My Last Breath

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Hold on to me love

You know I can't stay long........

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Jack had done everything possible to find her. He had spent the

last six months chasing his love. She was always just an inch too far away. He would catch a lock of her hair and then she was gone.

It seemed she was with him more than ever now.

He could feel her now; she was so close to him.

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All I wanted to say was I love you and I'm not afraid

Can you hear me? Can you feel me in your arms?

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His breathing grew slower as the hours passed. Jack glanced at the

clock abover his bed, almost midnight. Then it would be her birthday.

Jack smiled as he thought of her. Rose, his angel, happy and safe with him. No, a voice said, she isn't and you know that. Jack's blood was chilled.

It was true and he knew it. She wasn't safe, she was gone.

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Holding my last breath Safe inside myself

Are all my thoughts of you

Sweet raptured light, it ends here tonight

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He had tried and he had failed. He wouldn't be able to find her.

She was too far out of reach. If there was only a way, a way to feel her touch again. Jack sighed; he would never be near her againi

It was true, Cal had won in a way; he hadn't gotten Rose, but neither had Cal. A hollow laugh escaped his throat. It was harsh in the stillness of the night, so changed from his old laugh. Ah, the voice continued,but that was before.

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I'll miss the winter

A world of fragile things

Look for me in the white forest

Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)

I know you hear me

I can taste it in your tears

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His eyes slowly closed. Jack was exhausted. His body couldn'tgo on without sleep, but sleep brought dreams of Rose.

Dreams where she blamed him. Jack couldn't bear to look into her

beautiful, accusing eyes. Eyes that had held so much love for him. His soul was worn thin without its other half. He couldn't feel anything but an aching numbness deep in his heart.

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Holding my last breath

Safe inside myself

Are all my thoughts of you

Sweet raptured light it ends here tonight.

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Suddenly Jack felt something he hadn't felt since learning of Rose's death; he felt warm. He could feel warmth, loving warmth coarsing through his veins. He moaned softly. Rose...... He knew it was her. No one else had ever been able to inspire such feelings of warmth in him. He felt her arms wrap themselves around him in a tight embrace. "Rose," he called. In reply she slid her thumb gently down his cheek. Jack shivered and leaned into her touch.

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Closing your eyes to disappear.

You pray your dreams will leave you here

But still you wake and know the truth

No one's there

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Rose gently cupped Jack's chin in her hand. "Oh, Jack," she whispered. He grasped her hand gently,but firmly. She was here now and he had no intetnions of letting her go. She looked down at their hands. Rose kissed his fingertips softly. 'I'll always love you," she whispered into his skin. As quickly as she had come, Rose was gone. "No!" Jack cried. His hands grabbed at the air where she had been in hopes of touching her again. ~~~

The next morning Jack woke up on his kitchen floor, surrounded by empty liquor bottles. He tried to sit up, and his head was torn by a searing pain. Realizing that he had probably spent the night before drinking, he questioned what had happened. Itwas so clear in his memory, and it didn't matter how much logic he applied to it, he knew Rose had been there, and she was still with him

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. Say Goodnight

Don't be Afraid

Calling me calling me

as you fade to black

~~~~~~~~ Disclaimer: Ok, I

don't own Titanic, Jack or Rose. (sodding Camceron owns them!!!!!) I don't own Evanescence, (though I wouldn't say no to a date with Amy!) My Last Breath is not mine, Evanescence owns it. it is a great song, Well, it was little less dark then i planned. Oh ya, I might do another chapter, but I'm not sure. If I do it will be soon. one last word: REVIEW

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