"Audrey, are you-" Chris started.

"Chris, you are the only one I want to lose my purity too." Audrey whispered.

"So do I." Chris replied before their lips met.

The next morning Audrey woke up beside Chris, she turned around to face Chris as the events of last night hit her.

Chris groaned as he opened he's eyes to see Audrey.

"Hey." Audrey said softly as she sat up. Chris replied with a kiss.

"What time is it?" Audrey asked.

"Damn, it's ten." Chris moaned.

"Ten shit. We're dead." Audrey whispered

"Its okay, there's no school today." Chris said.

"Chris listen to me, we're in the month of June, the month Voldemort loves. Chris, he's attacking today and the war will begin. If, if we don't see each other again than I just want you to know that I love you." Audrey said softly. Chris cupped her hands in his face.

"I love you too and don't you dare forget that." Chris whispered softly before their lips met. They pulled away just before the door burst open.

"BLOODY HELL!" Snape shouted as Audrey pulled the bed sheets closer to her body.

"What the hell are the BOTH of you doing in bed?!" Draco roared. Audrey magicked her clothes on and stood up.

"That is none of your business." Audrey hissed as she pulled on her sandals.

"I will deal with you later Christopher Snape as for now, Audrey we have to go. Voldemort is calling." Snape said as Audrey's hand flew to her arm.

"Remember what I said Chris." Audrey whispered before she left with Draco and Snape.

"What the hell were you thinking?!" Draco roared as they walked towards the Forbidden Forest.

"I love him Draco and that's all there is to it." Audrey said coldly before they felt the familiar tug of the portkey.

"Hello children, sit." Voldemort said. Audrey and Draco sat down while Snape stood in a darkened corner.

"Draco, Lucious wishes to see you in the next room." Voldemort said. Draco stood up and headed to the next room.

"As for you, I've been hearing things." Voldemort said as he stood up and circled Audrey like a predator getting ready to attack its prey. Like a trapped animal in a cage surrounded by humans.

"Do you know what it is?" Voldemort whispered into her ear.

~ I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Feeling so faithless lost under the surface

Don't know what you're expecting of me

Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

Every step I take is another mistake to you

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) ~

Audrey shook her head as fear took over her body. She wanted to tremble, to run and hide but she kept calm and collected in the outside even though she was trembling inside.

~ I've become so numb I can't feel you there

I've become so tired so much more aware

I've becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you ~

"Bring her in." Voldemort spat before a little girl, a muggle was thrown into the room crying out for her mother.

"I want you to prove your loyalty to me, make her suffer before you kill her." Voldemort hissed.

~ Can't you see that you're smothering me

Holding too tightly afraid to lose control

Cause everything that you thought I would be

Has fallen apart right in front of you

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

And every second I waste is more than I can take ~

Audrey froze as she heard his words. Torture then kill this innocent child? She couldn't, she just couldn't. But she had no choice, none at all. She unwillingly pulled out her wand and raised it towards the terrified child.

"Crucio!" Audrey shouted as a jet of light hit the child. The child screamed in pain before she fell on the ground while Voldemort's cruel laugh filled the room sending a shiver up Snape's spine. Audrey was thankful for the mask as tears had fallen down her face.

Audrey's POV

What have I become? God, I'm a monster.

End of Audrey's POV

~ I've become so numb I can't feel you there

I've become so tired so much more aware

I've becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you ~

Audrey couldn't stand it anymore, she couldn't do it. She put down her arm and cast a healing charm on the child. "Oh God, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry." Audrey cried as she rocked back and forth on her knees as the blood of the limp child covered her hands.

~ And I know

I may end up failing too

But I know

You were just like me with someone disappointed in you ~

"It's true then, you were the leak, you were the spy." Voldemort spat. Audrey stood up and pulled off her mask showing the dry tears on her face. She threw the mask by his feet and looked him in the eye.

Voldemort pulled out his wand in a flash and shouted 'Crucio' Audrey collapsed on the floor shaking violently in pain but not screaming.

~ I've become so numb I can't feel you there

I've become so tired so much more aware

I've becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you ~

Audrey's hand clutched her wand tightly. She couldn't fell the pain of the Cruciatus when the pain inside her was more overwhelming. She had killed a child by torturing it, an innocent little muggle girl. Nothing could compare to that.

~ I've become so numb I can't feel you there

Is everything what you want me to be

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

Is everything what you want me to be ~

Audrey's wand fell on the dirty ground with a clunk echoing around the room. Voldemort dismissed Snape and knelt down beside Audrey's limp body.

"Such a pity, you would have been the queen of darkness." Voldemort said before he closed her wide pain filled eyes with he's hand.