Hi! Chapter 2 is here guys! Sorry (again) for the slow start in chapter 1 but hopefully this chapter will have more in it.

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Chapter 2:

Cindy's House:

Libby's sleeping over and the two are getting ready for bed.

Libby: Don't you just wanna smack Neutron sometimes! Cindy sat on her bed looking despondent. She had run home that night almost in tears.

Ever since the day she had returned home she had wished every night that she had never gone away with her parents. If she hadn't left she would still be popular, she would be the one passing spiteful comments to nerds, not receiving them.

Libby: Hello! Earth to Cindy. Cindy looked up dazed.

Cindy: Oh sorry Libby, I was just thinking about...er...homework. Libby saw straight through that excuse but she thought it best just to leave Cindy with her thoughts, she had become quieter and quieter over the last few weeks.

When she had first returned to school Jimmy's insults hadn't phased her, but seemed to get tired of making an effort to hold off his cruel comments and then the whole school began to join in and laugh with Jimmy, Sheen and Carl it became too much for her. She gave up and went to the stage of just trying to stay away and stop him from getting the chance of insulting her.

Sometimes she didn't know whether to be angry with herself or Neutron. Maybe if she hadn't made Neutron's life a misery before she left he'd have some respect for her. These past few months had been like reliving the months before she had gone. Only this time she was the freak, the nerd, the one getting all torment. She sometimes felt that Neutron had a right to bully her like this, after all she had humiliated him in their earlier years.

Cindy would lie awake for hours wondering if only she'd left Jimmy alone would he have done the same for her, and just when she had convinced herself that it was her fault the other voiced in the back of her mind would come forward and say, 'come you weren't this bad, he doesn't have any right to torture you like this, you should tell him to back off and leave you to get on with your life..' and so her thoughts would keep her awake night after night, and still she wasn't sure what to think.

But there was one other thing, something else she should have done before she left, something she could still do now but, wouldn't because of certain humiliation, if only if only...

Cindy: I should have told him. Libby nodded

Libby: Yes, if only you had. Those were the words going round in Cindy's mind all night they haunted her dreams never letting her rest..if only if only...

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So what should Cindy have told Jimmy...will she ever tell him chapter 3 will be up soon. What did you think, yet again quite a bit of explaining in that chapter not much action but get reviewing if you want more chappies, more reviews = better chapters oh yeh and any advice is great!