said not able to say her Z's yet.



Hikari laughed softly but winced slightly.



Hiei picked Mizu up. "Ok little girl. You can try more when we go to see our new house ok?" Hiei said with a smile "Can I go too, mom?" Zax asked



Hikari smiled, nodding.



Hiei looked at Hikari "you ready to try?" he said



Hikari nodded and slowly stood. She winced.



Hiei Put Mizu down and grabbed Hikari's arm. "Mizu be careful crawling down those stairs" he said



Hikari smiled softly. "Hiei . . . carry Mizu down the stairs . . . I can walk . . . " she said.



Hiei Sighed, but obeyed.



Hikari smiled softly and slowly started to walk out of the room.



Hiei was right behind her and Zax stayed in front of her



Hikari started to walk down the stairs, swaying slightly.



Hiei kept his Jagan on her so if she started to fall he could help her



She felt dizzy but continued to walk.



"Careful Mommy!" Mizu said



Hikari tripped on a step, and, missing Zax, fell and slid down about two steps with a loud cry of pain.



"Hikari" Hiei said when he saw. "Hikari let me Help you!" he said



Hikari was whimpering. She slowly stood, her arm bleeding a bit from the fall. She was swaying.



"HIKARI! Please let me help you" Hiei said worriedly



Hikari shook her head. "No . . . " she said weakly.



Hiei sighed. He had decided if she couldn't steady herself on the next step he was going to carry her.



She started to go down another step but had to grab onto the rail so she couldn't fall. She only managed on falling on her butt then her face.



"That's it Hikari. I don't care what u want . . . I m carrying you." He set Mizu down and told her to stay right where she was. He took Hikari in his arms and carried her the rest of the way down and sat her on the couch next to Yukina. He than went back for Mizu. He grabbed her and put her down at the bottom of the stairs so she could walk. Zax and Mizu followed Hiei to Hikari



Hikari was frowning.



"Yukina will you please heal Hikari's arm . . . " he asked



Yukina nodded and started to heal Hikari's arm but Hikari pushed her hands away. "No" she said.



" Hikari, I can't give you any of my power . . . I m almost out from last night . . . and I don't care if you walk just not down stairs . . . you'll Kill your self." He said



Hikari looked at Hiei. "Hiei . . . for once . . . let me just do something my self and not have someone behind me, ready to help me if I fail . . . Goodness . . . I get a little cut from falling down the stairs and you have your sister heal it!"



"Because I Love you Hikari!!! If you died, I wouldn't be able to live without you. " He said



She didn't know wether to scream at him or to be overjoyed so she just sighed and looked out the window.



Hiei came over to her and Kissed her "I m going to the house now." He said



"Fine" she mumbled, not looking at him



Hiei chuckled to him self. "Come on Zax." He picked up Mizu and they walked out the door.



Hikari sighed, sitting on the couch. She didn't feel right . . .



"What's wrong Hikari?" Keiko asked



"I... I think I can't have kids any more . . . " she said almost silently



"What? Why?" Keiko asked worriedly



"Because of the sword . . . I think it went through my womb . . . " she said quietly.



"Oh. I'm sorry." She said



She sighed. "And . . . I'm afraid to tell Hiei . . . "



"Why. I m sure he won't be mad . . . it's not your fault." She asked



She sighed again.





*At the new house*



"well now that that's done . . . " Kurama said as Hiei walked in the door



Yusuke yawned. He followed the two.



"Kawama!!" Mizu said as she reached for him



Yusuke chuckled a bit.



Kurama grabbed Mizu from Hiei. Zax ran over and jumped on Yusuke trying to knock him over



Yusuke knew what he was doing and fell so it seemed that Zax actually pushed him over. He laughed but accidently, meaning to fall regular, fell on his face.



Zax laughed as he sat on top of Yusuke "HA HA!" he said.



Yusuke rolled over so Zax was sitting on Yusuke's stomach. "Ow . . . " he said with a smile.



