Chapter 2: Having Second Thoughts
Disclaimer- again digimon is not mine
A/N: thanks to deam-rose/fanfictionist and divine-angel143 for my first reviewers!
dream-rose/fanfictionist- thanks for the tip and I'll try to work on my punctuation hehe im just a beginner and thanks for reviewing!
divine-angel143- thanks for reviewing and if you wanna know if it's a mimato or sorato your just gonna havta find out!
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Matt's P.O.V
I was walking away heading home thinking I made the right decision of breaking up with Sora but somehow I feel really guilty maybe because I shouldn't have left Sora in the tree crying by herself but I know that if I was still there I might just make things worse for her. I know I broke Sora's heart but now I'm feeling heartbroken too just seeing the look on her beautiful face the one smile and always made me happy to see vanished the second I told her we were breaking up and right now all I want to see is that smile again and knowing that I may never see her beautiful smile ever again made me feel like I was making the wrong decision but on the other hand Mimi was everything I wanted in a girl my whole life and I finally got what I wanted so shouldn't I be happy with Mimi now instead of Sora? As I opened the door to my apartment as I went into my room and looked at a picture of me and Sora we looked really happy together I was giving her a piggy back ride, I had my arms around her legs while she had her arms around my neck loosely and we were both grinning like idiots. Then I look at another picture of me and Mimi recently taken I had my arms around her waist, she had one arm around my neck and the other on my shoulder and she was leaning on my chest. But we weren't grinning like idiots we were smiling at each other. I was having second thoughts about breaking up with Sora but Mimi was everything I always wanted. This is so hard!
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Sora's P.O.V
My vision was blurry from the tears in my eyes but I could still see the blonde rock star I fell in love with since the beginning of high school walk out of my life and into another's to make it worse he was walking into the life of my best friend Mimi. When I saw Matt and Mimi kiss right beneath this tree five days ago, I kept telling myself that Mimi probably kissed him and it wasn't his fault but I knew I was just forcing myself not to face the truth that Matt my boyfriend is cheating on me with my best friend Mimi. I know all I was doing was lying to myself
~~~Flashback Five Days Ago~~~
Sora was walking by the park on the way to tennis practice when she suddenly spotted Matt with Mimi so Sora snuck behind the tree where she and Matt always ended their dates at and hid behind the tree watching what Matt and Mimi were doing. Mimi was holding Matt's hand tightly with her head on his shoulder. "So that's what Matt's been up to these days.cheating on me". Sora felt her eyes water but quickly wiped them away but suddenly she saw Mimi drew closer to Matt and they kissed that's when Sora couldn't take it anymore and ran away tears running down her face. "I thought you loved me Matt."
~~~End of Flashback~~~
I stayed in the tree for about few more hours watching couples walk by hand in hand, arms wrapped around each other and I wish it was me and Matt doing couple things together. Then I thought about me and Matt and all the good times we had together from our first date, first kiss till our last date and last kiss. "Maybe this was just meant to be" I told myself then I touched the heart with our names on the tree and felt more tears stream down my face then before I left to go home heartbroken and alone I whispered softly as if that blonde rock star was still here with me "I love you".
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-The Next Day at School Matt's P.O.V-
I walked to my locker I spotted Sora and walked over to her. "Hey Sora I'm really sorry about the break up can we just be friends now?" Sora just looked at me with a weak smile on her face it wasn't the smile I loved and makes me every time I saw it this was a sad smile and then I knew for sure I would never see her true smile ever again. "Of course Matt I'd rather have you as my friend then not have you at all" "Thanks Sor" I said but I didn't smile because right then I knew that was what all she would just be "a friend" nothing more nothing less. "I gotta go to class now Sor I'll see you later?" "Yeah sure Matt" she said with sadness. Then I walked to Mimi's locker so I could walk her to her next class which was really idiotic of me because Sora was in Mimi's next class to. I didn't want to hold Mimi's hand because I knew Sora would see but Mimi held my hand. "Matt what's wrong?" she asked with concern. "Nothing I'm fine Mimi" Then we arrived at her classroom and just as I thought Sora was there and to make it worse Mimi was leaning in for a kiss I didn't want to seem suspicious so I just kissed Mimi. "Thanks for walking me to class Matt" "No problem Mimi" then I saw the look on Sora's face it was a face of heartbroken.
-After school Sora's P.O.V-
I was walking to the park to see the tree but I heard someone call my name. "Sora!! Wait up Sora!!" I smiled a weak smile it was my best friend Tai. "Hey Tai!!" I watched him run jog to where I was. "Sora is something wrong? You looked sad today." Sora was in disbelief she'd thought Tai would know by now but Tai was slow sometimes. "Tai.Matt b-broke up with me" I said a bit shaky then I started crying again then Tai embraced me and let me cry on his shoulder. "Sora it's okay.don't cry." Tai comforted me until he had to go to soccer practice then I was left alone once again. So I just went to the place where I didn't feel lonely somewhere I had many memories I went to the tree. "Sigh this is the only thing I have left of him" Sora said to herself then she climbed the tree only to find a big surprise she saw Matt sitting on the tree branch they use to share together.
End of Chapter two
A/N: I have no idea how this is going to end please help with some suggestions?
