" She hates me...She hates me.."

Chapter 8. Break

Tsukasa lay underneath Mimiru's bed, Blankets, pillow and all. There wasn't much space under there but Tsukasa's skinny body was able to wedge itself in. He stayed there for hours, He could smell breakfast, hear the chattering voices of Mimiru and Bear, he even heard Subaru leave. " Subaru.." He sighed heavily and curled back up, his eyes were puffy swollen red and very dry, he had been crying for hours, so much so that it hurt Mimiru's ears and probably even woke Bear up which was a hard thing to do.

Bear sat at the table eating some left over sausage and pouring maple syrup over it. " Mimiru, What.happened last night to Tsukasa?" He asked with great concern. Mimiru looked up at the ceiling sadly and met Bear's eyes with a look of depression gleaming from them " I can see he did something to hurt you" Mimiru nodded and faked a smile " Its not his fault really, he has no Idea how I feel about him" She rested her chin on her hand and looked out the window watching two sparrows pass by. " He.He made advances on Subaru, I'm sure that they went pretty far I heard an awful lot of moaning" She sighed. Bear covered his face with his hand "Did he.go "That" Far?" Bear asked afraid to know. " No, I then heard a lot of yelling on Subaru's part." She chewed her food slowly " Then, That's when he ran into your room and cried all night?" He looked down staring into his empty plate. "yeah, and he didn't stop for a moment he even cried in his sleep, It hurts..but I feel so bad for him, Subaru broke his heart"

" Who knows if she will ever forgive Tsukasa for such a lie, He may have to move on"

" I hate this..I don't want to be awake right now.In a way I wish that.I was still in a comma, I don't know, I hate this so much..He turned over with an utter look of depression. " Its my fault.Im so stupid.so stupid..Stupid!" He lay on his stomach in an awkward position stuffing the pillow ontop of his head humming to himself as if he were insane. " I can't even go back there not for a long time.she'll be there I know she will." He cringed crying once again " OH ITS NOT FAIR!"

Tsukasa felt overpoweringly tired and quickly fell asleep..

Mimiru sat in front of the TV angrily " Three fucking days! All he does is eat, sleep, and go to the bathroom! He's acting stupid! Idiot! He's going to get sick!!" She lifted one leg up and fiddled around with the pen in her mouth " This show is lame!" She complained as if she were a small child " I happen to like this show" Bear replied slightly annoyed "You would! I can't believe you watch little house on the prairie. UGH makes me sick!" She groaned loudly. " Well excuse me " Bear frowned.

" don't take your anger out on me by insulting the shows I watch and like " Bear coughed and looked down at her. " Yeah, Yeah, I'm sorry just.just makes me so mad!" she grumbled. " Or does it make you worried and hurt seeing him like this?" Bear questioned her. Mimiru gave him a look and layed back down.

Subaru lay on her couch mindlessly flipping through channels and eating a chocolate bar. " I can't believe he almost did that to me, He didn't even tell me he was a he, and I was stupid to not even notice he had a penis, Or I was in denial, doesn't matter, he lied to me and he was one of the only people I could trust, I fell for him and he lied to me, lied to me about one of the most important things his gender." She looked over with cold eyes.

" Gee Subaru you act like you two actually dated or something, Not saying I like him but, don't you think it was a little wrong of you to blame him for everything!? You lay on his bed and didn't make any complaints till you found out he really did have a dick, then you blame everything on him like he tried to rape you, and you tell me you have feelings for him? Doesn't look that way to me." Crim sat back on his chair sipping through his straw.

" I don't think I can have those feelings any more at all..he betrayed my trust." She looked at him angrily

"Oh? Really." He smirked teasing and annoying her.