Okay this is the fourth chapter and sadly, the conclusion of the
story. I decided that Rei wasn't needed in this story so I'm sorry all you
Rei fans. I don't own Evangelion. Well I think I'm done then. It's kind
of short too. XD sorry!
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There was an awkward silence as Asuka stared at Shinji hidden in the dark in his isolated room. He didn't speak at all because he didn't know what else to say to her. She paused and looked away from him. The red head turned away from him. There was nothing else to say leaving Shinji to feel guilty that he didn't speak. After all, it was his fault he had hit her but he was too scared to say he was sorry. He didn't mean to hurt her so much but he had grown so tired of being pushed around by her. She walked down the hall, slamming his door and went into her room. Shinji could hear Asuka from the other room and he knew where she was going.
A few minutes passed, when Shinji saw Asuka rushing by to the front door and discreetly left the apartment. He felt like his heart was being ripped apart from guilt of what he had done. She hated him. He didn't like to be hated, it was something he tried his best to prevent. He slammed his door angrily as he cried. "Why do I always have to be such a jerk?" he whispered as he threw his body against the bed hoping he could disappear from this harsh world.
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Kaworu walked towards Shinji's apartment happily humming to himself. Suddenly he saw a red headed girl run past him crying. The first thought that hit his mind was if Shinji was okay. He knew that something was wrong and he immediately held back Asuka by grabbing her arm. She glared at him and punched his stomach, " Don't touch me you bastard!" Kaworu let go of her and held his stomach in pain. "You did this to him! It was your fault he changed!"
"Tell me what happened to Shinji!" he looked concerned and Asuka backed away. His heart stared to beat fast as he stared to worry.
"He hit me! The little jackass hit me!" Kaworu looked at her in disbelief. He couldn't imagine Shinji would hit someone he loved so much, but Shinji was too innocent to do that. Asuka deeply stared at him as if wishing she could kill him at that moment, "Kaworu, just go away. You don't belong here, all you do is cause more trouble."
"I'm sorry. I'd argue with you right now but I need to go see Shinji," he turned his back towards her and started to walk down the hall. He continued down the same path to the apartment. Asuka started to cry but he didn't stall to look at her again.
"Did you not hear what I said! You don't belong here Kaworu!" she screamed loudly but her voice started to die down from how hard she was crying. "Can't you understand?" sharp pains ran down her ribs causing her to fall on the floor. "I love Shinji," she mumbled. The boy stopped walking and slowly looked at her. His eyes were glowing with hatred towards her. "It's like his heart is slipping from my grasp because of you."
Kaworu stared down at her, widely smiling, "I didn't do that, you did that yourself."
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Shinji silently cried as he held his pillow tightly. He couldn't stand life anymore and started to feel self-pity towards himself. There was only one thing to do. He helplessly looked around his room for something to kill himself with. His room was too dark so he found it hard to see anything. Shinji got off his bed and opened the door. Across the hall was the kitchen and he saw a knife on the countertop.
He slowly walked down the hall and held the knife in his hands staring at his reflection. His heart started to beat at the thought of taking his life, he felt scared. His eyes closed and he ignored his fright. The cold blade touched his vein and he felt a chill run down his body. Suddenly someone rang the doorbell and he jumped up, cutting his wrist. A cut appeared on his arm and blood squirted out of his arm.
He fell on the kitchen floor because he felt weak from the blood he was loosing too fast. Kaworu ran through the door and frantically screamed, "Oh my god! Shinji!" What he saw surprised him so he immediately grabbed a towel to stop the bleeding. He kneeled in front of Shinji and put pressure on the cut, "Shinji, why did you try to kill yourself!" He screamed hoping to put some sense into Shinji but it didn't seem to work.
"Why should I bother living if no one cares. I always hurt everyone and I'm tired of being so miserable about it," Shinji mumbled as Kaworu tightened his grip. He looked in Shinji's eyes and found himself crying for the first time.
"I care Shinji! Don't try to kill yourself, I need you," Kaworu looked at the floor avoiding Shinji's reaction.
"Why would anyone need me? I'm just a useless being," suddenly Kaworu held Shinji's hands and smiled happily but still he was crying.
"Can't you tell? I love you," he pulled the weak boy towards him and embraced him in his arms. Shinji sniffled and hugged him back. "Asuka isn't worth it Shinji," He whispered as he reluctantly let go. He got some bandages and wrapped it around the long cut. "I promise, I'll take care of you,"
"Really?" Shinji asked.
"Yes," he closed his eyes and kissed Shinji. There was a long silence as if time had froze. Kaworu smiled as his heart beated rapidly, maybe for once he wouldn't have to feel pain anymore. Finally relieved, he realized that he was in love.
