Wow you stuck around for the second chapter. Thanks I hope you like the
second chapter. Well I'll be quiet now.
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Shinji opened the door to his house and saw Asuka lying down on the floor wearing mini shorts and a tank top. Shinji smiled at her beauty or at least the beauty he saw in her. She turned towards him, "What were you doing for so long Shin-chan. Were you with Kaworu?"
"Yeah. Since when would you care where the hell I am?" He placed the keys on the kitchen table and was ready for a playful argument with the girl he loved.
"You might have died out there and I'd be stuck with all the chores in this house. You know I'm not exactly the best when it comes to cooking and I doubt Misato is either." She smirked and Shinji smiled back at her. Pen-pen raised his small head lazily and saw Shinji had come back. He squeaked a weak hello and threw his head to the pillow where it once was before. Shinji smiled at the penguin and walked to his room when Asuka called his name. "Hey Shinji come over here." Shinji didn't know why she called him and went towards her.
"What is it?" She patted at the carpet signaling for him to sit next to her. He sat on the floor and looked at her while trying to not doubt her trust.
"Would you like to go with me to the because Misato sent me to go grocery shopping and I don't know what to get. So will you go with me?" She got closer to Pen-pen and hugged him.
"Oh sure." Those were the only words that came out of his mouth when others came to mind.
"Let me change right now and then we'll go." She got up and passed by Shinji. He looked at her long legs and sighed. All of her was so beautiful but he would never have the gull to ask her out. Though instead he tried to forget everything that Kaworu had told him. He didn't want to remember how much Asuka really hated and constantly used him. No matter what he still felt the same towards her but it always led to more sorrow than ever. He closed his eyes and the demons of his heart made him more insecure about what Asuka thought about him.
Asuka slid open the door to her room to see Shinji with his eyes closed. She assumed he was asleep so she became angered and kicked him. "What's the big deal with you!!! I thought you were going to go with me to the supermarket you loser!!!" She threw her purse at his head and he screamed.
"What the hell is wrong with you Asuka!!!"
"What t'hell is wrong with you! I wasn't the one who broke a really simple promise." She picked up her purse and glared at him rubbing his head where she had hit him.
"I wasn't asleep at all Asuka. I was just thinking to myself right now."
"Liar! I know that you were asleep right now and you're just trying to escape a beating from me." Shinji got up and put on his jacket.
"Let's just go." Asuka stared at him getting ready to leave. She got up and put on her jacket that was black just like Shinji's. She felt like he was always ignoring her so she tried her best to not let him get on her nerves.
"Fine but let me get the list." She ran to the kitchen and picked up the piece of paper that was on the counter. Shinji opened the door because he wanted to see what the weather outside was like. It was lightly drizzling droplets of cold rain and the wind caused a chill down his spine. The darkness was brightened by the full moon that gave Shinji the chills. Asuka ran out the door like a flash of light and Shinji didn't notice until she pulled on his arm. He glanced at the moon while he walked down the hall with the girl who was always on his mind.
Shinji found himself in the subway with Asuka. He felt like he had been in a trance because he didn't remember how he got there. His eyes widened once he caught Asuka deeply gazing at him. She immediately turned away when he opened his eyes. She had a feeling something or someone was on his mind and it was troubling him. She was worried that he thought she liked him but she was just wondering about him being out of it. The subway was empty but more and more people crowded the small teenagers. Shinji didn't care about the people but he was thinking about something else, though the closeness irritated Asuka out of her mind.
Finally they arrived at their stop and Asuka got up. Shinji still was sitting down so Asuka had to pull him with her. "Ohh!" He said as he saw that it was their spot so both of them squeezed through the mass crowds of people in both the subway and at the station.
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Shinji sat in his room eating a sandwich he had made in a few minutes. Asuka walked in his room and sat down on the bed. "What's wrong with you today? You've been acting pretty weird and it's freaking me out cause you usually act pretty happy." He smiled once she showed some kindness towards him. "Come on talk!" she screamed impatiently.
"It's just nothing for you to worry about," he looked at Asuka who had a face of pure disgust.