Zax smiled back. Mizu giggled. Kurama chuckled. "Well it seems you're getting lots of practice for your 2" he said with a smile



Yusuke nodded with a smile.



Hiei had gone all around the house to check it out. "Are we getting the furniture now?" he asked



"Yes. But shouldn't you take the kids back to my house first?" Kurama asked



Yusuke yawned and moved Zax off of him and stood.



Hiei shook his head. "There is something wrong with Hikari. I sensed it early this morning. She needs to be alone to think things through." He said as a frown formed on his face



Yusuke blinked.



Kurama nodded.



"Down" Mizu said.



"Well . . . if something is wrong with Hikari . . . shouldn't you go talk to her?" Yusuke said.



Kurama put her down and she stood up



"No. she is upset with me . . . and she is scared. I no what's wrong and it hurts her as well as me." He said as Mizu started to walk from Kurama to him



Yusuke blinked.



"I don't think she could be upset with you Hiei . . . " he said. "But fine . . . whatever . . . just leave her be . . . it probably makes her feel like she is greatly loved" he said sarcastically.



Mizu grabbed onto Hiei's leg and stood there looking at Yusuke. She stuck her tongue out at him.



Hiei gave him a death glare.



"You have no idea what's going on so I would keep my mouth shut if I were YOU!" he said angrily



Yusuke rolled his eyes. "Well . . . I'm just saying that no matter what . . . it would probably be better if you actually talked to her other then avoiding her."



"I tried. She is going through a lot . . . the sooner we can move in here the better . . . so shut up and let's go!"



"Fine. God. It probably is just making her sadder to actually be away from you then with you" he said. He didn't know how right he was. Back at Kurama's house, Hikari was really sad and needed Hiei . . . badly.



Keiko was sitting with her trying to comfort her.



Tears were rolling down her face and she wasn't exactly helping any with helping plan Keiko's wedding.



"Tell ya what" said Keiko, "let's eat some ice-cream!" she said with a smile



Hikari wasn't the least bit hungry.



"please Hikari . . . " Keiko said



She was just staring off into space, not saying or doing anything as tears fell down her face.



Hiei felt guilt. He wanted to be with her . . . but she seemed angry when he left. He picked up Mizu and handed her to Kurama. "Can you take care of them? I have to go to her." He asked



Kurama nodded and Hiei was off.



Hikari continued to just stare into space. She was shaking slightly. She needed him.



She needed to tell him . . .



all of the sudden Hiei came in the door



Hikari looked at Hiei. "Hi . . . ei . . . " she muttered.



Keiko heard Kara cry. She motioned to Yukina



Yukina heard Kara and went up to help her.



Keiko followed



After Keiko and Yukina were gone, Hikari looked Hiei in the eyes.



Hiei went over to Hikari and hugged her . . .



"H-Hiei . . . I have something to tell you . . . " she said barely above a whisper.



"It's ok Hikari . . . I know." He said



She blinked but it relieved her a bit.



Hiei held her in his arms. "It'll be ok. We have Mizu and Zax."



She cried into his chest.



"B-But . . . I sort of . . . wanted more . . . " she said almost silently.



Hiei sat with her. A single tear formed and fell to become a gem.



"Maybe there's a way." Hiei said hopeful



Hikari blinked, looking at the newly-formed gem that she had caught in her hand. "I... I don't think so . . . "





"Maybe Kurama can help. He's got all kinds of remedies for everything" he said



She nodded. "I-I'm sorry . . . " she said. She felt like it was her fault . . . even though it wasn't.



"Don't be sorry!" he said angry at him self.



Hikari sighed. "This is my fault though . . . " she said almost silently.



"No Hikari. Don't think that! You had no control. I should have been there for you. But I wasn't."



"I should have been watching out for myself . . . I let myself get weak . . . "



"You are not weak. You are the strongest person I know. And I love you. I always will. No matter what.



She smiled more.



Hiei kissed her on the forehead and sat holding her



She nuzzled into him lightly.