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I hope you liked this fic. I'm sorry it was so sudden I concluded this but when I was writing, I had come to a good ending. If you want me to write a continuation to this, I will but if enough people asked. If not, I'll be happy either way. Please read and review!
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There was an awkward silence as Asuka stared at Shinji hidden in the dark in his isolated room. He didn't speak at all because he didn't know what else to say to her. She paused and looked away from him. The red head turned away from him. There was nothing else to say leaving Shinji to feel guilty that he didn't speak. After all, it was his fault he had hit her but he was too scared to say he was sorry. He didn't mean to hurt her so much but he had grown so tired of being pushed around by her. She walked down the hall, slamming his door and went into her room. Shinji could hear Asuka from the other room and he knew where she was going.
A few minutes passed, when Shinji saw Asuka rushing by to the front door and discreetly left the apartment. He felt like his heart was being ripped apart from guilt of what he had done. She hated him. He didn't like to be hated, it was something he tried his best to prevent. He slammed his door angrily as he cried. "Why do I always have to be such a jerk?" he whispered as he threw his body against the bed hoping he could disappear from this harsh world.
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Kaworu walked towards Shinji's apartment happily humming to himself. Suddenly he saw a red headed girl run past him crying. The first thought that hit his mind was if Shinji was okay. He knew that something was wrong and he immediately held back Asuka by grabbing her arm. She glared at him and punched his stomach, " Don't touch me you bastard!" Kaworu let go of her and held his stomach in pain. "You did this to him! It was your fault he changed!"
"Tell me what happened to Shinji!" he looked concerned and Asuka backed away. His heart stared to beat fast as he stared to worry.
"He hit me! The little jackass hit me!" Kaworu looked at her in disbelief. He couldn't imagine Shinji would hit someone he loved so much, but Shinji was too innocent to do that. Asuka deeply stared at him as if wishing she could kill him at that moment, "Kaworu, just go away. You don't belong here, all you do is cause more trouble."
"I'm sorry. I'd argue with you right now but I need to go see Shinji," he turned his back towards her and started to walk down the hall. He continued down the same path to the apartment. Asuka started to cry but he didn't stall to look at her again.
"Did you not hear what I said! You don't belong here Kaworu!" she screamed loudly but her voice started to die down from how hard she was crying. "Can't you understand?" sharp pains ran down her ribs causing her to fall on the floor. "I love Shinji," she mumbled. The boy stopped walking and slowly looked at her. His eyes were glowing with hatred towards her. "It's like his heart is slipping from my grasp because of you."
Kaworu stared down at her, widely smiling, "I didn't do that, you did that yourself."
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Shinji silently cried as he held his pillow tightly. He couldn't stand life anymore and started to feel self-pity towards himself. There was only one thing to do. He helplessly looked around his room for something to kill himself with. His room was too dark so he found it hard to see anything. Shinji got off his bed and opened the door. Across the hall was the kitchen and he saw a knife on the countertop.
He slowly walked down the hall and held the knife in his hands staring at his reflection. His heart started to beat at the thought of taking his life, he felt scared. His eyes closed and he ignored his fright. The cold blade touched his vein and he felt a chill run down his body. Suddenly someone rang the doorbell and he jumped up, cutting his wrist. A cut appeared on his arm and blood squirted out of his arm.
He fell on the kitchen floor because he felt weak from the blood he was loosing too fast. Kaworu ran through the door and frantically screamed, "Oh my god! Shinji!" What he saw surprised him so he immediately grabbed a towel to stop the bleeding. He kneeled in front of Shinji and put pressure on the cut, "Shinji, why did you try to kill yourself!" He screamed hoping to put some sense into Shinji but it didn't seem to work.
"Why should I bother living if no one cares. I always hurt everyone and I'm tired of being so miserable about it," Shinji mumbled as Kaworu tightened his grip. He looked in Shinji's eyes and found himself crying for the first time.
"I care Shinji! Don't try to kill yourself, I need you," Kaworu looked at the floor avoiding Shinji's reaction.
"Why would anyone need me? I'm just a useless being," suddenly Kaworu held Shinji's hands and smiled happily but still he was crying.
"Can't you tell? I love you," he pulled the weak boy towards him and embraced him in his arms. Shinji sniffled and hugged him back. "Asuka isn't worth it Shinji," He whispered as he reluctantly let go. He got some bandages and wrapped it around the long cut. "I promise, I'll take care of you,"
"Really?" Shinji asked.
"Yes," he closed his eyes and kissed Shinji. There was a long silence as if time had froze. Kaworu smiled as his heart beated rapidly, maybe for once he wouldn't have to feel pain anymore. Finally relieved, he realized that he was in love.
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I hope you liked this fic. I'm sorry it was so sudden I concluded this but when I was writing, I had come to a good ending. If you want me to write a continuation to this, I will but if enough people asked. If not, I'll be happy either way. Please read and review!
