Title: I am not! Part 3
Author: Alcandre
Rating: PG
Well, here's part three. No new notes. Thanks to all who have reviewed. Keep 'em comin'! I love you guys! (even if I don't know ya ^_^)
I ran and ran. I didn't want to stop. I just wanted to get away from everything.
I soon found myself in a part of town that didn't look familiar. I couldn't tell where I was at all. And, to make it worse, it started raining. Oh, and not just a simple sprinkle, a pour down.
I just fell on my knees to the ground. "Oh God!" I screamed. "Why me?" I started sobbing again. Deep, lung wreching sobs that shook my body. My anger had faded by now and the tears were mixing with the pouring rain.
I slowly laid down on the wet cement and curled up in the fetal position. I just wanted the past few hours to fad into the background or completely vanish. But they didn't. I kept seeing over and over again Mamoru's face and hearing my friends calling me back. I was sorry I had said all those things. I wished I had never run off.
Again I asked the heavens why it had to be me. Why did I have to be the way I am?
"But, I'm just being selfish." I sobbed. "It's not about me. It's about everyone else. It doesn't matter if I'm happy." But, for once, my heart wasn't into it. I wanted someone to say, to my face, that they loved me and cared for me.
It got colder and darker, but I didn't care. I didn't feel like going home and facing the wrath of my parents and being teased by Shingo. I just wanted to sink into the soaked ground and to never be seen again.
My eye lids started getting heavy. I was worn out from the days *cough* "workout." I knew I shouldn't close my eyes. They always say in movies that if you're cold and wet and your eye lids get heavy to not let them close. I tried to stay awake, I really did. But the days events caught up with me and I soon drifted off into nothingness. But not before I felt something warm surround me and someone whisper something into my ear.
I awoke later, I don't know how much later, in a bright room. I weakly looked around, in shock at not being in my own bed. The room was completely new to me. It was, well, boring. No posters, pictures of any kind, and no decorations. Don't ask me why I noticed these things, I just did. I guess you notice little details when you're in shock.
To my right, the bedroom door opened. Glancing over, I gasped at who I saw. "Mamoru..."
He gave a small smile. "Good," he said. "You're awake."
HA HA HA, a cliff hanger! Sorry, it's late and I'm tired. ^_^ I had to get up early to take an awful exam so I am going to bed down now. Hope this was okay. And again, thanks for the reviews!!!!
Alcandre
Author: Alcandre
Rating: PG
Well, here's part three. No new notes. Thanks to all who have reviewed. Keep 'em comin'! I love you guys! (even if I don't know ya ^_^)
I ran and ran. I didn't want to stop. I just wanted to get away from everything.
I soon found myself in a part of town that didn't look familiar. I couldn't tell where I was at all. And, to make it worse, it started raining. Oh, and not just a simple sprinkle, a pour down.
I just fell on my knees to the ground. "Oh God!" I screamed. "Why me?" I started sobbing again. Deep, lung wreching sobs that shook my body. My anger had faded by now and the tears were mixing with the pouring rain.
I slowly laid down on the wet cement and curled up in the fetal position. I just wanted the past few hours to fad into the background or completely vanish. But they didn't. I kept seeing over and over again Mamoru's face and hearing my friends calling me back. I was sorry I had said all those things. I wished I had never run off.
Again I asked the heavens why it had to be me. Why did I have to be the way I am?
"But, I'm just being selfish." I sobbed. "It's not about me. It's about everyone else. It doesn't matter if I'm happy." But, for once, my heart wasn't into it. I wanted someone to say, to my face, that they loved me and cared for me.
It got colder and darker, but I didn't care. I didn't feel like going home and facing the wrath of my parents and being teased by Shingo. I just wanted to sink into the soaked ground and to never be seen again.
My eye lids started getting heavy. I was worn out from the days *cough* "workout." I knew I shouldn't close my eyes. They always say in movies that if you're cold and wet and your eye lids get heavy to not let them close. I tried to stay awake, I really did. But the days events caught up with me and I soon drifted off into nothingness. But not before I felt something warm surround me and someone whisper something into my ear.
I awoke later, I don't know how much later, in a bright room. I weakly looked around, in shock at not being in my own bed. The room was completely new to me. It was, well, boring. No posters, pictures of any kind, and no decorations. Don't ask me why I noticed these things, I just did. I guess you notice little details when you're in shock.
To my right, the bedroom door opened. Glancing over, I gasped at who I saw. "Mamoru..."
He gave a small smile. "Good," he said. "You're awake."
HA HA HA, a cliff hanger! Sorry, it's late and I'm tired. ^_^ I had to get up early to take an awful exam so I am going to bed down now. Hope this was okay. And again, thanks for the reviews!!!!
Alcandre