"Who said I was actually worried about an imbecile like you!" She quickly turned away from him as if she had been greatly insulted.
"Thanks for caring about me despite the fact you deny it though," he laughed and Asuka smiled at him. Her smile was something that was rare to him and it was good to see that she wasn't forcing it upon herself. Shinji kept on laughing and bashfully looked to the floor while blushing. Asuka started laughing and accidentally fell down. He fell too and they were face to face. She looked in his eyes and brushed his bangs out of his face. She was about to kiss him and he closed his eyes.
Then someone knocked on the door. Shinji got up and Asuka covered her mouth in surprise that she was about to kiss Shinji. He opened the door and saw Kaworu smiling at him. "I came to apologize for being so mean to you." He looked in back of Shinji and saw Asuka weirdly staring at him. "Oh was I interrupting something right now because it looks like you two were doing something." Asuka was actually glad Kaworu came and stopped her from kissing Shinji for the second time. For once she wanted for Kaworu to stay longer to save awkwardness between her and Shinji. She pulled Kaworu in and Kaworu didn't know what was wrong with her.
"Why don't you come in and eat something. You could be our company since Misato isn't here with us and it is quite sad when it's just me and Shinji alone. So just sit down while I fix something up for you," she forced a smile on her nervous face. Kaworu stared at her worriedly at the attitude change and sat down on the couch. He was concerned that Shinji and Asuka were dating. His heart suddenly started to ache at the thought of the redhead taking advantage of Shinji. He wanted to protect Shinji from her but Shinji didn't want to accept the advice from him because he was blinded by love. Though, the strange thing was that so was Kaworu.
Shinji smiled at him as he sat on the couch with Kaworu. Asuka ran off to make sandwiches and to avoid being with them. She took out everything she needed and ended up listening to the boys' conversation. She looked at them from around the corner but she couldn't hear them very well because they were whispering. Then Shinji noticed her wanting to listen to what secret things they were saying.
"So how are the sandwiches going," he said wanting to spoil what she was trying to do.
"Oh I'm bearly starting right now my dear Shinji!" She tried to hide what she had been doing. Kaworu didn't say anything but grimaced once she mentioned Shinji.
"I'm not hungry so you don't have to make anything at all for me. Though thank you for the nice thought." Asuka jumped back and tried to act friendly to him.
"Sure." she paused for a while, "I'll just go to my room now if you don't mind."
"No.no I'll just leave. I already told Shinji what I wanted to tell him so you two could be alone just like you obviously want." He sarcastically smiled at her and was about to walk out the door. "I know you were about to kiss him so why don't you." Shinji and Asuka were left behind with surprised faces as he closed the door.
"How did he know that Shinji?" She said accusingly to him.
"But I didn't tell him anything Asuka." He said hoping she wouldn't hit him in any way. Asuka suspected he was talking behind her back.
"Anyway, YOU were the one who was trying to kiss me!!! I was innocent one in this story and when would I ever like a loser like you! You know I'd never want to kiss you ever again ever since that other time. If you ask me I wasted my first kiss. It should have been with someone strong that could hold me in his arms like Kaji but NOOOO I had to lower my standards by kissing you!" Shinji glared at her.
"Well you ruined the whole kiss when you tried to suffocate me."
"I only held your nose you could of breathed through you mouth!!!"
"Oh yeah . you were freaking kissing me!! Remember you took your sweet ass time and I couldn't breathe!!" He screamed back at her. She got irritated with him so she gave him the cold shoulder and rushed into her room. Shinji stood in the doorway remembering what had almost happened that night and it was something he wanted all this time no matter how much he denied. He slouched down as he walked to the television hoping for something to see to make him forget everything. His body was tired from the whole stressful day and he sat down on the couch. The apartment felt like it was isolated with no one except him. He looked at the ceiling finding himself slowly falling asleep. Asuka started to make noise in her room but he couldn't find the strength or the will to talk to her after the argument. Everything was blurring once the sleep started to catch up to him. Suddenly a thought came to mind before he completely fell asleep; he was in love with Asuka.
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So you could know it will become more depressing the farther it goes. I think by the fourth chapter Rei comes in. ^_^ I will get the third chapter in soon.
