Disclaimer: Don't own…..don't want to own.

Rating: K+

Summery: Kai gives up. lol

Kai's End

I gave up.

Maybe because I was lonely.
I was always lonely.
Therefore, I gave up.
But not only that,
Maybe also because of my own weakness.
I was never strong.
Whoever thought I was, thought wrong.
It just seemed so.
Every person who is silent seems to be intelligent.
They seem to be... but they are not.
They are weak,
The weakest.
The ones that don't even dare to search for friends.
But I gave up.

Me.

I gave up to be silent, I gave up to stand in the corner.
I was too weak to stand it any longer,
To see the others laughing.
They expect me to be silent and intelligent.
I did what they wanted,
But not anymore
I have given up,
All ends...
All.
Know what?
Do you know what I did?
I laughed.
I laughed loudly.
I came out of my corner and laughed.
I tapped on his shoulder and laughed again.
They all stared at me
But who cares-
I gave up,
And laughed.
But I'm happy.
Now I know that it's good to give up sometimes.
To drop the cold cover-
because I want to.
Just because.
No reason,
Just because.
I have changed my life.
I have made myself happy.
I have found friends.
I remember exactly,
A long time ago,
Somebody said I could never change myself.
I have to say, he was wrong.
Beause I gave up to be cold...
And I will never regret it.