Terri fixed her hair up again while Spinner sat on the couch. She looked into the mirror seeing Spinner sitting still. Maybe he was shocked, maybe he was unhappy. Terri stayed quiet.

"You know I love you Terri," Spinner broke the silence. Terri smiled. "Don't make this a weird situation. It's like not all that bad." Terri came over and sat next to him.

"Promise me something," Terri asked laying her head on his shoulder.

"What?"

"You'll turn off the music next time we do this," Terri laughed. Spinner laughed back. Terri jumped up. "My dad will be home soon!" she worried. Spinner looked at her.

"It's raining out there! I can't go," he said as if he were frightened. Terri loved when he was serious. She laughed a little.

"You have too, or dad will be mad and I think you want to keep your legs and arms," Terri laughed. Spinner quickly opened the door and starting to walk out as the rain fell down heavily. Terri stood dry in the doorway. Spinner looked back and came up the stairs. He gave Terri a quick kiss, romantic but quick.

"I love you," he whispered.

"I love you," she whispered back. He ran off.

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Saturday came quick. Terri lied on her bed. She looked through her windows wrote in her journal and did everything she could, but nothing could wipe the smile off her face. She memorized everything in her room, where it was sat how it was sat. She didn't have anything else to do. Everything reminded her of Spinner. His smell still was present on her clothes. It sunk in like the love for him. She wrote his name everywhere. She couldn't stop thinking about Friday night the kiss the words the music, it was like it was all set for her, only thing missing were the rose petals covering the floor. Terri didn't care, she knew she had him, she knew the only thing to live for was him. The only one to live for was he.

"Terri? Are you there?" Ashley asked. Terri snapped into reality remembering Ashley was on the phone. "I was puking all night I had nightmares and everything! Please tell me your date went better than mine," Ashley pleaded. Terri grinned.

"My date went better then yours"

"Yeah, a TV dinner at your house, romantic"

"We didn't have dinner"

"Okay, a romantic kiss. No big deal, only reason I didn't get that was because my mouth was already busy gagging"

"We didn't just kiss," Terri admitted. There was suddenly a long pause and then Ashley gasped.

"Terri, no! You didn't! You did!" Ashley said with shock. Terri nodded as if though Ashley could see her.

"Don't leave me out on anything!"

"Well we came home and he almost immediately turned on the music. One of OUR favorites came on, it was like all planned ya know? We looked at each other and knew it was time for a dance so we danced. Then we just found our way onto the couch and it just happened"

"Sounds romantic. So you were ready?"

"With Spinner, yeah"

"You didn't just do it for Spinner did you?"

"Ash, I wanted to do it"

"Because you love him or because he wanted it?"

"Ash stop making this into something it's not"

"I don't want you sleeping around because I guy wants you to"

"Sleeping around?! Ash, I'm tired of you and Paige always telling me what I should and shouldn't be doing! You've always looked down on me, and I hate it!"

"Terri-"

"No! Ash, stop being my master and realize I'm a person too," and with that Terri hung up. Terri folded her arms. Something could take the smile off her face.

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Sunday soon gone Monday is here. Terri walked down the halls. She thought about what Ashley said. Spinner didn't call all weekend. No messages on the machine her door left untouched. Her mind was stiff she didn't know what to think. She didn't feel used, she knew Spinner loved her. She knew she loved him, he wouldn't use her. She looked up to see everyone staring. Sorrow on their faces, whispering to one another as Terri walked by. Terri tried keeping her head down. She looked over at Jimmy who sat down on the cold floor head down in his knees his hands wrapped around his shaking legs. She went over to him and sat down. She set her hand on his shaking back. He looked up. He looked as if he was crying, but now just looked upset. Terri became confused.

"Are you okay?" She asked concerned.

"I know I should have put it all behind, I knew I should have forgave and forgot. Terri it must be so hard for you," Jimmy said looking over to the locker that stood in front of him. Terri shook her head.

"What? Jimmy what are you talking about?" Terri asked. Jimmy looked over at her his eyes cluttered with tears.

"You don't know do you," Jimmy said wiping the tears away. Terri kept shaking her head.

"You're scaring me Jimmy," Terri swallowed.

"Terri, he's gone"