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Shinji opened the door to his house and saw Asuka lying down on the floor wearing mini shorts and a tank top. Shinji smiled at her beauty or at least the beauty he saw in her. She turned towards him, "What were you doing for so long Shin-chan. Were you with Kaworu?"
"Yeah. Since when would you care where the hell I am?" He placed the keys on the kitchen table and was ready for a playful argument with the girl he loved.
"You might have died out there and I'd be stuck with all the chores in this house. You know I'm not exactly the best when it comes to cooking and I doubt Misato is either." She smirked and Shinji smiled back at her. Pen-pen raised his small head lazily and saw Shinji had come back. He squeaked a weak hello and threw his head to the pillow where it once was before. Shinji smiled at the penguin and walked to his room when Asuka called his name. "Hey Shinji come over here." Shinji didn't know why she called him and went towards her.
"What is it?" She patted at the carpet signaling for him to sit next to her. He sat on the floor and looked at her while trying to not doubt her trust.
"Would you like to go with me to the because Misato sent me to go grocery shopping and I don't know what to get. So will you go with me?" She got closer to Pen-pen and hugged him.
"Oh sure." Those were the only words that came out of his mouth when others came to mind.
"Let me change right now and then we'll go." She got up and passed by Shinji. He looked at her long legs and sighed. All of her was so beautiful but he would never have the gull to ask her out. Though instead he tried to forget everything that Kaworu had told him. He didn't want to remember how much Asuka really hated and constantly used him. No matter what he still felt the same towards her but it always led to more sorrow than ever. He closed his eyes and the demons of his heart made him more insecure about what Asuka thought about him.
Asuka slid open the door to her room to see Shinji with his eyes closed. She assumed he was asleep so she became angered and kicked him. "What's the big deal with you!!! I thought you were going to go with me to the supermarket you loser!!!" She threw her purse at his head and he screamed.
"What the hell is wrong with you Asuka!!!"
"What t'hell is wrong with you! I wasn't the one who broke a really simple promise." She picked up her purse and glared at him rubbing his head where she had hit him.
"I wasn't asleep at all Asuka. I was just thinking to myself right now."
"Liar! I know that you were asleep right now and you're just trying to escape a beating from me." Shinji got up and put on his jacket.
"Let's just go." Asuka stared at him getting ready to leave. She got up and put on her jacket that was black just like Shinji's. She felt like he was always ignoring her so she tried her best to not let him get on her nerves.
"Fine but let me get the list." She ran to the kitchen and picked up the piece of paper that was on the counter. Shinji opened the door because he wanted to see what the weather outside was like. It was lightly drizzling droplets of cold rain and the wind caused a chill down his spine. The darkness was brightened by the full moon that gave Shinji the chills. Asuka ran out the door like a flash of light and Shinji didn't notice until she pulled on his arm. He glanced at the moon while he walked down the hall with the girl who was always on his mind.
Shinji found himself in the subway with Asuka. He felt like he had been in a trance because he didn't remember how he got there. His eyes widened once he caught Asuka deeply gazing at him. She immediately turned away when he opened his eyes. She had a feeling something or someone was on his mind and it was troubling him. She was worried that he thought she liked him but she was just wondering about him being out of it. The subway was empty but more and more people crowded the small teenagers. Shinji didn't care about the people but he was thinking about something else, though the closeness irritated Asuka out of her mind.
Finally they arrived at their stop and Asuka got up. Shinji still was sitting down so Asuka had to pull him with her. "Ohh!" He said as he saw that it was their spot so both of them squeezed through the mass crowds of people in both the subway and at the station.
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Shinji sat in his room eating a sandwich he had made in a few minutes. Asuka walked in his room and sat down on the bed. "What's wrong with you today? You've been acting pretty weird and it's freaking me out cause you usually act pretty happy." He smiled once she showed some kindness towards him. "Come on talk!" she screamed impatiently.
"It's just nothing for you to worry about," he looked at Asuka who had a face of pure disgust.
"Who said I was actually worried about an imbecile like you!" She quickly turned away from him as if she had been greatly insulted.