Disclaimer- again digimon is not mine
A/N: thanks to deam-rose/fanfictionist and divine-angel143 for my first reviewers!
dream-rose/fanfictionist- thanks for the tip and I'll try to work on my punctuation hehe im just a beginner and thanks for reviewing!
divine-angel143- thanks for reviewing and if you wanna know if it's a mimato or sorato your just gonna havta find out!
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Matt's P.O.V
I was walking away heading home thinking I made the right decision of breaking up with Sora but somehow I feel really guilty maybe because I shouldn't have left Sora in the tree crying by herself but I know that if I was still there I might just make things worse for her. I know I broke Sora's heart but now I'm feeling heartbroken too just seeing the look on her beautiful face the one smile and always made me happy to see vanished the second I told her we were breaking up and right now all I want to see is that smile again and knowing that I may never see her beautiful smile ever again made me feel like I was making the wrong decision but on the other hand Mimi was everything I wanted in a girl my whole life and I finally got what I wanted so shouldn't I be happy with Mimi now instead of Sora? As I opened the door to my apartment as I went into my room and looked at a picture of me and Sora we looked really happy together I was giving her a piggy back ride, I had my arms around her legs while she had her arms around my neck loosely and we were both grinning like idiots. Then I look at another picture of me and Mimi recently taken I had my arms around her waist, she had one arm around my neck and the other on my shoulder and she was leaning on my chest. But we weren't grinning like idiots we were smiling at each other. I was having second thoughts about breaking up with Sora but Mimi was everything I always wanted. This is so hard!
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Sora's P.O.V
My vision was blurry from the tears in my eyes but I could still see the blonde rock star I fell in love with since the beginning of high school walk out of my life and into another's to make it worse he was walking into the life of my best friend Mimi. When I saw Matt and Mimi kiss right beneath this tree five days ago, I kept telling myself that Mimi probably kissed him and it wasn't his fault but I knew I was just forcing myself not to face the truth that Matt my boyfriend is cheating on me with my best friend Mimi. I know all I was doing was lying to myself
~~~Flashback Five Days Ago~~~
Sora was walking by the park on the way to tennis practice when she suddenly spotted Matt with Mimi so Sora snuck behind the tree where she and Matt always ended their dates at and hid behind the tree watching what Matt and Mimi were doing. Mimi was holding Matt's hand tightly with her head on his shoulder. "So that's what Matt's been up to these days.cheating on me". Sora felt her eyes water but quickly wiped them away but suddenly she saw Mimi drew closer to Matt and they kissed that's when Sora couldn't take it anymore and ran away tears running down her face. "I thought you loved me Matt."
~~~End of Flashback~~~
I stayed in the tree for about few more hours watching couples walk by hand in hand, arms wrapped around each other and I wish it was me and Matt doing couple things together. Then I thought about me and Matt and all the good times we had together from our first date, first kiss till our last date and last kiss. "Maybe this was just meant to be" I told myself then I touched the heart with our names on the tree and felt more tears stream down my face then before I left to go home heartbroken and alone I whispered softly as if that blonde rock star was still here with me "I love you".
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-The Next Day at School Matt's P.O.V-
I walked to my locker I spotted Sora and walked over to her. "Hey Sora I'm really sorry about the break up can we just be friends now?" Sora just looked at me with a weak smile on her face it wasn't the smile I loved and makes me every time I saw it this was a sad smile and then I knew for sure I would never see her true smile ever again. "Of course Matt I'd rather have you as my friend then not have you at all" "Thanks Sor" I said but I didn't smile because right then I knew that was what all she would just be "a friend" nothing more nothing less. "I gotta go to class now Sor I'll see you later?" "Yeah sure Matt" she said with sadness. Then I walked to Mimi's locker so I could walk her to her next class which was really idiotic of me because Sora was in Mimi's next class to. I didn't want to hold Mimi's hand because I knew Sora would see but Mimi held my hand. "Matt what's wrong?" she asked with concern. "Nothing I'm fine Mimi" Then we arrived at her classroom and just as I thought Sora was there and to make it worse Mimi was leaning in for a kiss I didn't want to seem suspicious so I just kissed Mimi. "Thanks for walking me to class Matt" "No problem Mimi" then I saw the look on Sora's face it was a face of heartbroken.
-After school Sora's P.O.V-
I was walking to the park to see the tree but I heard someone call my name. "Sora!! Wait up Sora!!" I smiled a weak smile it was my best friend Tai. "Hey Tai!!" I watched him run jog to where I was. "Sora is something wrong? You looked sad today." Sora was in disbelief she'd thought Tai would know by now but Tai was slow sometimes. "Tai.Matt b-broke up with me" I said a bit shaky then I started crying again then Tai embraced me and let me cry on his shoulder. "Sora it's okay.don't cry." Tai comforted me until he had to go to soccer practice then I was left alone once again. So I just went to the place where I didn't feel lonely somewhere I had many memories I went to the tree. "Sigh this is the only thing I have left of him" Sora said to herself then she climbed the tree only to find a big surprise she saw Matt sitting on the tree branch they use to share together.
End of Chapter two
A/N: I have no idea how this is going to end please help with some suggestions?
