Chapter 18
It was after 2am by the time Hyde got back to the basement. He had just driven around for a couple hours then sat in a bar outside of town. There was the slight possibility that he had overreacted but he wasn't giving in. Jackie had said to Kelso that she chose him, how? How could she have done that? After everything that had happened between them and she said that to Kelso, what the hell was going through her head?
Hyde walked into his room and turned on the light only to quickly turn it off again. Jackie was asleep in the bed, his bed. Now what? A part of him wanted to lay down with her and just hold her but the other part-the other part wanted to shake her and yell at her. Instead he flipped the light back on and said "Jackie" really loudly.
She opened her eyes and looked at him "Steven?"
"Jackie what are you doing here? Shouldn't you be with Kelso somewhere doing something?" He couldn't bring himself to say what they would be doing. Didn't even want to go there.
"I was waiting for you," she slowly sat up still not awake. "What time is it?
"It's time for you to go home."
"Steven, I need to tell you something-"
"Whatever, I'm tired and I want to go to sleep."
"Steven-"
"Good night, Jackie," he stood by the door and motioned for her to leave. Jackie sat up on the bed and looked at him. He didn't really think she was going to just leave did he? He wasn't that stupid, was he? She got up off the bed and walked towards him.
"I don't want to go. Do you want me to go?" She walked towards him, slowly. When she was standing directly in front of him, her hands came up to rest on his chest. "Do you Steven?" She stood up on her toes, gently kissing his lips.
"Jackie, what about-" before he could finish she was kissing him. Full, open mouth with tongue involvement. Tell her to stop, push away one side of his brain thought. The other side encouraged him to kiss her harder, more. He wanted to be with her.
"Steven, I was waiting for you. What I said before to Michael, it wasn't true. I needed to him to understand that we are-"
"Jackie, can you ever shut up?" He didn't want to hear her talk about Michael, it was better when she was kissing him then he didn't think about it. If they were kissing, he wasn't thinking about it. How this could be the last time she ever kissed him or that it was a pity, goodbye kiss or fuck or whatever this was. He dropped his head towards her and captured her lips. It was a wet hot kiss with his tongue sweeping around her mouth and doing gently battle with her tongue. Not holding back any of the emotions he felt-angry that she had said those things to Kelso, disappointment that she even could say that to Kelso and love which he was probably never going to feel again. Pulling her tightly towards his body, driving himself crazy with the feel of her breasts against his chest, wanting to feel her naked under him. This was not a good idea because afterwards she was going to leave him. Again. Grabbing the top of her arms, Hyde lifted her away from him.
"Jackie, you need to leave."
"Steven, what I said earlier to Michael, it wasn't true-" but he interrupted before she could finish. "Leave Jackie"
"No. I'm not leaving. You don't even really want me to leave. God, you can be such an idiot some days. I only said those things to Michael to make him realize that he really didn't want to be with me. That I DON'T want to be with him." Hyde didn't say anything he just stared at her. Why did he let this 95 pound girl play with his heart? "You said you were going to give me a week to get over being mad at you then show me that we were meant to be together."
"Yeah, well, that was before you declared your love for Kelso."
"Fez told me about last night." He looked at her with a look of surprise. "I know that you were trying to defend my honour. To tell Michael how we felt about each other. It is so romantic. I mean you got into a fight over how he wanted to sleep with me and you weren't going to let him. I know you still love me, Steven."
What could he say to that? Listening to Kelso last night talk about sleeping with Jackie had driven him nuts. That anyone else would touch her drove him nuts. He did still love her but what good did that do as his heart kept getting trampled on? He looked at Jackie but didn't say anything. He was about to open his mouth when she reached down and took her shirt off with nothing underneath.
"Tell me you don't want me," Jackie said as she walked towards him and grabbed the edge of his shirt, pulling it up to press herself against him.