"Thanks for caring about me despite the fact you deny it though," he laughed and Asuka smiled at him. Her smile was something that was rare to him and it was good to see that she wasn't forcing it upon herself. Shinji kept on laughing and bashfully looked to the floor while blushing. Asuka started laughing and accidentally fell down. He fell too and they were face to face. She looked in his eyes and brushed his bangs out of his face. She was about to kiss him and he closed his eyes.
Then someone knocked on the door. Shinji got up and Asuka covered her mouth in surprise that she was about to kiss Shinji. He opened the door and saw Kaworu smiling at him. "I came to apologize for being so mean to you." He looked in back of Shinji and saw Asuka weirdly staring at him. "Oh was I interrupting something right now because it looks like you two were doing something." Asuka was actually glad Kaworu came and stopped her from kissing Shinji for the second time. For once she wanted for Kaworu to stay longer to save awkwardness between her and Shinji. She pulled Kaworu in and Kaworu didn't know what was wrong with her.
"Why don't you come in and eat something. You could be our company since Misato isn't here with us and it is quite sad when it's just me and Shinji alone. So just sit down while I fix something up for you," she forced a smile on her nervous face. Kaworu stared at her worriedly at the attitude change and sat down on the couch. He was concerned that Shinji and Asuka were dating. His heart suddenly started to ache at the thought of the redhead taking advantage of Shinji. He wanted to protect Shinji from her but Shinji didn't want to accept the advice from him because he was blinded by love. Though, the strange thing was that so was Kaworu.
Shinji smiled at him as he sat on the couch with Kaworu. Asuka ran off to make sandwiches and to avoid being with them. She took out everything she needed and ended up listening to the boys' conversation. She looked at them from around the corner but she couldn't hear them very well because they were whispering. Then Shinji noticed her wanting to listen to what secret things they were saying.
"So how are the sandwiches going," he said wanting to spoil what she was trying to do.
"Oh I'm bearly starting right now my dear Shinji!" She tried to hide what she had been doing. Kaworu didn't say anything but grimaced once she mentioned Shinji.
"I'm not hungry so you don't have to make anything at all for me. Though thank you for the nice thought." Asuka jumped back and tried to act friendly to him.
"Sure." she paused for a while, "I'll just go to my room now if you don't mind."
"No.no I'll just leave. I already told Shinji what I wanted to tell him so you two could be alone just like you obviously want." He sarcastically smiled at her and was about to walk out the door. "I know you were about to kiss him so why don't you." Shinji and Asuka were left behind with surprised faces as he closed the door.
"How did he know that Shinji?" She said accusingly to him.
"But I didn't tell him anything Asuka." He said hoping she wouldn't hit him in any way. Asuka suspected he was talking behind her back.
"Anyway, YOU were the one who was trying to kiss me!!! I was innocent one in this story and when would I ever like a loser like you! You know I'd never want to kiss you ever again ever since that other time. If you ask me I wasted my first kiss. It should have been with someone strong that could hold me in his arms like Kaji but NOOOO I had to lower my standards by kissing you!" Shinji glared at her.
"Well you ruined the whole kiss when you tried to suffocate me."
"I only held your nose you could of breathed through you mouth!!!"
"Oh yeah . you were freaking kissing me!! Remember you took your sweet ass time and I couldn't breathe!!" He screamed back at her. She got irritated with him so she gave him the cold shoulder and rushed into her room. Shinji stood in the doorway remembering what had almost happened that night and it was something he wanted all this time no matter how much he denied. He slouched down as he walked to the television hoping for something to see to make him forget everything. His body was tired from the whole stressful day and he sat down on the couch. The apartment felt like it was isolated with no one except him. He looked at the ceiling finding himself slowly falling asleep. Asuka started to make noise in her room but he couldn't find the strength or the will to talk to her after the argument. Everything was blurring once the sleep started to catch up to him. Suddenly a thought came to mind before he completely fell asleep; he was in love with Asuka.
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So you could know it will become more depressing the farther it goes. I think by the fourth chapter Rei comes in. ^_^ I will get the third chapter in soon.
