Sirius and Harry James
Disclaimer: See the A/N chapter.
A/N: Sorry, this is a little angasty. As much as it hurt me to type this, (you'll see later in the chapter) I felt as if Harry needed to vent a little.
Harry was worried. He wanted his godfather, not a best friend. He had Ron and 'Mione. Sirius would bring up some stuff that Harry never heard of. Remus was a great help. He wouldn't go near Sirius because Sirius still thought that Remus was a spy. Dumbledore, the cunning old fool, told them not to tell Sirius about Pettingrew or Azkaban.
The first time he was Snape, he burst out laughing. Harry had to tell him that 'James' cursed Snape. Harry couldn't tell Sirius about Ron and 'Mione either.
"James, remember when we cursed Peter? His hair was Slytherin green for days!"
"Um . . .yeah." Said Harry, trying with all his might to not slap his young, prick of a godfather across the face.
"Hey, remember when-"
"Sirius, time to sleep." Harry was tired of pretending. Sirius wasn't his Sirius. He was someone who didn't grow up yet. Sirius still thought that he was twenty.
"'k. Will you tuck me in like you normally do?"
"Um . . .Ok. Now, if you have nightmares, call for a house elf named Dobby. He'll get me."
Remus and Snape were tired of this Sirius too. One time he saw Remus, he screamed and yelled horrible things. Remus was heart-broken. His best friend for years was terrified of him. When he first told the Marauders, Sirius was supportive, now he was anything but. Remus tried to act good naturally. He really Missed his best friend.
"JAMES!" a terrified scream rippled through the silenced Hospital Wing.
Groaning, Harry got out of his bed (across from Sirius's).
"Sirius, wake up. It's only a dream." Harry whispered.
"Oh, James! I had a dream that you and Lily died! Harry was just a baby!" screamed Sirius, tear running down his pale cheek.
Harry would have laughed seeing his godfather cry, but he had to play James. James who was a brave, noble hero. James who knew nothing of his future. Just James. Harry 'died'. Lily was long gone. Harry missed being Harry. Just Harry, not James Potter-look-a-like. Or Mini Marauder and Prongs Jr.
"Oh Sirius, I am right here. Harry-" Harry broke off, it was odd pretending to be someone he was not, he hated to say the he, himself was dead. "-Is with Lily. They are in hiding. They are safe." That was a complete lie. He silently wanted to kill Albus, Poppy and himself. His Godfather believes that Harry is James. He was not himself anymore. He could never be Harry. Harry hated James at this minute. He hated himself. Harry wished that Ron would slap him and Harry would wake up, as Harry. Sirius would be dead (how much it killed him to admit) safe from the horrors of life. Safe with the real James and Lily.
Harry gently dumped some Dreamless Sleep Potion into Sirius's mouth, wishing Sirius would die, wishing that the potion held in his hand was poison, wishing that Sirius never woke up.
Harry knew that playing two opposite roles would get to his head. Hermione and Ron backed away from harry as soon as they saw Harry digging out some Firewhiskey. Ron had always thought that Sirius was a fun and joyful kid. When he met the new Sirius, he thought that Sirius was just plain annoying.
A knock at Harry's door got all of his full attention. When he opened the door, he saw his beautiful rose. Ginny, the love of his life. Ginny, the one who he was going to marry.
"Hello, I just thought that you needed some company." She whispered as she sat on Harry's lap.
"Oh Ginny, my rose, my lover, I need you as much as you need Me." he whispered as he lightly kissed her beautiful, full lips. "I love you." He whispered.
"I love you too." Said she as she kissed him hard.
A/N: A little G/H romance. Now, he dated Parvati for a while. He never loved her as much as he loved Ginny. Ginny had grown to be a beautiful young woman, not the annoying tag-along she used to be. You see, it broke Gin's heart when Harry left. Bill was the best friend anyone could have. Ron betrayed Harry in his sixth year. He gave Harry a Portkey that took him to Lord Voldemort. It really pissed him off when he tortured Bill to death. Ron, who was under the Imperius, tortured him himself. Harry later forgave Ron because he had no idea of what he was doing and cried for the first time in front of Harry as he saw his mangled older brother and realising that he caused this. I do hope that this explains some things that you do not understand.
R/R!