Okay Hyde, a voice in his head said; don't let this go to your head. This is not a good thing at the end of the day. But his head was not very clear as the blood was all rushing to the lower part of his body. Especially as her hands unbuckled his belt then the buttons on his pants and pushing them down. He couldn't seem to move. C'mon Hyde don't be an ass then she kissed him. A hot wet kiss with her hands pulling his head down to hers and he was lost. His arms went around her back and pulled her roughly to him, kissing her like his life depended on it. She reached for his shirt and pulled it up, Steven let go of her long enough to bring it over his head and throw it somewhere on the floor then bringing his mouth back down onto hers as pulling her back against him. She fit so perfectly against him, like they were made for each other.
Jackie pushed his pants down and off while Hyde reciprocated with removing her pants. Naked they stood before each other, Steven looked her up and down thinking that he would never get enough of her. He lean down and kiss her, gently nipping at her lips.
"I want you Steven," she sighed into his mouth. That was enough for right now as he pushed her gently on the bed. Jackie sighed as he came down on top of her then slowly moved down her body, kissing her neck and gently sucking on that spot on her neck sending shivers down her neck. Then he moved down to her breast and took one into his mouth. "Steven, please" as she arched her back. It took seconds before she couldn't stand it anymore and pulled his head up to her. He looked into her eyes and she hoped he could see the love in her eyes.
Steven reached to his pants to pull out his wallet retrieving the condom from inside. What the hell was he doing but before he could continue his line of thought Jackie took the condom out of his hand and put it on. The feel of her hands on him chased away any thought he might have had about anything except being with Jackie. Now.
She lay down as he moved on top of her and then he was inside of her. "Steven," she sighs into his ear. Then they began to move, in a rhythm all their own. She couldn't stop the feelings crashing over her-and the world spun out of control. Hyde felt Jackie explode underneath him and all around him, god, it was so fast for both of them. He couldn't hold back, not at all. If this was the last time the two of them were going to do this then-
"Jackie," it was his voice but Hyde didn't remember saying anything, "I love you" as he reached the peak and fell over the other side.
"I love you, Steven" Jackie said.
It was after 2am by the time Hyde got back to the basement. He had just driven around for a couple hours then sat in a bar outside of town. There was the slight possibility that he had overreacted but he wasn't giving in. Jackie had said to Kelso that she chose him, how? How could she have done that? After everything that had happened between them and she said that to Kelso, what the hell was going through her head?
Hyde walked into his room and turned on the light only to quickly turn it off again. Jackie was asleep in the bed, his bed. Now what? A part of him wanted to lay down with her and just hold her but the other part-the other part wanted to shake her and yell at her. Instead he flipped the light back on and said "Jackie" really loudly.
She opened her eyes and looked at him "Steven?"
"Jackie what are you doing here? Shouldn't you be with Kelso somewhere doing something?" He couldn't bring himself to say what they would be doing. Didn't even want to go there.
"I was waiting for you," she slowly sat up still not awake. "What time is it?
"It's time for you to go home."
"Steven, I need to tell you something-"
"Whatever, I'm tired and I want to go to sleep."
"Steven-"
"Good night, Jackie," he stood by the door and motioned for her to leave. Jackie sat up on the bed and looked at him. He didn't really think she was going to just leave did he? He wasn't that stupid, was he? She got up off the bed and walked towards him.
"I don't want to go. Do you want me to go?" She walked towards him, slowly. When she was standing directly in front of him, her hands came up to rest on his chest. "Do you Steven?" She stood up on her toes, gently kissing his lips.
"Jackie, what about-" before he could finish she was kissing him. Full, open mouth with tongue involvement. Tell her to stop, push away one side of his brain thought. The other side encouraged him to kiss her harder, more. He wanted to be with her.
