" I don't think I have seen this much food in my life, god."

Chapter 3: Sub conscience behaviors.

Tsukasa lye lazily on the couch, his body sprawled out and his jeans unbuttoned due to the enormous amount of food he had consumed. He felt tired, all that food, guess it would make you sleepy. His eyes drooped and he felt himself become un conscience.

It was late afternoon the sun had begun to set and cicadas droned throughout the neighborhood. Bear had taken Tsukasa into his bed room and tucked him in. Maybe he was treating Tsukasa too much like a little boy, but in a way he needed some of that kind of attention. The thought of it. How sick. A poor boy having to be raised as a girl. Must have been pure hell. No matter how awfully sick and twisted past Tsukasa had it was not too late for him to receive what he did not get in the past. Love, attention, and a real childhood. Tsukasa was already sixteen but it didn't seem like he minded having toys. Least he has something to feel good about, things that represent his real gender must be very comforting to him.

" What is taking them so damned long?" Bear grumbled pouring himself a glass of Coke. He took a small bottle from the bottom of the cabinet and poured it into his drink " should help just a little" He laughed and walked to the living room eyeing the door. At any given moment they should be here.

Bear leaned over and took a swig. The door opened with a loud crack.

" Sorry I'm late you know how it is! My Good ole pal THE BUS, Had TO be LATE!" Mimiru sat on the couch crossing her legs angrily. Bear laughed. " Its ok its good to have company finally I was waiting here for a really long time!" He grinned wickedly. Mimiru's face puffed up in annoyance " Said I was sorry!" She looked around slowly. Practically empty house. So quiet. " Hey! Bear! Where's Tsukasa??" She scanned the room carefully once again. " Oh he's sleeping." Mimiru looked up at him with a confused look " What DO you mean HE?" Bear looked down in a bit of shock " I wasn't supposed to say a word about it, I hope Tsukasa doesn't get too angry with me." He looked up straight into Mimiru's eyes "Tsukasa really is a boy, not a girl a boy" He looked back down quickly " So..SO that means he lied to all of us!?" She stared at the floor angrily. " He didn't mean to, its just that his situation was awful, both his parents suffered from severe mental illness, I am very surprised that Tsukasa was born fine, I wonder if this Illness started after he was born, I don't really know, but please don't be hard on him, What the hell was he supposed to do? I'm not saying a lie was a good thing, I am just trying to say think about the situation he was put through, what would you have done?"

Bear cracked his neck and stood up " I should go and wake Tsukasa, Not a word about what we just talked about" Mimiru looked down in shock.

" Raised as a girl, Is that why, He is so sensitive?"

So warm, smooth, milky white, and oh did the hair feel so soft and silk like. Her hands, maybe to hold her hand, maybe even a kiss, oh and maybe even further than that, not to sure what could be further than kissing but if holding hands and kissing was beautiful then further must be wonderfully beautiful.

" let me.touch you.your hand.let me hold it.your so beautiful everything not just the way you look, you as a person.you are perfect."

" Tsukasa! Wake up! We have company Tsukasa!"Bear shook him softly as he continued to babble on in his sleep. He opened his eyes slightly, "Oh.bear.its you.hi" Bear looked at him confused and shrugged " c'mon we have company!"

" Fine, but I really wanted to stay asleep"