Sirius's Secret Lover
Disclaimer: See the A/N chapter.
A/N: Sorry, this is a little angasty. As much as it hurt me to type this, (you'll see later in the chapter) I felt as if Harry needed to vent a little.
Harry was worried. He wanted his godfather, not a best friend. He had Ron and 'Mione. Sirius would bring up some stuff that Harry never heard of. Remus was a great help. He wouldn't go near Sirius because Sirius still thought that Remus was a spy. Dumbledore, the cunning old fool, told them not to tell Sirius about Pettingrew or Azkaban.
The first time he was Snape, he burst out laughing. Harry had to tell him that 'James' cursed Snape. Harry couldn't tell Sirius about Ron and 'Mione either.
"James, remember when we cursed Peter? His hair was Slytherin green for days!"
"Um . . .yeah." Said Harry, trying with all his might to not slap his young, prick of a godfather across the face.
"Hey, remember when-"
"Sirius, time to sleep." Harry was tired of pretending. Sirius wasn't his Sirius. He was someone who didn't grow up yet. Sirius still thought that he was twenty.
"'k. Will you tuck me in like you normally do?"
"Um . . .Ok. Now, if you have nightmares, call for a house elf named Dobby. He'll get me."
Remus and Snape were tired of this Sirius too. One time he saw Remus, he screamed and yelled horrible things. Remus was heart-broken. His best friend for years was terrified of him. When he first told the Marauders, Sirius was supportive, now he was anything but. Remus tried to act good naturally. He really Missed his best friend.
"JAMES!" a terrified scream rippled through the silenced Hospital Wing.
Groaning, Harry got out of his bed (across from Sirius's).
"Sirius, wake up. It's only a dream." Harry whispered.
"Oh, James! I had a dream that you and Lily died! Harry was just a baby!" screamed Sirius, tear running down his pale cheek.
Harry would have laughed seeing his godfather cry, but he had to play James. James who was a brave, noble hero. James who knew nothing of his future. Just James. Harry 'died'. Lily was long gone. Harry missed being Harry. Just Harry, not James Potter-look-a-like. Or Mini Marauder and Prongs Jr.
"Oh Sirius, I am right here. Harry-" Harry broke off, it was odd pretending to be someone he was not, he hated to say the he, himself was dead. "-Is with Lily. They are in hiding. They are safe." That was a complete lie. He silently wanted to kill Albus, Poppy and himself. His Godfather believes that Harry is James. He was not himself anymore. He could never be Harry. Harry hated James at this minute. He hated himself. Harry wished that Ron would slap him and Harry would wake up, as Harry. Sirius would be dead (how much it killed him to admit) safe from the horrors of life. Safe with the real James and Lily.
Harry gently dumped some Dreamless Sleep Potion into Sirius's mouth, wishing Sirius would die, wishing that the potion held in his hand was poison, wishing that Sirius never woke up.
Harry knew that playing two opposite roles would get to his head. Hermione and Ron backed away from harry as soon as they saw Harry digging out some Firewhiskey. Ron had always thought that Sirius was a fun and joyful kid. When he met the new Sirius, he thought that Sirius was just plain annoying.
A knock at Harry's door got all of his full attention. When he opened the door, he saw his beautiful rose. Ginny, the love of his life. Ginny, the one who he was going to marry.
"Hello, I just thought that you needed some company." She whispered as she sat on Harry's lap.
"Oh Ginny, my rose, my lover, I need you as much as you need Me." he whispered as he lightly kissed her beautiful, full lips. "I love you." He whispered.
"I love you too." Said she as she kissed him hard.
A/N: A little G/H romance. Now, he dated Parvati for a while. He never loved her as much as he loved Ginny. Ginny had grown to be a beautiful young woman, not the annoying tag-along she used to be. You see, it broke Gin's heart when Harry left. Bill was the best friend anyone could have. Ron betrayed Harry in his sixth year. He gave Harry a Portkey that took him to Lord Voldemort. It really pissed him off when he tortured Bill to death. Ron, who was under the Imperius, tortured him himself. Harry later forgave Ron because he had no idea of what he was doing and cried for the first time in front of Harry as he saw his mangled older brother and realising that he caused this. I do hope that this explains some things that you do not understand.
R/R!
Sirius's Secret Lover