"Steven, I was waiting for you. What I said before to Michael, it wasn't true. I needed to him to understand that we are-"
"Jackie, can you ever shut up?" He didn't want to hear her talk about Michael, it was better when she was kissing him then he didn't think about it. If they were kissing, he wasn't thinking about it. How this could be the last time she ever kissed him or that it was a pity, goodbye kiss or fuck or whatever this was. He dropped his head towards her and captured her lips. It was a wet hot kiss with his tongue sweeping around her mouth and doing gently battle with her tongue. Not holding back any of the emotions he felt-angry that she had said those things to Kelso, disappointment that she even could say that to Kelso and love which he was probably never going to feel again. Pulling her tightly towards his body, driving himself crazy with the feel of her breasts against his chest, wanting to feel her naked under him. This was not a good idea because afterwards she was going to leave him. Again. Grabbing the top of her arms, Hyde lifted her away from him.
"Jackie, you need to leave."
"Steven, what I said earlier to Michael, it wasn't true-" but he interrupted before she could finish. "Leave Jackie"
"No. I'm not leaving. You don't even really want me to leave. God, you can be such an idiot some days. I only said those things to Michael to make him realize that he really didn't want to be with me. That I DON'T want to be with him." Hyde didn't say anything he just stared at her. Why did he let this 95 pound girl play with his heart? "You said you were going to give me a week to get over being mad at you then show me that we were meant to be together."
"Yeah, well, that was before you declared your love for Kelso."
"Fez told me about last night." He looked at her with a look of surprise. "I know that you were trying to defend my honour. To tell Michael how we felt about each other. It is so romantic. I mean you got into a fight over how he wanted to sleep with me and you weren't going to let him. I know you still love me, Steven."
What could he say to that? Listening to Kelso last night talk about sleeping with Jackie had driven him nuts. That anyone else would touch her drove him nuts. He did still love her but what good did that do as his heart kept getting trampled on? He looked at Jackie but didn't say anything. He was about to open his mouth when she reached down and took her shirt off with nothing underneath.
"Tell me you don't want me," Jackie said as she walked towards him and grabbed the edge of his shirt, pulling it up to press herself against him.
Okay Hyde, a voice in his head said; don't let this go to your head. This is not a good thing at the end of the day. But his head was not very clear as the blood was all rushing to the lower part of his body. Especially as her hands unbuckled his belt then the buttons on his pants and pushing them down. He couldn't seem to move. C'mon Hyde don't be an ass then she kissed him. A hot wet kiss with her hands pulling his head down to hers and he was lost. His arms went around her back and pulled her roughly to him, kissing her like his life depended on it. She reached for his shirt and pulled it up, Steven let go of her long enough to bring it over his head and throw it somewhere on the floor then bringing his mouth back down onto hers as pulling her back against him. She fit so perfectly against him, like they were made for each other.
Jackie pushed his pants down and off while Hyde reciprocated with removing her pants. Naked they stood before each other, Steven looked her up and down thinking that he would never get enough of her. He lean down and kiss her, gently nipping at her lips.
"I want you Steven," she sighed into his mouth. That was enough for right now as he pushed her gently on the bed. Jackie sighed as he came down on top of her then slowly moved down her body, kissing her neck and gently sucking on that spot on her neck sending shivers down her neck. Then he moved down to her breast and took one into his mouth. "Steven, please" as she arched her back. It took seconds before she couldn't stand it anymore and pulled his head up to her. He looked into her eyes and she hoped he could see the love in her eyes.
Steven reached to his pants to pull out his wallet retrieving the condom from inside. What the hell was he doing but before he could continue his line of thought Jackie took the condom out of his hand and put it on. The feel of her hands on him chased away any thought he might have had about anything except being with Jackie. Now.
She lay down as he moved on top of her and then he was inside of her. "Steven," she sighs into his ear. Then they began to move, in a rhythm all their own. She couldn't stop the feelings crashing over her-and the world spun out of control. Hyde felt Jackie explode underneath him and all around him, god, it was so fast for both of them. He couldn't hold back, not at all. If this was the last time the two of them were going to do this then-
"Jackie," it was his voice but Hyde didn't remember saying anything, "I love you" as he reached the peak and fell over the other side.
"I love you, Steven" Jackie said.
