Title: I am not! Part 2
Author: Alcandre
Rating: PG


I have decided to keep this PG! Yea! Okay, here's part two for all the readers who wanted it. Hope you enjoy.

I don't own Sailor Moon. Period.




No, I thought, Not him.
I slowly raised my head and inwardly groaned. Yep, it was him, Chiba Mamoru, my worst enemy and secret crush.
"Well, Odango atama, what did you get this time? A 2?"
This caused my tears to fall faster. I turned back around and softly said, "Go away, Mamoru-baka. Please."
And I allowed myself to cry again. He was the worst of all. I had a crush on him since the first day I met him but he was always making fun of me and taunting me. And today, I wasn't in the mood to fight back. I just wanted him to like me, if not as a lover then at least as a friend.
I then felt someone beside me on the bench. I sniffed and raised my head, expecting a stranger or one of my friends, more than likely Minako. But it was neither. It was Mamoru. Sitting there, beside me, maybe three inches away, on the bench with me, actually looking concerned.
I hicupped in shock. He was sitting beside me?
"What's wrong, Odango- I mean, Usagi?"
I stared at him a moment longer, then narrowed my eyes. "What's it to you, Mamoru? You've never cared about me before, so why start now? You've hated me since we first met, why start being concerned now? You always treat me like dirt! Calling me Odango atama, klutzy, stupid, and even more names that I can't think of right now becasue I'm so upset." My tears were gone and I was mad now. Not just at him, at everyone. But, hey, he was there, so why not use that to let my aggression out?
"I have put up with this for too long!" I continued. "I want people to see me as something else, not a clown or a stupid blonde. They don't seem to understand that I have feelings, that I hurt. Is it too much to ask to want some love in return for all the love I give? I mean, I love my friends with all my heart. I even love you, Mamoru. And I am there when they need a shoulder to cry on, I'm there for them to let out their anger on, and before now I haven't said a word about it. But I want some love too. I want to be shown for once what people have always told me. 'Everyone loves you, Usagi. You're just so loveable.' Well, show me!
"Why can't I see it?! Why do I give so much and not get any in return? I truely hate this!"
And with that I ran. Again. Not even caring that I had just screamed out that I loved Mamoru to his face, on top of letting my anger out on him.
Too bad, I thought, He hates me anyway.




End for now...





Okaee dokee, thar it be. (And I have a right to talk with a southern accent since I am southern)
Anyway, I'll post the next part if I get enough reviews. Maybe at least three! ^_^
Thanks for reading!

Alcandre