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A/N: Thanx for all the reviews, they were the thing that changed my mind from stopping at the very first chapter!!!!

Sirius tried to sit up in his bed but realizing that his head hurt too much so he gave up, but turned to his side for the first time realizing some one was lying right next to him. This didn't surprise him a bit, even though he had no memory of the night before, since things like this happened to him often, instead he pulled the sleeping girl closer.

"Sirius, you better get up!!! There is a game planned for next week and we really need to practice," James' loud voice shook Sirius out of his sleepy state.

Very unwillingly he got up in a sitting position trying to ignore the girls protesting moan as he pulled away and as he pulled away the sheet under the blanket, so he could use it to cover himself. As he opened the curtains James smirked, Remus grinned, and Peter had the most envious look possible on his face.

"Do you even know her name?" James asked looking at the pretty blond who was fast sleep.

"Let see.I think it's Tracy Shiner-no Shimmer I think.never mind but I think she mentioned something bout being a muggle borne," then Sirius turned to look back at her, trying to ignore his friend's laughter, "and by the looks of her body I say she is a fifth year."

"My, my Sirius, you don't even know the girl's name, and you still cheated on you gorgeous new girlfriend (Ivy), with her. You do remember that Ivy is a Slytherin, meaning she'll surely get revenge," James said as Remus shook in silent laughter beside him.

"Whatever," was all Sirius said as he got to his trunk and began dressing, "It's not like I'm going to tell her bout this, besides everyone knows that I'm a player so it's really her fault for getting with me. On the other hand neither of you should be laughing, after all, Remus sleeps around as much as I, and James, does Lily know that you weren't a virgin before you two made love the first time?"

"Hey I don't bed them on the first date like you-" Remus' protests were cut off by Sirius who had noticed the uncomfortable look on James' face.

"Don't tell me Lily doesn't know."

"Yes well.um what exactly was I supposed to say? Gee Lily I used to sleep around like my friends before we started to date, are you okay with that? Let's be serious here, her and me have only been dating ever since this year and before that we might have been friends but she dated other people and so did I. I don't think what happened with my passed girlfriends is really any of her business," James frowned.

"Make sure you believe it yourself before you tell us," Sirius snored.

"Listen James you can't lie to her, cause the truth always comes out, and trust me she'd rather hear it from you," Remus advised, "Me and Sirius'll manage the practice, go talk to her now, the sooner you tell her the better."

James now looking quite pale nodded and existed the room, looking as if he'd been voted to be the giant spider that they had found in the Forbidden Forest's lunch. Remus too left with Peter trailing along; when Sirius said he'd join them as soon as he cleaned away the evidence of cheating on Ivy.

"Hey baby you need to wake up," Sirius whispered in the girls' ear, making her moan and burry her face in a pillow, sighing he pulled the blankets off her and bit back a smile as the girl gave a squeak and her eyes flew open, "Sorry bout that, but you should really be getting up, and I mean right now."

The girl scowled as she got into a sitting position, then immediately blushed noticing that she was totally naked. Sirius sigh, wishing his partner the night before was a bit older, or perhaps like Crystal who'd probably do a little dance for him before getting dressed, instead of blushing and pulling her knees close to her body. In a way he was paying back for cheating on his latest girlfriend, though really he wasn't cheating.

"Um do you think I can have my clothes back?" the girl whispered.

"Sure-" but as soon as he said this he stopped, the girl's clothes or his from the night before where nowhere on the floor of the edge of his bed. Sighing he made his way to his dorm room's bathroom, thinking they might have stripped there but no such luck, so Sirius began to search all over his dorm room and after 15 minutes he gave up deciding to give the girl some of his own clothes, not thinking much about the mysterious disappearance of their clothes. Little did he know about what had really happened the night before.

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Lily ripped off her cold dirty robes and pulled on an oversized black T- shirt, and gray sweatpants, still in shock. Why was she aching all over? Why did she woken up in beside the lake? What had happened to her the night before? Before she had anytime to ponder on these questions a warm familiar voice, made her look up.

She saw his signal to follow him, and nodded, exiting the room and walking down to the Gryffindor common room. James sat down on a armchair but Lily being still in shock didn't go over to sit on his lap and instead sat on the couch across him, and surprisingly enough James didn't notice anything wrong, since he was so nervous that he was totally out of it.

"Lily I have to tell you something.it er doesn't have anything to do with us, not really, anyway thought I thought that you should still know." he began looking at his hands, but looked up, very unwillingly when she didn't answer him. He blinked in surprise realizing that Lily probably hadn't heard a single word he had said, because she was looking not at him but at the fireplace behind him, with the most peculiar expression on her face.

For the first time James realize that she was pale and shaking, her hair messy and full of earth, her face and bare arms covered with small scratches and dirt, and worst of all her eyes looked lost.

"Lily.are you all right?" he asked as he slowly made his way towards the shaking figure of his love, and sat beside her, yet she continued to look at the fireplace.

"This morning I woke up.I woke up on the edge of the lake, and yet I hardly had any memory of what happened the night before, but things are coming back to me bit by bit. I remember you and Sirius entering the common room with boxes of alcoholic Butterbeer, and starting a game of truth or dare, in which Peter dared me to get drunk, than Sirius who was even more drunk dared me to do a strip tease which I have a foggy memo of doing, and I also remember another dare, it was the one that I had to spend half a night in the Forbidden Forest. It was a summer night and at that time the Forest is usually really hot and humid, so I only pulled my robes on and went to do the dare."

"I let you do that dare all alone," James paled.

"You had too much to drink so you fell sleep before I was dared to do that, and you looked so sweet, almost like a little boy that I didn't want to awake you. Anyway it was as I expected really warm and I was quite drunk so I fell sleep, only to be shaken awake a little later. When I opened my eyes Evan Rosier was on top of me, I had forgotten my wand and my head hurt too much to do anything, and as little as I remember, I think he raped me,"

"Oh gosh no.oh Lily I'm so sorry," James pulled her into his arms and as she sobbed shaking like crazy.

James knew he should feel angry and go kill Rosier, and he did feel angry, VERY angry, but comforting Lily was somehow much more important, revenge would come later.

A/N: the story wouldn't have really worked if only happy things happened to the couple right???