Every Wall has a Crack

Chapter.4.-Love is the Key that got lost is the Rush

The sun rose over the lofty hills of Hogwarts and the sunshine peered into Lily's window, hitting her curtains. Lily's eyes squinted as she sat up and whispered. "Why must I suffer?" As usual Lily got up and did her morning routine, had a shower, brushed her teach brushed her hair, got dressed, and grabbed her book -bag heading down the dormitory stairs.

The common room was empty and quite, for the sun has just risen. Lily say down in a windowsill far back in the corner of the room. Lily pulled out the poem James had written for her just the other night; she read it over and over again trying to find out some sort of clue. She didn't get it. Why would he write her this? Did he miss me that much? Lily though and then she clued in and her memory came flooding back. I forgot, we were once in love.

Lily raced up into the boys dorm looked at the name plate and made sure it said fifth year and quietly snuck into the room and into James' bed.

"James." Lily shook him. "Prongs get your lazy ass up." James rolled over revealing his washboard bare chest. Lily looked at it for a moment before James whispered.

"Sirius I'm not doing a prank today, go back to sleep." Lily knew all to well that the boys always did pranks in the morning and middle of the night to the slimy Snape. She had no objections to it. She looked down and James and laid down beside him. Somehow his arms wrapped around her and held her to his chest.

"How good it feels to be in your arms again Jay." Lily whispered sweetly into James' eye as she kissed it. At the sound of her voice James eyes shot open and he was about to scream but Lily silenced him with a kiss. Once she pulled away she said.

"I forgot about you James. I blocked you out for so long afraid I was going to hurt you or I was going to get hurt, then I remembered this. The love we always had for each other. I'm sorry James. I read your poem over and over and it finally clicked, you are me James, and I keep on hurting because you're not with me. I'm sorry." Lily whispered. "I'm so so sorry." L:ily whispered into James' mouth as he kissed her again. James' arms pulled her tighter and closer to him, just the way he used to. He pulled away.

"Thanks Lily. Thank-you." James had tears in his eyes, that's why she had been hiding. She didn't want to get hurt. She didn't want to hurt me or anyone around her, but what made her realize to come back? James thought about this then he spoke up.

"Lils." At herein that name Lily smiled, she hadn't been called that in three years.

"What made you come back?" James asked brushing hair out of her face, as a smile came up upon her lips.

"You. Remembering." Lily whispered before James cut in.

"What did you remember?" At the look on James' face Lily giggled a bit before answering.

" The way you looked at me the last day we talked ever . About thr."

"Three years ago I remember, go on." James cut in.

"When Joey died and you knew I blamed it on myself you looked at my with you bright blue eyes, you had so much love and sadness at the same time, and I remember that look. The was the look I saw every time I pass you in the halls. Every time you try and talk to me and I walk away. I just couldn't stand it anymore. I realized I couldn't live without you." Lily sat up knowing she had to leave before the boys waking up and finding her in bed with James Potter, who she hadn't talked to in three years.

"Don't go Lils." James pulled her back down and onto his chest.

I need you. I already lost you once, I'm not going to do it again." He kissed her, Lily was rolled over and know one her back, she pulled away and kissed his lips one more time.

"I have to go." She kissed him again, "I'll see you at breakfast." Lily slid out from under him.

"You better sit with me." James answered. " Or I'll kiss you till you are gasping for air." Lily winked.

"I could always live with that." Lily them walked out of the room.

At breakfast James was looking all over for Lily. Sirius was getting annoyed.

"Who are you looking for Prongs?" Sirius asked with a mouth full of food.

"Lily." Was all James answered. Sirus and Remus looked at him as if he'd gone crazy.

"Lily as in Lily Evans?" Remus chocked.

"Yeah that me, who's asking?" A voice from behind James answered. James turned around and kissed Lily sweetly, before she sat down beside James.

Sirius and Remus had there mouths almost to the floor, what the hell was going on?

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